,,john ,,wesley1 ,,jr4 ,the ,story of an ,experiment ,,by ,,dan ,b4 ,,brummitt #aiba ,,to ,,thomas ,,kane1 ,,layman1 ,,whose ,,long ,,life ,,of ,,noble ,,service ,,is ,,bearing ,,fruit ,,in ,a ,,new ,,christian ,,conscience ,,towards ,,the ,,support ,,of ,,the ,,work ,,of ,,christ',s ,,kingdom ,,in ,,all ,,the ,,world ,,an ,,introduction ,,to ,,the ,,educational1 ,,missionary ,,and ,,benevolent ,,work ,,of ,,the ,,church ,,contents ,,chapter ,,the ,,genesis ,,of ,,the ,,experiment ,i4 ,,an ,,institute ,,panorama ,,ii4 ,,john ,,wesley1 ,,jr4',s ,,bringing ,,up ,,iii4 ,,campus ,,days ,,iv4 ,,exploring ,,main ,,street ,v4 ,,here ,,the ,,alien2 ,,there ,,the ,,little ,,brown ,,church ,,vi4 ,,is ,,he ,,not ,a ,,man ,,and ,a ,,brother8 ,,vii4 ,,the ,,first ,,american ,,civilization ,,viii4 ,,christ ,,and ,,the ,,east ,,this ,,experiment ,,teacheth--8 ,,illustrations ,,the ,,cartwright ,,institute ,,the ,,wesley ,,foundation ,,social ,,center 7,this one is at ,illinois ,university7 ,,main ,,street ,,the ,,tenements ,,of ,,many ,,delafields ,,one ,,of ,,the ,,high ,,lights ,,of ,,main ,,street ,,one ,,of ,,the ,,cannery ,,colony ,,there',s ,,hope ,,for ,,the ,,negro ,,in ,a ,,school ,,like ,,this ,,the ,,mexican',s ,,home ,,in ,,the ,,southwest ,,the ,,mexican',s ,,church ,,in ,,the ,,southwest ,,dr4 ,,joe ,,carbrook ,,does ,,such ,,work ,,as ,,this ,,in ,,china ,,the ,,genesis ,,of ,,the ,,experiment ,after years of waiting for time and place and person1 the ,rev4 ,walter ,drury1 an average ,methodist preacher1 was ready to begin his ,experiment4 ,the process of getting adjusted to its conditions was ended4 ,he believed that1 if he had health and nothing happened to his mind1 he might count on at least eight years more at ,first ,church1 ,delafield--a ten-year pastorate is nothing wonderful in to-day's ,methodism4 ,the right preacher makes his own time limit4 ,he would not think himself too good for ,delafield1 but neither did he rate himself too low4 ,he just felt that he was reasonably secure against promotion1 and that he need not be afraid of demotion4 ,there are such men4 ,they are a boon to bishops4 ,the unforeseen was to be reckoned with1 of course1 the possible shattering of all his plans by some unimagined misfortune4 ,but the man who waits until he is secure against the unknown never discovers anything1 not even himself4 ,walter ,drury had at last found his man1 or1 rather1 his boy1 here in ,delafield4 ,it was necessary to the ,experiment that its subject should be a decent young fellow1 not particularly keen on formal religion1 but well set-up in body and mind2 clean1 straight1 and able to use the brains he had when need arose4 ,john ,wesley1 ,jr41 was such a boy4 ,would the result be worth what he was putting into the venture8 ,that would depend on one's standards4 ,the church doesn't doubt that the more than twice ten years' experiment of ,helms in the south end of ,boston has been worth the price4 ,and ,helms has for company a few pioneers in other fields who will tell you they have drawn good pay1 in the outcomes of their patience4 ,still1 ,walter ,drury was a new sort of specialist4 ,the thing he had in mind to do had been almost tried a thousand times2 a thousand times it had been begun4 ,but so far as he knew no one preacher had thought to focus every possible influence on a single life through a full cycle of change4 ,he meant his work to be intensive3 not in degree only1 but in duration4 ,at the end of ten years6 ,if1 then1 he had not shown1 in results beyond question1 the direction of the church's next great advance1 at least he would have had the measureless joy of the effort4 ,no seeming failure could rob him of his reward4 ,now1 do not image this preacher as a dreaming scattergood2 he would do as much as any man should1 that is to say1 his utmost1 in his pulpit and his parish4 ,the ,experiment should be no robbing of collective ,peter to pay individual ,paul4 ,but every man has his avocation1 his recreation1 you know--golf1 roses1 coins1 first editions1 travel4 ,walter ,drury1 being a confirmed bachelor1 missed both the joys and the demands of home life4 ,no recluse1 but1 rather1 a companionable man1 he cared little for what most people call amusement1 but he cared tremendously for the human scene in which he lived and worked4 ,he would be happy in the ,experiment for its sheer human fascinations4 ,that it held a deeper interest1 that if it succeeded it would reveal an untapped reservoir of resources available for the church and the kingdom of ,god1 did but make him the more eager to be at it in hard earnest4 ,the church to whose work he had joyfully given himself from his youth had grown to be a mighty and a highly complex machine4 ,some thought it was more machinery than life1 more organization than organism4 ,but ,walter ,drury knew better4 ,it was a wonderful machine1 wheels within wheels1 but there was within the wheels the living spirit of the prophet's vision4 ,partly because the church was so vast and its work of such infinite variety1 very few of its members knew what it did1 or how1 or why4 ,it was all over the land1 and in the ends of the earth1 for people joined it2 and they lived their lives in the cheerful and congenial circle of its fellowship4 ,but the planetary sweep of its program and its enterprises was to most of them not even as a tale that is told4 ,they were content to be busy with their own affairs1 and had small curiosity to know what meanings and mysteries might be discovered out in places they had never explored1 even though just 'round the corner from the week-by-week activities of the familiar home congregation4 ,walter ,drury1 at the end of one reasonably successful pastorate1 had stood bewildered and baffled as he looked back over his five years of effort against this persistent and amiable passivity4 ,it was not a deliberate sin1 or he might have denounced it2 nor a temporary numbness1 or he might have waited for it to disappear4 ,all the more it dismayed him4 ,at the beginning of his ministry he had set this goal before him1 that every soul under his care might see as he saw1 and see with him more clearly year by year1 the church's great work2 its true and total business4 ,he had not failed1 as the ,annual ,conference reckons failure4 ,but he knew he had been less than successful4 ,the people of his successive appointments were receptive people as church folk go4 ,then who was to blame1 that sermons and books and ,advocates and pictures and high officials and frequent great assemblies1 always accomplishing something1 always left behind them the untouched1 unmoved majority of the people called ,methodists8 ,it was all this and more of the same sort1 which at last took shape in ,drury's thought and fixed the manner and matter of the ,experiment4 ,this boy he had found1 with a name that might be either prophecy or mockery1 he would study like a book4 ,he would brood over his life4 ,mind you1 he would take no advantage1 use no influence unfairly4 ,he would neither dictate nor drive4 ,he would not trespass even so far as to the outer edges of the boy's free personality4 ,for the most part he would stay in the background4 ,but he would watch the boy1 as for lesser outcomes ,darwin watched the creatures of wood and field4 ,without revealing all his purpose he would set before this boy good and evil2 the lesser good and the greater4 ,he would use for high and holy ends the method which the tempter never tires of using for confusion4 ,he would show this boy the kingdoms of the children of ,god1 and the glories of them1 and would promise them to him1 not for a moment's shame but for a life's devotion4 ,as to the particular form in which the result of the ,experiment might appear he cared little4 ,he had a certain curiosity on the subject naturally1 but he knew well enough that the ,experiment would be useless if he laid interfering hands on its inner processes4 ,that would be like trimming a whitethorn tree in a formal garden1 to make it resemble a pyramid4 ,he was not making a thorn pyramid in an ,italian garden2 he wanted an oak1 to grow by the common road of all men's life4 ,and oaks must grow oak-fashion1 or not at all4 99 99 99 99 99 ,four years of the ten had passed4 ,that part of the history of ,john ,wesley1 ,jr41 which is told in the following pages1 is the story of the other six years4 ,,chapter ,i ,,an ,,institute ,,panorama ,if anybody expects me to stay away from ,institute this year1 he has got a surprise coming1 that's all4 ,the meeting was just breaking up1 after a speech whose closing words had been a shade less tactful than the occasion called for4 ,but the last two sentences of that speech made all the difference in the world to ,john ,wesley1 ,jr4 ,the ,epworth ,league of ,first ,church1 ,delafield1 was giving one of its fairly frequent socials4 ,the program had gone at top speed for more than an hour4 ,all that noise could do1 re-enforced by that peculiar emanation by youth termed pep1 had been drawn upon to glorify a certain forthcoming event with whose name everybody seemed to be familiar1 for all called it simply the ,institute4 ,pennants1 posters1 and photographs supplied a sort of pictorial noise1 the better to advertise this evidently remarkable event1 which1 one might gather1 was a yearly affair held during the summer vacation at the seat of ,cartwright ,college4 ,the yells and songs1 the cheers and games and reminiscences1 re-enforced the noisy decorations4 ,at the last1 in one of those intense moments of quiet which young people can produce as by magic1 came a neat little speech whose purpose was highly praiseworthy4 ,but1 to ,john ,wesley1 ,jr41 it ended on the wrong note4 ,another listener took mental exception to it1 though his anxiety proved to be groundless4 ,it was a recruiting speech1 directed at anybody and everybody who had not yet decided to attend the ,institute4 ,the speaker was1 if anything1 a trifle more cautious than canny when he came to his in conclusion1 and his zeal touched the words with anti-climax4 ,of course1 he said1 since ten1 or at most twelve1 is our quota1 we are not quite free to encourage the attendance of everybody1 particularly of our younger members4 ,they have hardly reached the age where the ,institute could be a benefit to them1 and their natural inclination to make the week a period of good times and mere pleasure would seriously interfere with the interests of others more mature and serious minded4 ,now1 the pastor of the church1 the ,rev4 ,walter ,drury1 would have put that differently1 he said to himself4 ,if it produced any bad effects it would need to be corrected1 certainly4 ,just then1 amid the inevitable applause1 and the dismissal of the brief formal assembly for the social half-hour1 something snapped inside of ,john ,wesley1 ,jr41 and it was the feeling of it which prompted him to say1 ,if anybody expects me to stay away from ,institute this year1 he has got a surprise coming1 that's all4 ,you see1 ,john ,wesley1 ,jr41 had just been graduated from high school1 and his family expected him to go to college in the fall1 though he faced that expectation without much enthusiasm4 ,he felt his new freedom4 ,he addressed his rebellious remark to the ,league president1 ,marcia ,dayne1 a sensible girl whom he had known as long as he had known anybody in the church4 ,last year everybody said ,i was too young4 ,they all talked the way he did just now4 ,but they can't say ,i am too young now1 and with that easy skill which is one of the secrets of youth1 he managed to contemplate himself1 serenely conscious that he was personable and right4 ,the girl turned to him with a gesture of surprise4 ,but ,i thought your father had agreed to let you take that trip to ,chicago you have been saving up for4 ,will he let you go to the ,institute too8 ,chicago can wait1 said ,john ,wesley1 ,jr41 grandly4 ,dad did say ,i could go to ,chicago to see my cousins1 or ,i could go anywhere else that ,i wanted4 ,well1 ,i am going to the ,institute4 ,it's my money1 and1 besides1 ,i am tired of being told ,i am too young4 ,a fellow's got to grow up some time4 ,that's all right1 said ,marcia1 but what's your special interest in the ,institute8 ,do you truly want to go8 ,how do you know what an ,institute is like8 ,her voice carried further than ,marcia thought1 and a man who seemed a little too mature to be one of the young people1 turned toward her4 ,he was smiling1 and any time these four years the town would have told you there wasn't a friendlier smile inside the city limits4 ,he was in business dress1 and suggested anything but the parson in his bearing1 but through and through he looked the good minister that he was4 ,marcia moved toward him with an unspoken appeal4 ,she wanted help4 ,he was waiting for that signal1 for he depended a good deal on ,marcia4 ,and he was still worried about that unlucky speech4 ,well1 ,marcia1 are you telling ,j4,w4 what the ,institute really is8 he asked4 ,no1 ,mr4 ,drury1 ,i'm not4 ,i'm too much surprised at finding that he's about decided to go4 ,you're just in time to tell him for me4 ,i want him to get it right1 and straight4 ,well1 the pastor responded1 ,i'm glad of that4 ,if he's really going1 he'll find out that definitions are not descriptions4 ,now1 our ,saint ,sheridan used to say that an ,institute was a combination of college1 circus1 and camp meeting4 ,i would venture a different putting of it4 ,an ,institute is a bit of young democracy in action4 ,its people play together1 for play's sake and for finding their honest human level4 ,they study together1 to become decently intelligent about some of the real business of the kingdom of ,god1 and how the church proposes to transact that business4 ,they wait for new vision together1 the ,institute being a good time and a good place for seeing life clear and seeing it whole4 ,yes1 said ,marcia1 that's exactly it1 only ,i never could have found quite the right words4 ,do you think ,j4,w4 will find it too poky and preachy8 ,tell him to try it and see1 as you did last year1 said ,pastor ,drury4 ,i'll risk that1 said ,john ,wesley1 ,jr41 in his newly resolute mood4 ,he knew when to stop1 this preacher4 ,particularly concerned as he was about ,john ,wesley1 ,jr41 he saw that this was one of the many times when that young man would need to work things out for himself4 ,marcia would give what help might be called for at the moment4 ,the boy was turning toward the ,institute2 so far so good4 ,to-night was nearly four years from the beginning of his interest in this young fellow with the ,methodist name4 ,he was a special friend of the family1 though no more so than of every family in the town which gave him the slightest encouragement4 ,to a degree which no one suspected he shared this family's secret hopes for its son and heir2 and he cherished hopes which even the ,farwells could not suspect4 ,unless he was much mistaken he had found the subject for his ,experiment4 ,that mention of the ,farwells needs to be explained4 ,of course ,john ,wesley1 ,jr41 was only part of the boy's name4 ,in full he was ,john ,wesley ,farwell1 ,jr41 son of ,john ,wesley ,farwell1 ,sr41 of the ,j4,w4 ,farwell ,hardware ,co4 ,as a little fellow he had no chance to escape ,junior1 since he was named for his father4 ,there were many ,jacks and ,johns and ,johnnies about4 ,his mother1 good ,methodist that she was1 secretly enjoyed calling him ,john ,wesley1 ,jr41 and before long the neighbors and the neighborhood children followed her example4 ,a little later he might have been teased out of it1 but at the impossible age when boys discover that queer names and red hair and cross-eyes make convenient excuses for mutual torture1 it happened that he had attained to the leadership of his gang4 ,for some reason he took pride in his two ,methodist names1 and made short work of those who ventured to take liberties with them4 ,in all other respects he played without reserve boyhood's immemorial game of give and take2 but as to his name or any part thereof he would tolerate no foolishness and no back talk4 ,when he reached the high school period1 however1 most of his intimates rarely called him by his full name1 having1 like all high school people1 no time for long names1 though possessed of infinite leisure for long dreams4 ,straightway they shortened his name to ,j4,w41 which to this day is all that his friends find necessary4 ,very well1 then2 this is ,j4,w4 at eighteen2 a young fellow worth knowing4 ,take a look at him2 impulsive1 generous1 not what you would call handsome1 but possessed of a genial eye and a ready tongue1 a stubby nose and a few scattered freckles4 ,a fair student1 he is yet far from bookishness1 and he makes friends easily4 ,of late he has been paying furtive but detailed attention to his hair and his neckties and the hang of his clothes1 though still in small danger of being mistaken for a tailor's model4 ,with such a name you will understand that he's a ,methodist by first intention2 born so4 ,he is a pretty sturdy young ,christian1 showing it in a boy's modest but direct fashion1 which even his teammates of the high-school football squad found it no trouble to tolerate1 because they knew him for a human1 healthy boy1 and not a morbid1 self-inspecting religious prig4 ,pastor ,drury1 you may be sure1 had taken note of all that1 for he and ,j4,w4 had been fast friends since the day he had received the boy into the church4 ,the morning after the ,institute social ,j4,w4 announced at breakfast his sudden change of plan4 ,if you don't mind1 ,dad1 ,i've about decided to go to the ,institute instead of ,chicago4 ,there is a bunch of us going1 and ,mr4 ,drury will be there4 ,uncle ,henry's folks might not want to be bothered with me now1 and anyway ,i don't know them very well4 ,but ,i can go to the ,institute with the church crowd2 and there will be tennis and swimming and plenty of other fun besides the big program4 ,which was quite a speech for ,j4 ,w4 ,john ,wesley1 ,sr41 didn't know much about the ,institute1 but he had an endless regard for his pastor1 and the mother was characteristically willing to postpone her boy's introduction to the unknown and1 in her thought1 therefore1 the menacing city4 ,so1 after the brief but unhurried devotions at the breakfast table1 which had come to serve in place of the old-time family prayers1 parental approval was forthcoming4 ,and thus it befell that ,j4,w4 selected for himself a future whose every experience was to be affected by so slight a matter as his impulsive choice of a week's holiday4 ,that choice expressed to him the new freedom of his years1 for he had not even been conscious of the quiet influence which had made it easier than he knew to decide as he had done4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it was a mixed and lively company that found itself crowded around the registrar's table at the ,institute one ,monday evening in ,july1 with ,j4 ,w4 and his own particular chum1 ,martin ,luther ,shenk1 better known as ,marty1 right in the middle of it4 ,j4,w4 wondered where so many ,epworthians could have come from4 ,did they really hanker after the ,institute1 or had they come for reasons as trivial as his own8 ,he put the question to ,martin ,luther ,shenk4 ,marty1 do you reckon these are all here for real ,epworth ,league work1 or does the ,institute want anybody and everybody8 ,marty had been scouting a little1 and he answered3 ,no1 to both questions1 ,i should say4 ,some have come just to be coming1 and others seem to be here for business4 ,but ,i saw ,joe ,carbrook just now1 and if he is an ,epworth ,leaguer ,i am the ,prince of ,puget ,sound4 ,you know how he stands at home4 ,wonder what he came for4 ,just then ,joe ,carbrook himself came up4 ,he was from ,delafield too1 member of the same ,league chapter as the two chums1 but he had rarely condescended to league affairs4 ,having had two rather variegated years at college1 he felt he must show his sophistication by holding himself above some of those simple old observances4 ,s'pose you are here for solemn and serious work1 you two1 he remarked mockingly1 as he saw the boys4 ,i just met ,marcia ,dayne1 and she told me you were registering4 ,well1 ,i'm here too--drove up in my car--but you don't catch me tying myself down to all that study stuff4 ,i'm looking for fun1 not work4 ,nothing new for you in that1 ,joe1 said ,marty4 ,but ,i should think you might try the study stuff1 if only for a change1 after you have spent good money on gas and tires4 ,and you have to pay for your meals1 you know4 ,well1 ,i studied hard enough last month in college cramming for the final exams1 so ,i could get within gunshot of enough sophomore credits1 and ,i'm through2 with study for a while4 ,if ,i find a few live ones in this crowd1 ,i guess we can enjoy ourselves without interfering with any of you grinds1 if you must study1 and ,joe ,carbrook went off in search of his live ones4 ,j4,w4 and ,marty were in no hurry to register4 ,the crowd milling around in the office was interesting1 and ,j4,w4 was still wondering how many of them1 himself included1 would get enough ,institute long before the week was over4 ,besides1 it was yet an hour before supper4 ,think of it1 ,marty4 ,all these people come from ,epworth ,leagues just like ours1 from ,springfield1 and ,wolf ,prairie and ,madison and all over this part of the ,state4 ,what for1 ,i'd like to know8 ,will you look at those pennants8 ,wish we had brought one or two of ours2 we could add to the display1 anyway4 ,i have two in my suitcase1 said ,marty4 ,we'll have them out this evening at the introduction meeting4 ,and maybe you'll find out 'what for' by that time4 ,the introduction meeting in the chapel after supper was for the most part informal4 ,yells and songs and the waving of pennants punctuated the proceedings1 as is quite the proper thing in an ,epworth ,league gathering4 ,some people1 who see only what is on the surface1 cannot wholly understand the exuberance of an ,epworth ,league crowd4 ,but it has roots in something very real4 ,the dean of the ,institute managed1 amid the roystering and the intervals of attention1 to set things up for the week4 ,a few regulations would need to be laid down2 and these would be fixed1 not by the faculty or by the dean1 but by the ,student ,council4 ,would each district group please get together at once1 and select some one to represent the group on this council8 ,this request being obeyed amid considerable confusion1 with ,marcia ,dayne appointed from the ,fort ,adams ,district1 and the council excused to draft the basic laws for the week1 the faculty was introduced1 one by one4 ,each teacher was given the opportunity to describe his or her course1 so that out of the eight or nine courses offered every delegate might select two besides the two which were required of all students1 and so qualify for an ,institute diploma4 ,j4,w4 found himself enjoying all this hugely4 ,it appealed to his growing sense of freedom from schoolboy restraint4 ,if he did go to any of the classes1 it appeared that he could pick the ones he liked4 ,up to now he had entertained no thought of any serious work1 but the faculty talks about these courses made him think there might be worse ways of spending the week than qualifying for an ,institute diploma4 ,the whole thing seemed to be so easy and so friendly4 ,of course he could see that the study would not be much1 even if he signed up for it1 being just for a week1 but it might not be bad fun4 ,morning ,watch was an experience to ,j4,w4 ,he was surprised to find himself staying awake in a before-breakfast religious meeting1 and was even more surprised to be enjoying it4 ,something about this big crowd of young people stirred all his pulses1 and the religion they heard about and talked about seemed to ,j4,w4 something very real and desirable4 ,he thought of himself as a ,christian1 but he wondered if his ,christian life might not become more confident and productive4 ,in this atmosphere one almost felt that anything was possible4 ,meal times turned out to be times of orderly disorder4 ,j4,w4 and his friends were at a table with other groups from the ,fort ,adams ,district1 and he quickly mastered the raucous roar which served the ,district for a yell4 ,before the end of the second day his alert good nature made him cheer leader1 and thereafter he rarely had time to eat all that was set before him1 though possessed of a boy's healthy appetite4 ,it was simply that the other possibilities of the hour seemed more alluring than mere food4 ,from the first day of the class work ,j4,w4 found himself keen for all that was going on4 ,there was variety enough so that he felt no weariness1 and the range of new interests opened up each day kept him at constant and pleasurable attention4 ,without knowing just how1 he was catching the ,institute spirit4 ,he walked away from the dining hall one noon with his pastor-friend1 and he talked4 ,he had to talk to somebody1 and ,walter ,drury contrived to know of his need4 ,why1 ,mr4 ,drury1 he said1 eagerly1 ,i'm just finding out how little ,i know about the church and real ,christian work4 ,i thought ,i was something of an average ,methodist boy1 but if the people at home are no better than ,i am1 ,i can see how being a preacher to such a bunch is a man's job4 ,correct1 ,j4,w4 said the minister4 ,i find that out many a time1 to my humbling4 ,but honestly1 now1 are you learning things you never knew before8 ,ye-es1 ,i am1 ,j4,w4 answered1 and then1 again1 ,i'm not4 ,it seems to me as if ,i had always known a lot of what we are getting in these classes1 though there is plenty of new stuff too4 ,but until now ,i didn't get much out of what ,i knew4 ,i've always liked to hear you1 but you're different4 ,as for most of the things ,i've heard1 ,i just thought of it as religious talk1 church stuff1 you know4 ,it didn't seem to matter1 but here it is beginning to matter in all sorts of ways1 and ,i can see that it matters to me4 ,how1 for instance8 ,well1 take the class in home missions2 ,americanization1 they call it4 ,maybe you noticed that the first thing the teacher did was to divide the class right down the middle1 and tell those on the left hand--yes1 ,i'm one of the goats--that for the rest of the week they were to consider themselves aliens4 ,the others were to play native-born ,americans4 ,and so the study started1 but believe me1 we aliens have already begun to make it interesting for those natives4 ,some of 'em want to come over on our side already1 but they can't4 ,a few of us have found some immigration dope in the college library1 and it is pretty strong4 ,we'll show up those ,pilgrim ,fathers before the week is out4 ,they think they have done everything an alien could ask when they let him into the country1 and then they work him twelve hours a day1 seven days a week1 or else let him hunt the country over for any sort of a job4 ,they rob him by making him pay higher prices than other people for all he has to buy4 ,they force him to live in places not fit for rats1 and on top of everything else they call him names1 so that their kids stick up their noses at his children in the school grounds4 ,after all that they expect he'll become a good citizen just by hearing ',the ,star-,spangled ,banner' at the movies and watching the flag go by when there's a parade4 ,say1 ,mr4 ,drury1 it makes me sick1 and1 if ,i feel that way just to be pretending ,i'm a ',wop' for a week1 how do you suppose the real aliens feel8 ,excuse me for talking like this1 but honestly1 something like that is going on in all these classes2 ,i wish we could take up such things in the ,league at home4 ,and he forced an embarrassed little laugh4 ,pastor ,drury laughed too1 and said of course they could1 as he linked arms with ,j4,w41 and they passed on down the road4 ,the preacher talked but little1 contriving merely to drop a question now and then2 and ,j4,w4 talked on1 half-ashamed to be so gabby1 as he put it1 and yet moved by an impulse as pleasant as it was novel4 ,and foreign missions1 ,mr4 ,drury4 ,you won't be offended1 ,i hope1 but somehow as far back as ,i can remember ,i have always connected foreign missions with collections and ',greenland's ,icy ,mountains' and little naked ,hottentots1 and something--,i don't know just what--about the ,river ,ganges4 ,but here--why1 that ,china class just makes me want to see ,china for myself and find out how much of the advantages of ,american life over ,chinese has come on account of religion4 ,well1 why not1 ,j4,w48 ,maybe you will go to ,china some day1 and have a hand in it all1 suggested the pastor1 to try him out4 ,the boy shook his head4 ,no1 ,i don't think so4 ,i am certainly getting a new line on foreign missions1 but ,i don't think there's missionary stuff in me4 ,i'll have to go at the proposition some other way4 ,then ,pastor ,drury set him going on another subject4 ,what do you think of the young folks who are here8 he asked4 ,well1 at first ,i thought they were all away ahead of our bunch at home1 and some of them are2 but you soon find out that the majority is pretty much of the same sort as ours4 ,i think ,i've spotted a few slackers1 but mighty few4 ,most of the crowd seems to be all right1 and ,i've already made some real friends4 ,but do you know which one of them all is the most interesting fellow ,i've met8 ,the pastor thought he did1 but he merely asked1 ,who8 ,why1 that ,greek boy1 ,phil ,khamis4 ,he is from ,salonika1 you know4 ,he knows the old country like a book1 and he's going back some day1 maybe to be some kind of missionary to his people1 in the very places where the apostle ,paul preached4 ,honest1 ,i never knew until he told me that his ,salonika is the town of those ,christians to whom ,paul wrote two of his letters2 those to the ,thessalonians--',thessalonika1' you know4 ,well1 you ought to hear ,phil talk4 ,he came over here seven years ago1 and learned the ,english language from the preacher at ,westvale4 ,yes1 ,i have heard about him1 said ,mr4 ,drury4 ,they say he lived in the parsonage and paid the preacher for his ,english lessons by giving him a new understanding of the ,greek ,new ,testament4 ,not many of us have found out yet how to get such pay for being decent to our friends from the other side4 ,well1 he is a thoroughbred1 anyway2 and do you notice how he is right up in front when there is anything doing8 ,the only way you can tell he isn't ,american born is that he is so anxious to help out on all the unpleasant work4 ,when ,i look at ,phil it makes me boil to think of fellows like him being called ',wop4' ,by this time the two had swung back into the campus1 and ,j4,w4 found himself drafted to hold down second base in the ,faculty-,student ball game4 ,but that is a story for others to tell4 ,on the steps of the library ,marcia ,dayne and some other girls were holding an informal reception4 ,joe ,carbrook1 with one or two of his friends1 was finding it agreeable to assume a superior air concerning the ,institute4 ,the impression the boys gave was that their coming to the ,institute at all had been a great concession1 but that they were under no illusions about the place4 ,all this is all right1 ,joe was saying1 for those who need it1 but what's the good of it all to us8 ,for instance1 what do you get out of it1 ,marcia8 ,what do you think ,i want to get out of it8 ,if you cared for the young people's work at home1 ,i should think you could see how 'all this1' as you call it1 would help you to do better work and more of it at ,delafield4 ,as you ought to know pretty well1 ,marcia1 ,joe replied1 back home they think ,i don't care much for the young people's work4 ,it is a little too prim and ready-to-wear for me1 if you'll excuse me for saying so4 ,no fun in it at all1 though ,i'll admit some of the classes here have more life in them than ,i looked for4 ,one of the other girls1 who knew him well enough to speak with large frankness1 came to the defense of them all1 saying3 ,well1 ,joe1 ,i don't see that you get very far with what you call fun4 ,it's mostly at the expense of other people1 including your father1 who pays the bills4 ,besides1 since you came home from college this spring1 you seem to have run out of nearly all the bright ideas you started with4 ,i wonder if it ever strikes you that being a sport1 as you call it1 is mostly being a nuisance to everybody8 ,some of us long ago got over thinking you clever and original4 ,you must be getting over it yourself1 by now1 surely4 ,many thanks1 dear lady1 for them kind words1 ,joe responded1 as he bowed low in mock acknowledgment2 you make yourself quite plain1 ,miss ,alma ,wetherell4 ,he flung back the insult jauntily1 as he and his companions moved on1 but at least one of the group suspected that the words had struck home4 ,you who know the ,general ,secretary could easily forgive ,j4,w4 his delight in the class of which the program said the subject was ,methods4 ,this is the only hour in an ,institute which the ,epworth ,league takes for its own work4 ,rightly enough1 it is a crowded hour1 with the whole ,institute present1 and usually it is an hour of unflagging interest4 ,j4,w4 and ,marty were enjoying their first ,institute too much to be late at any classes4 ,they were merely a little earlier at this class2 to miss any of it would be a distinct loss4 ,now1 what the ,general ,secretary talked about was no more than the everyday work of the ,league--how it meant the young people of the church and their work for and with young people for the sake of the future4 ,but he had a way with him4 ,he said the ,league was a great scheme of self1 with the ish left off4 ,in the ,league one practiced self-help1 and enjoyed the twin luxuries of self-direction and self-expression1 and came sooner or later to that strange new knowledge which is self-discovery4 ,he explained how ,epworthians as such could live on twenty-four hours a day1 the plan being an ingenious and yet simple financial arrangement for keeping the ,league work moving1 both where you are and where you aren't1 even around the world4 ,he had innumerable stories of the devotional meeting idea1 the ,win-,my-,chum idea1 the stewardship idea1 the ,institute idea1 the life service idea1 the recreation idea1 the study-class idea1 and every other ,league idea so far invented4 ,but all this is merely a hint of what the ,general ,secretary meant to the ,institute1 and particularly to the delegates from ,delafield4 ,even ,joe ,carbrook had been impressed4 ,he heard the ,general ,secretary the morning after that little exchange of compliments on the library steps1 and for an hour thereafter let himself enjoy the rare luxury of thinking4 ,the results were somewhat disconcerting4 ,it's funny1 said ,marty1 as the four of them1 the other three being ,joe1 ,marcia1 and ,j4,w41 sat under a tree in the afternoon1 but ,i believe that man could make even trigonometry interesting4 ,i thought ,i'd heard all that could be said about the devotional meeting2 but did you get that scheme for leaders he sprung this morning8 ,watch me when we get back home1 that's all4 ,you needn't suppose you are the only one who got it1 said ,marcia4 ,everybody was trying to watch the ,general ,secretary and to take notes at the same time1 and ,i don't believe you are any quicker at that than the rest of us4 ,of course all of us will use as many of his ideas as we can remember1 when we get home again4 ,joe ,carbrook1 with a new seriousness which sat awkwardly on him1 confessed that he could not understand just what was happening4 ,it was evident that he was ill at ease2 ,marcia had noticed it every time she had seen him since that encounter with ,alma ,wetherell4 ,i guess you folks know ,i am not easily caught2 but ,i'm ready to admit that man has hold of something4 ,yes1 and ,i'm half convinced that this ,institute has hold of something4 ,i wish ,i knew what it is4 ,if ,i could really believe that all ,i hear and see at this place is part of being young and part of being a ,christian1 ,i might be thinking before long about getting into the game myself4 ,the trouble is you three and the other ,leaguers ,i've watched at home are just you three and the others1 and that's all4 ,i know1 and you know1 what you can do4 ,you'll take all these ideas of ,league work and use them1 maybe2 but what ,i can't see is how you will pick up the ,big ,idea of this place and get back home without losing it4 ,we can't1 said ,marcia1 not without all sorts of help1 visible and invisible4 ,you1 for instance2 if you would really get into the game1 as you say1 nobody could guess how much it would mean to our ,league4 ,and it might mean more to you4 ,marcia's right about that1 said ,j4,w4 ,the ,big ,idea of this place1 that you speak of1 is a lot too big for us to take home alone4 ,maybe you'll think ,i'm preaching1 but ,i don't care1 if ,i say that for ,god to handle alone1 it is not big enough4 ,he makes the stars1 and gives us his ,son1 without any help from us4 ,nobody else can do that4 ,but he won't make our ,league at home a success without us2 and all of us together can't do it without ,him4 ,i'm not saying ,i know how to do it1 even then1 but that's the way it looks to me4 ,why1 ,joe1 he said with sudden intensity as he faced ,joe ,carbrook1 if you ever get hold of the ,big ,idea1 and the ,big ,idea gets hold of you1 something is sure to happen1 something bigger than any of us can figure out now4 ,i know you have it in you4 ,all four showed a surprised self-consciousness over ,j4,w4's unexpected venture into these rather deeper conversational waters than usual1 and there was more surprise when ,joe ,carbrook began to talk about himself4 ,he laughed to hide a touch of embarrassment1 but with little mirth2 and then he said1 ,well1 ,j4,w41 that's not all foolishness1 though ,i don't see why you should pick on me4 ,why not ,marty8 ,of course1 ,i came here for fun1 and ,i have had some1 though not just the sort ,i expected4 ,and ,i've had several jolts too4 ,i might as well admit that if ,i could just only see how you hitch all of this ,league and church business to real life1 ,i would be for it with all ,i've got4 ,the trouble is1 while ,i've never been especially proud of my own record1 neither have ,i seen much excuse yet for what you 'active members' have been busy with4 ,i have been playing my way1 and you have been playing yours2 but it all seems mostly play to me4 ,all the same1 ,i guess ,i am getting tired of my kind4 ,if ,joe could ever have spoken wistfully1 you might have suspected him of it just then4 ,clearly1 thought ,marcia ,dayne1 in the silence that followed1 something big was already happening4 ,but how to help it on she could not tell2 so1 with a desperate effort to do the right thing1 she contrived to turn the subject ,it seemed to her it had become too difficult to go further just now without peril to ,joe's strange new interest1 as well as to a very new and tremulous little hope that had begun to sing in her own heart4 ,the shift of the talk was a true ,institute change1 and would have been most disconcerting to anyone unfamiliar with the ways of young ,christians2 but ,marcia was sure that what had been said would not be forgotten1 and she knew there would be another time4 ,it was this that made her say1 ,i wish you boys would suggest what sort of stunt our district should give on stunt night2 you know the time is getting short4 ,that's a fact1 exclaimed ,marty1 sitting up4 ,stunt night is to-morrow1 and our delegation has to fix up the stunt for the ,fort ,adams ,district4 ,let's get to work on something4 ,we've been mooning long enough4 ,for though ,marty never thought as quickly as ,marcia1 he too felt some instinct of fear lest by an unfortunate word they should break the spell of ,joe ,carbrook's interest in the ,big ,idea1 and promptly the four were deep in a study of stunts4 ,to the uninitiated1 stunt night at the ,institute is without rime or reason1 but not to those in charge who are looking ahead to ,sunday4 ,they know that the converging and cumulative psychic forces which the ,institute invariably produces must be tempered1 along about midway of the week1 by some sharp contrast in the communal life4 ,otherwise1 the group1 like over-trained athletes1 will grow emotionally stale before the week is done1 and at the end of that is let-down and flatness4 ,hence stunt night4 ,in the early ,institute years it was easy1 as in some places it still is1 for stunt night to be no more than clowning1 witless and cheap2 but there is a distinct tendency to exercise the imagination in producing more self-respecting efforts4 ,cartwright1 happily1 is one of the forward-looking ,institutes1 and stunt night1 crowded with most excellent fooling1 produced two or three creditable and thought-provoking performances4 ,one of them deserves remembering for its own sake4 ,besides1 it is a part of this story4 ,the home missions class furnished the inspiration for it1 and called it ,scum o' the ,earth1 an impromptu immigration pageant4 ,a boy who had memorized ,schauffler's poem stood off stage and recited it1 while group after group of immigrants in the motley of the steerage passed slowly through the improvised ,ellis ,island sifting process4 ,it was all make-believe1 of course1 all but one tense moment4 ,then ,phil ,khamis stepped on the platform1 incarnating in his own proper person the poet's apostrophised ,greek boy3 ,stay1 are we doing you wrong1 ,young fellow from ,socrates' land8 ,you1 like a ,hermes so lissome and strong1 ,fresh from the master ,praxiteles' hand8 ,so you're of ,spartan birth8 ,descended1 perhaps1 from one of the band-- ,deathless in story and song-- ,who combed their long hair at ,thermopylae's pass8 ,ah1 ,i forget the straits1 alas6 ,more tragic than theirs1 more compassion-worth1 ,that have doomed you to march in our 'immigrant class' ,where you're nothing but 'scum o' the earth6' ,the audience was caught unaware4 ,it had been vastly interested in the spectacle1 as a spectacle1 the more because the unusual ,americanization class which produced it had attracted general attention4 ,but1 ,phil ,khamis1 everybody's friend1 standing there1 an immigrant of the immigrants1 smiling his wistful friendly smile1 was a picture as dramatic as it was unexpected4 ,first there were ejaculations of astonishment and surprise4 ,then came the moment of understanding1 and a shining-eyed stillness fell on all4 ,then1 what a shout6 ,j4,w4 led off1 the unashamed tears falling from his brimming eyes4 ,on ,saturday morning ,j4,w4 was sitting beside ,phil ,khamis at ,morning ,watch4 ,the leader had asked for answers to the question ,why did ,i come to the ,institute8 getting several responses of the conventional sort4 ,suddenly ,phil nudged ,j4,w4 and whispered1 ,shall ,i tell why ,i came8 and ,j4,w4 with the memory of stunt night's thrill not yet dulled1 said promptly1 ,sure1 go ahead4 ,when ,phil got up an attentive silence fell upon them all4 ,the ,greek boy had made many friends1 as much by his engaging frankness and anxiety to learn as by his perpetual eagerness to have a hand in every bit of hard work that turned up4 ,since the stunt night incident he was everybody's favorite4 ,friends1 he said1 in his rather careful1 precise way1 ,i am here for a different reason than any4 ,when ,i was in ,america but a little time a ,methodist preacher made himself my friend4 ,i could not speak ,english1 only a few words4 ,he took me to his home4 ,he taught me to talk the ,american way4 ,he find me other friends1 though ,i could do nothing at all for them to pay them back4 ,now ,i am ,christian--real1 not only baptized4 ,the young people of the church take me in to whatever they do4 ,they call me ',phil' and never care that ,i am a foreigner1 so when ,i heard about this ,institute ,i say to myself1 ',it is something strange to me1 but ,i hear that many people like those in my church will be there4' ,i cannot quite believe that1 but it sounded good1 and ,i wanted to come and see4 ,and now ,i know that many people are young people like those ,i first knew4 ,they treat me just the same4 ,it makes me love ,america much more2 and if ,i could tell my people in the old country that all this good has come to me from the church1 they could not believe it4 ,still1 it is true4 ,everything ,i have to-day has come to me by goodness of ,christian people4 ,there were some half-embarrassed ,amens1 and more than one hitherto unsuspected cold required considerable attention4 ,all the way to breakfast ,phil held embarrassed court1 while his hand was shaken and his shoulder was thumped and he was told1 solo and chorus1 by all who could get near him1 that ,he's all right6--,who's all right8 ,phil ,khamis6 ,but ,j4,w4 was walking slowly toward the dining hall1 alone4 ,as he had listened to ,phil1 at first he thought1 ,good old scout1 he's putting it over1 but by the time the ,greek's simple words were ended1 ,j4,w4 was looking himself straight in the eye4 ,young fellow1 he was saying1 you have come mighty near feeling glad that you have had so many more advantages than this stranger1 and yet can't you see that what he says about himself is almost as true about you8 ,all you have to-day--this ,institute1 your religion1 your church1 your friends1 the kind of a home you have and are so proud of--everything has come to you by what ,phil calls the goodness of ,christian people4 ,and then it was breakfast time1 with an imperative call on ,j4,w4 from the ,fort ,adams table for that new yell we fixed up last night1 and the minutes in which he had talked with himself were for the time forgotten4 ,but the memory of them came back in the days after the ,institute was itself a memory4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the ,saturday night camp fire at this ,institute1 contrary to the usual custom1 was not co-ed4 ,the boys went down to the lake shore and sat around a big fire on the sand4 ,the girls had their fire on the slope of a hill at the other edge of the campus4 ,nor does this ,institute care for too much praise of itself4 ,its traditional spirit is to work more for outcomes than for the devices which produce complacency4 ,it stages only a few opportunities of telling ,why ,i like this ,institute4 ,so1 at the camp fires a man talked to the boys and a woman to the girls1 not about the ,institute1 but about life4 ,these speakers knew the strange effect an ,institute week has on impressionable and romantic youth2 they knew that by this time scores of the students were either saying to themselves1 ,i've got to do something big before this thing's over1 or were vainly trying to put the conviction away4 ,the woman who talked to the girls happened to be a preacher's wife4 ,this gave her a certain advantage when she told the listening girls that the greatest of all occupations for them was not some special vocation1 but what ,ida ,tarbell has called the business of being a woman4 ,it was good preparation for the next day's program1 with its specific and glamorous appeal1 for it put first the great claim1 so that special vocations could be seen in clear air and could be fairly measured4 ,pastor ,drury1 who talked to the boys1 was talking to them all1 as ,j4,w4 very well knew1 but every word seemed for him2 as1 indeed1 it was1 in a sense that he did not suspect4 ,he was not surprised that his pastor should present the ,christian life as effectively livable by bricklayers and business men as surely as by missionaries4 ,he had heard that before4 ,but to ,j4,w4 the old message had a new setting1 a new force4 ,and never before had he been so ready to receive it4 ,the songs had sung themselves out1 as the fire changed from roaring flame and flying sparks to a great bed of living coals4 ,from the world's beginning a glowing hearth has been perfect focus for straight thought and plain speech4 ,the boys found it so this night4 ,the minister began so simply that it seemed almost as if his voice were only the musings of many1 just become audible4 ,i know1 said he1 that to-morrow some of you will find yourselves1 and will eagerly offer your lives for religious callings4 ,we shall all be proud of you and glad to see it4 ,but most of you cannot do that4 ,you are already sure that you must be content to live 'ordinary ,christian lives1' ,it is possible that to-morrow you may feel a little out of the picture4 ,and those who are hearing a special call might regard you1 quite unconsciously1 of course1 as not exactly on their level4 ,now1 suppose we get this thing straight to-night4 ,there is no great nor small1 no high nor low1 in real service4 ,the differences are only in the forms of work you do4 ,the quality may be just as fine in one place as in another4 ,the boy who goes into the ministry1 or who becomes a medical missionary1 will have peculiar chances for usefulness4 ,so also will the boy who goes into business or farming or teaching1 or any other so-called secular occupation4 ,just because he is not called to religious work as a daily business he dare not think that he has no call4 ,god's calling is not for the few1 but for the many4 ,and just now the man who puts his whole soul into being an out-and-out ,christian in his daily business and in his personal life as a responsible citizen must have the genuine missionary spirit4 ,he must live like a prophet1 that is1 a messenger from ,god4 ,he must know the ,christian meaning of all that happens in the world4 ,and he must stand for the whole ,christian program4 ,otherwise1 not all the ministers and missionaries in the world can save our civilization4 ,it is your chance of a great career4 ,you who will make up the rank and file of the ,christian army in the next twenty-five years--do you know what you are8 ,you are the hope of the world6 ,as the group broke up in the dim light of the dying embers1 ,j4,w4 stumbled into ,joe ,carbrook1 and the two headed for the tents together4 ,they had been on a much more friendly footing since ,thursday4 ,say1 ,j4,w41 said ,joe1 abruptly1 what's the matter with me8 ,i came to this place without knowing just why2 thought ,i'd just have a good time1 ,i suppose2 but here ,i am being bumped up against something new and big every little while1 until ,i wonder if it's the same world that ,i was living in before ,i came4 ,do you suppose anybody else feels that way8 ,is it the place8 ,or the people8 ,or what8 ,i don't just know1 said ,j4,w41 trying to keep from showing his surprise4 ,i feel a good deal that way myself4 ,i think it's maybe that this is the first time we've ever been forced to look squarely at some of the things that seem so natural here4 ,at home it's easy to dodge4 ,you know that1 only you've dodged one way and ,i've done it another4 ,but do you feel different1 the way ,i do1 ,j4,w48 ,do you feel like saying to yourself3 ',looka here1 ,joe ,carbrook1 quit being a fool4 ,see what you could do if you settled down to getting ready for something real4 ,like being a doctor1 now4' ,do you feel that way8 ,you don't know it1 but ,i've always thought ,i could be a doctor1 if ,i could see anything in it4 ,and then the other side of me speaks up and says3 ',joe ,carbrook1 don't kid yourself4 ,you know you haven't got the nerve to try1 even if you had the grit to stick it through4' ,is it that way with you1 ,j4,w48 ,you've paid more attention to religion and all that than ,i ever did4 ,and what you said on ,thursday about the ',big ,idea' has kept me guessing ever since4 ,no1 ,joe1 my trouble's not like yours4 ,i know ,i can't be a doctor1 nor a preacher1 nor a missionary4 ,i've got nothing of that in me4 ,but what we heard to-night at the camp fire came straight at me4 ,as ,i tried to say the other day1 if you get the ',big ,idea' of the ,institute1 ,christian service looks like a great life4 ,but me--,i've no hope to be anything particular2 just one of the crowd4 ,and ,i never quite saw until to-night how that might be a great life too4 ,as they were parting1 ,j4,w4 ventured a bold suggestion4 ,say1 ,joe1 if you think you could be a doctor1 why not a missionary doctor8 ,joe's answer was a swift turning on his heel1 and he strode away with never a word4 ,probably made him mad1 thought ,j4,w4 ,i wonder why ,i said it4 ,joe's the last boy in the world to have any such notion4 ,but--well1 something's already begun to happen to him1 that's sure--and to me too4 ,on ,sunday the little world of the ,institute assumed a new and no less attractive aspect4 ,everybody was dressed for ,sunday1 as at home4 ,classes were over2 and games also2 the dining room became for the first time a place of comparative quiet1 with now and then the singing of a great old hymn1 just to voice the ,institute consciousness4 ,the ,morning ,watch talk had been a little more direct1 a little more tense4 ,and before the ,bishop's sermon came the love feast4 ,now1 the ,methodists of the older generation made much of their love feasts1 but in these days1 except at the ,annual ,conference1 an occasional ,institute is almost the only place where it flourishes with something of the ancient fervor4 ,many changes have come to ,methodism since the great days of the love feast2 changes of custom and thought and speech4 ,but your ardent young ,methodist of any period1 ,chaplain ,mc,cabe1 ,peter ,cartwright1 ,jesse ,lee1 ,captain ,webb1 would have understood and gloried in this ,institute love feast4 ,it spoke their speech4 ,our group from ,delafield will never forget it4 ,nearly all of them spoke2 ,marcia ,dayne first because she was usually expected to lead in everything of the sort1 then ,marty1 then ,j4,w41 and1 last of all and most astounding1 ,joe ,carbrook4 ,marty looked the soldier1 and he put his confession into military terms4 ,he spoke about his ,captain and waiting for orders1 and a new understanding of obedience4 ,before ,j4,w4 got his chance to speak1 the leader read a night letter from an ,institute far away1 conveying the greetings of six hundred young people to their fellow ,epworthians4 ,j4,w4 could not bring himself to speak in terms of personal experience4 ,he was still under the spell of last night's camp fire1 and his brief encounter with ,joe ,carbrook1 but without quite knowing what could possibly come of all that4 ,and the telegram gave him an excuse to speak in another vein4 ,you must remember that up to now he had been wholly local in his ,league interests4 ,he had gone to no conventions1 he was not a reader of ,the ,epworth ,herald1 and to him the ,central ,office was as though it had not been4 ,i wonder if anybody else feels as ,i do1 he said1 about this ,league of ours8 ,until this last week ,i never thought much about it4 ,but we've just heard that telegram from an ,institute bigger than this1 a thousand miles off4 ,and there's fifty-five or sixty ,institutes going on this year1 besides the winter ,institutes1 the conventions1 and all the other gatherings4 ,we seem to belong to a movement that enrolls almost a million young people1 with all sorts of chances to learn how it can do all sorts of ,christian work by actually doing it4 ,this isn't the only thing ,i've found out here1 but it makes me want to see the whole ,league become as good as it is big4 ,i don't want to be dazzled by the size of it1 because ,i know how many other members are just as little use as ,i've been4 ,only when ,i get home ,i hope ,i'm going to be a different sort of an ,epworthian1 and ,i can't help wishing that we all felt that way about being more good in the ,league4 ,we can make it a hundred times more useful to the church and to our ,master4 ,many others spoke like that1 some of them because they could find nothing more intimate to say1 some here and there those who1 like ,j4,w41 could not quite trust themselves yet to talk of their deeper personal experiences4 ,and then ,joe ,carbrook arose4 ,he spoke easily1 as ,joe always did1 but it was a new ,joe ,carbrook1 and only the ,delafield delegation understood how amazing was the change4 ,this ,institute has made me all sorts of trouble1 he said4 ,i had nothing else to do1 and without caring anything about it1 except to get some new fun out of it1 ,i came along1 intending to stir up some of you if ,i could1 and ,i knew ,i could4 ,but ,i've seen what a fool ,i was4 ,every day ,i've seen that a little more distinctly4 ,and last night1 just as ,i was leaving one of the boys after the camp fire he said something about what ,i might do with my life4 ,i don't know how seriously he meant it4 ,maybe he doesn't1 either4 ,i went off without answering him4 ,there wasn't any answer1 except that ,i knew ,i wasn't fit even to think about it4 ,and then1 thank ,god1 ,i met a man who understood what was wrong with me4 ,he's our pastor4 ,i haven't been anything but trouble to him at home1 but that made no difference to him4 ,and he introduced me1 down yonder by the lake1 to a ,friend ,i had never known before1 some one infinitely understanding1 infinitely forgiving4 ,he showed me that before ,i could find what ,i ought to be ,i'd have to come to terms with that ,friend4 ,and ,i have4 ,whatever happens to me1 whatever ,i may find to do1 ,i want now and here for the first time in my life to confess ,jesus ,christ as my ,saviour and ,lord6 ,the ,bishop preached a great sermon1 but it is doubtful whether the ,delafield delegation rightly appreciated it4 ,they were too much occupied with the incredible fact that ,joe ,carbrook had been converted1 and had openly confessed it4 ,more was to come4 ,the afternoon meeting1 long established in the ,institute world as the ,life ,work ,service1 was in the hands of a few leaders who knew both its power and peril4 ,an invitation would be given for all to declare their purpose who felt called to special ,christian work4 ,the difficulty was to encourage the most timid of those who1 despite their timidity1 felt sure of the inner voice1 and yet prevent a stampede among those who1 without any depth of desire1 were in love with emotion1 and would enjoy being conspicuous1 if only for the brief moment of the service4 ,for once a woman made the address--a wise woman1 let it be said1 who made skillful and sure distinctions between the ,christian life as a life and the work of the ,christian ,church as one way of living that life4 ,it would have been a successful afternoon in any case1 but three incidents helped the speaker4 ,when she asked those to declare themselves who had decided for definite ,christian work1 young people in all parts of the room arose1 and one after another they spoke1 for the most part simply and modestly1 of their hope and purpose4 ,and ,joe ,carbrook was among them6 ,he said very little1 the nub of it being that he had always thought of being a doctor1 but not until a chance remark made by ,john ,wesley1 ,jr41 last night had the idea appeared to him important4 ,just to make one more among the thousands of doctors in ,america was one thing1 he said4 ,it was quite another to think of being the only physician among a great1 helpless population4 ,but to be a missionary doctor a man had to be first a missionary4 ,and how could he be a missionary if he were not a ,christian8 ,well1 as he had confessed at the love feast1 that was settled last night1 and as soon as it had been attended to be knew there was nothing else in the way4 ,so he must work now toward being a medical missionary4 ,joe's declaration stirred the whole assembly4 ,and while the influence of it was still on them1 ,j4,w4 saw ,martin ,luther ,shenk1 his classmate and doubly his chum since a memorable day of the preceding ,october1 get up and quietly announce his purpose of becoming a minister4 ,and ,i hope1 said ,marty1 that ,i may find my lifework in some of the new home mission fields we have been learning about this week4 ,at that point the leader felt more than a little anxious4 ,these two decisions1 with all their restraint1 had in them something infectious1 and she feared lest some young people1 not holding themselves perfectly in hand1 might be moved to sentimental and unreflecting declaration4 ,if there had been any such danger1 ,marcia ,dayne dispelled it4 ,she was all aglow with a new joy of her own1 whose secret none knew but herself1 though one other had almost dared to hope he could guess4 ,may ,i speak8 she asked4 ,i have no decision to make for myself4 ,last year ,i took the ',whatever1 whenever1 wherever' pledge1 and ,i intend to keep it1 though ,i am not yet sure what it will mean4 ,but ,i know a boy here who will not talk unless somebody asks him1 and there's a reason why ,i think he should be asked4 ,please1 mayn't we hear from ,john ,wesley ,farwell1 ,jr41 about his kind of a call8 ,j4,w41 taken unawares at the mention of his name1 was still at a loss when the leader seconded ,marcia's invitation2 and the knowledge that he was expected to say something unusual did not make for self-control4 ,but he understood ,marcia's purpose1 and tried to pull himself together4 ,miss ,dayne is president of our home ,chapter1 and she had a lot to do with my coming to the ,institute1 he began4 ,she has heard me talk since ,i found out a little about the ,institute1 and ,i told her this morning something of what ,joe ,carbrook and ,i had discussed last night after the camp fire4 ,well1 to get to the point1 ,i think she wants me to say1 and ,i'm saying it to myself most of all1 that for nearly all of us young people1 ,christian lifework must mean making an honest living1 doing all we can to make our religion count at home1 and then backing up with all we've got1 by prayer and money and brains1 all these others like ,joe ,carbrook and ,marty ,shenk1 who are going into the hardest places to put up the biggest fight that's in them4 ,we've just got to do it1 or be quitters4 ,as ,phil ,khamis said at ,morning ,watch yesterday1 ',everything we have has come to us by the goodness of ,christian people4' ,we aren't willing to be the last links of that chain4 ,we don't want any special recognition1 but ,i hope the ,bishop and the ,general ,secretary and the ,dean and all the rest of the ,league leaders will know they can count on us just as we know they can count on these friends of ours who have just become life service volunteers4 ,nobody knows what might have happened if some one had not spoken like that1 but as the group of new volunteers stood about the platform at the close of the meeting1 the other young people1 instead of wandering off and feeling themselves of no significance1 came crowding about them1 to say to them1 boy-and-girl fashion1 something of what ,j4,w4's little speech had suggested4 ,out of some four hundred ,epworthians enrolled in the ,institute1 about forty had made definite decisions2 but certainly not less than two hundred more had also faced the future1 and in some sort had made a new contract with themselves and with ,god4 ,the ,institute ended there1 except for a simple vesper service after the evening meal1 and on ,monday morning the whole company was homeward bound4 ,the ,delafield delegation had separated4 ,the larger group went home by train1 but ,joe ,carbrook's insistence was not to be withstood1 so ,j4,w4 and ,marty1 ,marcia ,dayne and ,pastor ,drury were ,joe's passengers for the fifty-odd miles between ,institute and home4 ,they sang1 they cheered1 they yelled the ,institute yells4 ,they lived over the crowded days of the week that had so swiftly passed4 ,but most of all they deeply resolved that so far as they could help to do it while they were at home the ,league ,chapter of ,delafield should be made over into something of more use to the church to which it belonged4 ,it was ,marty who put their purpose into the fewest words4 ,we1 and the others who have been to the ,institute1 don't think we know every little ,league thing1 said he1 and we don't think we are the whole ,league either4 ,but every time anybody in our ,chapter starts anything good1 he's going to have more and better help than he ever had before4 ,which thing came to pass1 as may one day be recorded4 ,the ,rev4 ,walter ,drury kept his own counsel1 but he knew that more had happened than the putting of new life into the ,league4 ,the ,experiment had progressed safely through some most difficult stages4 ,,chapter ,,ii ,,john ,,wesley1 ,,jr4',s ,,bringing ,,up ,those words of ,phil ,khamis at ,morning ,watch kept popping into ,j4,w4's head in the days following the ,institute--,everything ,i have to-day has come to me by the goodness of ,christian people4 ,i know that must be true1 he would say to himself1 but it's worth tracing back4 ,the preacher was coming over to supper one night1 as he loved to do2 and ,j4,w4 made up his mind to bring ,phil's idea into the table talk4 ,he was on even better terms with the preacher than he used to be4 ,j4,w4's mother hadn't said much about the ,institute1 though she had listened eagerly to all his talk of the crowded week1 and she was vaguely ill at ease4 ,she had hoped for something1 she did not know just what1 from the ,institute1 and she was not yet sure whether she ought to feel disappointed4 ,but she provided a fine supper1 to which the menfolk paid the most practical and sincere of all compliments4 ,and since nobody had anything else on for the evening1 there was plenty of time for talk4 ,the mother had a moment aside with the minister1 and there was a touch of anxiety in her question3 ,do you think the ,institute helped my boy8 ,and the pastor had just time to whisper back1 ,it helped him much1 but he gave even more help than he got ,you have reason to be proud of him4 ,i am4 ,he's growing4 ,it was not very definite1 but it brought no small comfort to the mother's heart4 ,this ,institute idea seems to be everywhere1 said ,j4,w41 ,sr41 to the pastor1 but how did it get started8 ,i used to be in the ,epworth ,league1 but we had nothing like it then4 ,that's not so very much of a story1 said the pastor4 ,we have the ,institute idea because we had to have it4 ,and so the ,league gave it form and substance4 ,well1 ,j4,w41 ,jr41 chimed in1 ,i think it's about time more people knew about it4 ,i've wanted to ask you to explain it ever since we came back from the ,institute4 ,the pastor nodded4 ,i know2 but remember even you were not really interested until you had been at an ,institute4 ,do you think our ,institute just happened1 ,j4,w48 ,i know it didn't1 ,j4,w4 replied4 ,somebody did a lot of planning and scheming4 ,yes1 returned the pastor1 but did you notice that a large part of its work touched subjects familiar to you1 the local ,league activities1 for instance--the devotional meeting1 and ,mission ,study1 and stewardship1 and the scope of the business meeting which not so long ago elected you to membership8 ,yes1 you're right1 though ,i don't see anything remarkable in that4 ,it was a ,league ,institute1 wasn't it8 ,certainly4 ,but still1 if there had not been any local ,chapter1 there could have been no ,institute1 don't you see8 ,what ,i mean is that the ,institute came because your ,chapter needed it1 and you needed it2 not because the ,institute needed you4 ,it's merely a matter of tracing things back4 ,j4,w41 ,jr41 thought of ,phil's words4 ,sure enough1 he responded1 tracing things back makes a lot of difference4 ,i've been going over what ,phil ,khamis said at the ,morning ,watch--you remember8 ,how everything he has to-day has come to him by the goodness of ,christian people4 ,at first ,i thought that was no more than a description of his particular case1 because ,i knew how true it was4 ,but when you begin to trace things back1 as you say1 what's true about ,phil is true about all of us--anyway1 about me4 ,how is that1 son8 ,mrs4 ,farwell asked gently4 ,well1 ,i mean1 ,j4,w4 smilingly answered her1 though flushing a little too1 the ,institute1 that seemed to me something new and different1 is really tied up to what you folks and the whole church have been doing for me as far back as ,i can remember4 ,and so they talked1 parents and pastor and ,j4,w41 quite naturally and freely1 of the long chain of interest which had linked his life to the church's life1 back through all the years to his babyhood4 ,j4,w4 had been in the ,league only a year or two1 but it seemed to him that he had been in the church always4 ,and the memories of his boyhood which had the church for center1 were intimately interwoven with all his other experiences4 ,as his father said1 ,i guess1 pastor1 if you tried to take out of ,j4,w4's young life all that the church has meant to him1 it would puzzle a professor to explain whatever might be left4 ,j4,w4 had been born in the country1 on a farm whose every tree and fence corner he still loved4 ,his first recollections of the church as part of his life had to do with the ,sunday morning drive to the little meetinghouse1 which stood where the road to town skirted a low hill4 ,it had horse-sheds on one side1 stretching back to the rear of the church lot1 and some sizeable elms and maples were grouped about its front and sides4 ,it was a one-room structure1 unless you counted the space curtained off for the primary class1 as ,j4,w4 always did4 ,for back of this curtain's protecting folds he had begun his career as a ,sunday school pupil and had made his first friends4 ,at that time even district school was yet a year ahead of him1 with its wider democratic joys and griefs1 and its larger freedom from parental oversight4 ,when ,j4,w4 was six1 going on seven1 the family moved to ,delafield1 though retaining ownership of the farm1 and for years ,j4,w4 spent nearly every ,saturday on the old place1 in free and blissful association with the ,shenk children1 whose father was the tenant4 ,it was here that he and ,martin ,luther ,shenk1 already introduced as ,marty1 being of the same age1 had sworn eternal friendship1 a vow which as yet showed no sign whatever of the ravages of time4 ,there were three other children1 ,ben and ,alice and ,jeannette4 ,now1 ,jeannette was only two years younger than ,j4,w4 and ,marty1 but through most of the years when ,j4,w4 was going every week to the farm1 she was only a girl1 and far behind the two chums by all the exacting standards which to boys are more than law4 ,but there came a time---- ,j4,w41 ,sr41 reveling in reminiscences before so patient a listener as the preacher1 though it was an old story1 rehearsed how he had served for years as superintendent of the country ,sunday school1 and how ,mrs4 ,farwell was teacher of the ,girls' ,bible ,class4 ,their home had always been ,methodist headquarters1 he said1 as old-time ,methodists usually say1 and with truth4 ,when they moved to town the change brought no loss of church interest2 the ,farwells merely transferred it entire to ,delafield ,first ,church 7,first being more a title than a numeral1 since there was no second74 ,but ,first ,church had not a few progressive saints4 ,they wanted the best that could be had1 so ,j4,w41 ,sr41 ,sunday school enthusiast that he was1 found himself in a new place of opportunity4 ,the ,board of ,sunday ,schools at ,chicago had been asked to help ,delafield get itself in line with the best ideas and methods1 and ,j4,w41 ,sr41 found the beginnings1 at least1 of ,sunday school science in active operation4 ,at first1 like a true country man1 he was a little inclined to counsels of caution1 but in his country ,sunday school work he had acquired such strong opinions about old fogies that he dreaded being thought one himself4 ,and that's how it happened1 he said with a laugh1 that ,i was soon reckoned among the progressives4 ,in that first year ,i helped 'em win their fight for separate departments1 and before long we had the makings of a real graded ,sunday school4 ,don't you remember1 mother1 how proud you were when young ,j4,w4 there was graduated from the ,primary into the ,junior ,department8 ,all this was before ,pastor ,drury's time1 of course1 but he had gone through the same experiences in other pastorates1 and needed not to have anything explained4 ,how long have we had a teacher-training class in our ,sunday school8 he asked4 ,that called out the story of the struggles to set up what many openly called a useless and foolish enterprise4 ,the ,sunday school was chronically short of teachers1 and yet ,j4,w41 ,sr41 and the other reformers insisted on taking out of the regular classes the best teachers in the school1 and a score of the most promising young people4 ,this group went off by itself into a remote part of the church4 ,it furnished no substitute teachers4 ,it wasn't heard of at all4 ,and loud were the complaints about its crippling the school4 ,but1 pastor1 you should have seen the difference when the first dozen real teachers came out of that class2 we were able to reorganize the whole school4 ,our ,john ,wesley got a teacher he'll never forget4 ,and1 of course1 we kept the training class going2 it's never stopped since4 ,the ,board of ,sunday ,schools has given us the courses and helped us keep the class up to grade in its work1 and you know what sort of teachers we have now4 ,the pastor did1 and was properly thankful4 ,in some of his other pastorates it had been otherwise1 to his sorrow4 ,speaking of the ,board of ,sunday ,schools1 the elder ,farwell resumed1 for this was a hobby he missed no chance to ride1 it made all the difference with us in our work for a better ,sunday school--gave us expert backing1 you know4 ,and ,i notice by its latest annual report--yes1 ,i always get a copy1 though ,j4,w4 thinks it dry reading--that it is helping ,sunday schools by the thousand1 not in this country only1 but wherever in the world our church is at work4 ,of course you know how it starts ,sunday schools1 and how often they grow into churches4 ,well1 it didn't quite do that here1 but this church is a sight better and bigger because we began to take the ,board's advice when we did4 ,it was a good thing for our boy1 and many another boy and girl1 that the ,board woke us up4 ,it hasn't all been easy work1 though1 the minister suggested4 ,i remember that when ,i came ,i found there was a good deal of discontent over the ,graded ,lessons4 ,sure there was1 said ,j4,w41 ,sr4 ,we had all been brought up on the ,uniform ,lessons1 and most of us thought they were just right4 ,besides1 we rather enjoyed thinking of ourselves as keeping step with the whole ,sunday school world--all over the wide earth everybody studying the same scripture on the same ,sunday4 ,and that was a big idea to get into the minds of ,christians of every name everywhere4 ,yes1 but1 ,dad1 put in ,j4,w41 what was the good of it if the lessons didn't fit everybody8 ,did people think that the kids in the primary and their mothers in ma's class ought to study the same lesson8 or did they think they could fit the same lesson to everybody by the different notes they put into the ,quarterlies8 ,well1 son1 his father replied1 ,i reckon we thought both ways4 ,and ,i'm not so sure yet that it can't be done4 ,but if one thing more than another reconciled me to the ,graded ,lessons1 it was that they made being a ,sunday school teacher a good deal bigger job than it had ever been4 ,it was harder work1 because every lesson had to be studied by the teacher1 and in a different way from what was thought good enough in the old days4 ,and ,i'm for anything1 ,graded ,lessons or whatever1 that'll make people take ,sunday school teaching more seriously4 ,then ,mrs4 ,farwell ventured to take up the story4 ,it was about that time1 in the very beginning of the ,drury pastorate1 that ,j4,w4 joined the church on probation2 much to her surprise and humbling4 ,i hadn't even thought of it1 she said1 though ,i should have been the first one4 ,he had been getting ready in the ,junior ,league1 as ,i very well knew1 but one day1 as you may remember--,brother ,drury did1 for that day was the real beginning of this story--you made an invitation at the end of a real simple sermon1 and if ,j4,w41 ,jr41 didn't get right up from my side and walk straight to the front6 ,after that there had been a probationers' class1 with ,j4,w4 and perhaps twenty others meeting the pastor every week for straight religious teaching1 so that at ,easter1 when they came up for membership1 what with their ,sunday school and ,junior ,league training1 and what with the pastor's more personal instruction1 they were able to pass a pretty fair examination on the great ,christian truths1 and on the general scheme of the church's work4 ,for a time mother was a trifle disappointed that ,j4,w4 hadn't waited for the big revival we had the next year1 said ,j4,w41 ,sr41 but ,i think she was glad afterward4 ,yes1 ,i was1 the mother said4 ,you see1 ,i had been brought up to believe in revivals1 and ,i do yet1 but we had no such chance to get the right ,christian start when we were little children1 as ,j4,w4 has had1 if you'll let his mother say so1 and that made a revival a good deal more important to us when our church did get ready for one4 ,but the other way is all right too4 ,i'm mother enough to be glad ,j4,w4 hasn't known some of the experiences the boys of my time went through1 and the girls as well4 ,he's no worse a ,christian for having been right in the church ever since ,i put him in short dresses1 are you1 son8 ,and ,i will say that his father was always with me in holding to the promises we made when he was baptized4 ,we've not done what we might1 but we've never forgotten that those promises were made to be kept4 ,j4,w4 felt none of his old shrinking from such talk1 especially since the ,institute1 and yet he had the healthy boy's reluctance to discuss himself in company4 ,but this was interesting him1 outside himself4 ,he turned to the pastor4 ,that's what ,i meant when ,i told you what ,phil said4 ,i'm all for the church1 and church people and church ways2 why shouldn't ,i be8 ,i've never known anything else4 ,i remember well the one thing ,i didn't like when it first came along2 and that was the new sort of ,christmas celebration ,dad and the others planned when ,i was ten or eleven4 ,you know what ,christmas means to such kids1 and ,i guess we were all selfish together1 because we didn't use our heads4 ,well1 the ,sunday school proposed that instead of us all getting something we should all give something4 ,it looked pretty cheap to us little fellows at first1 and our teacher had all he could do to hold us in line4 ,but let me tell you1 every boy was for it when the time came4 ,we found that we could have as much fun giving things away as we could grabbing things1 and1 anyway1 nobody really cared for those mosquito net stockings filled with nuts and candy and one orange4 ,it was only the idea of getting something for nothing4 ,that first 'giving ,christmas1' ,i remember1 our class dressed up as delivery boys1 and we came on the platform with enough groceries for a small truck load1 that we had bought with our own money4 ,the orphanage got 'em next day4 ,and one class was dusty millers1 carrying sacks of flour1 and another put on a stunt of searching for ,captain ,kidd's treasure1 and they found a keg of shining coins 7new pennies1 they were7--more than a thousand of 'em4 ,everything went to the orphanage1 or the hospital2 and then when the ,board of ,sunday ,schools began to get us interested in other ,sunday schools and in missions--,i remember a scheme they call a ',partnership ,plan' that was great2 ,i don't know what happened to it--,i got right into the game every time4 ,how do you happen to know so much about the ,board of ,sunday ,schools1 ,j4,w48 asked ,mr4 ,drury4 ,oh1 that's easy4 ,you know how it is in our ,sunday school3 they don't make one or two of us young fellows serve as librarians and secretaries and such and miss all the class work3 they have more help1 and we all get into class for the lesson4 ,well1 two years ago ,dad told me you had nominated me for something at the annual ,sunday school meeting4 ,it was only a sort of assistant secretary's job1 but very soon ,i began to catch on1 and ,i've seen a lot of the letters and leaflets that come from the ,board in ,chicago4 ,well1 let me tell you that ,board of ,sunday ,schools is a whale of a machine4 ,why1 it's the whole church at work to make better ,sunday schools1 and more of 'em4 ,they have ,sunday school workers in all sorts of wild places1 and ,sunday school missionaries in foreign lands4 ,yes1 and last year ,i happened to meet one of their secretaries1 at your house1 you may remember4 ,but you'd never think he was just a secretary1 he was so keen and wide awake4 ,he knew the ,boy ,scouts from ,a to ,z1 and that got me1 'cause ,i'm not so old that ,i've forgotten my scouting4 ,and he knew baseball1 and boys' books1 and all that4 ,don't you think1 ,brother ,drury1 if more of the fellows knew what the real ,sunday school work is they would take to it like colts to a bran mash8 ,they couldn't help it1 said the pastor4 ,and you may have noticed that your father and the other people of our ,sunday ,school ,board are trying to get them to find out some of the things you have found out4 ,for instance1 you know what the two organized classes of high-school freshmen are doing1 and the other organized classes4 ,seems to me their members are finding out that ,sunday school is something big and fine4 ,that they are1 ,mrs4 ,farwell agreed1 and you mustn't forget my wonderful class of young married women1 and the men's class of nearly a hundred4 ,i think our ,sunday school has really begun to change the ideas of a lot of people4 ,just think how little trouble we have now with what ,graded ,lessons we have1 and how happy all our teachers are because they have the helps they need for just the sort of pupils that are in their classes4 ,that's so1 said ,j4,w41 ,sr4 ,i don't suppose even old ,brother ,barnacle1 'sot' as he is1 would vote to go back to the times when the superintendent reviewed the lesson the same way the teachers taught it1 from a printed list of questions4 ,seems as if ,i can hear ,henry ,j4 ,locke yet--his farm joins ours down by the creek--when he conducted the reviewing at ,deep ,creek4 ,he would hold his quarterly at arm's length to favor his eyes1 and then look up from it to the school and shoot the question at everybody1 ',and what did ,peter do then1 ,,hey8' ,he sure did come out strong on ,peter2 but ,i'll say this for him1 that he never skipped a question from start to finish4 ,all three laughed a little over ,henry ,j4 ,locke1 and then the pastor said he mustn't stay much longer4 ,but he did want to back up ,j4,w4's belief that what ,phil ,khamis had said was true of everybody--we are all debtors4 ,look at this young ,j4,w4 here1 will you1 he said to the father and mother1 for once letting himself go1 with a name he's proud of1 and a home life that many a ,fifth ,avenue and ,lake ,shore ,drive family would be glad to pay a million for1 if such goods were on sale in the stores4 ,i'm going to tell him something he already knows4 ,young man1 and there was a gleam in the pastor's eye that was not all to the credit of the work he was praising1 you owe a big debt to the ,sunday school4 ,i'm not jealous for the church1 or for any other part of it1 but by your own admission the ,sunday school has had a lot to do with your education4 ,very well2 remember it is a part of what ,phil said1 and what you are because of the ,sunday school you have become by the goodness of ,christian people4 ,i don't think you'll forget it1 seeing that you have two of that sort of people in your own home all the time4 ,and then1 with a fine naturalness the little group knelt by the chairs1 and two of the four1 he who was pastor of the whole flock and he who with simple dignity was priest in his own household1 gave thanks to ,god for the manifold goodness of ,christian people1 of which they were all partakers every day4 ,as he went home1 ,walter ,drury thought of the long days that stretched out ahead before he could see the outcomes of the great ,experiment1 but this night had seen a good night's work done in the laboratory1 and he was content4 ,one tale of the past had been much in ,j4,w4's thought that night1 but nothing on earth could have induced him to talk about it1 especially since the happenings at the ,institute4 ,only one other person knew all of its inwardness1 though the preacher guessed most of the secret pretty shrewdly1 and everybody was familiar with its outcome4 ,it was the story of ,marty ,shenk's conversion4 ,these two had been ,david and ,jonathan from their little boy days1 no less friends because they were so unlike2 ,marty1 a quiet1 brooding1 knowledge-hungry youngster1 and ,j4,w4 matter-of-fact1 taking things as they came and asking few questions1 but always the leader in games and mischief2 each the other's champion against all comers4 ,marty's father1 tenant-farmer on the ,farwell farm1 was steady enough and dependable1 but never one to get ahead much4 ,before the ,farwells moved to town he had rarely stayed on the same farm more than a year or two1 but1 as he said1 ,j4,w4 ,farwell was different1 and anybody who wanted to be decent could get along with him4 ,so1 for many ,saturdays and vacations of boyhood years ,j4,w4 and ,marty had roamed the countryside1 and were letter-perfect in their boy-knowledge of the old farm4 ,marty came in to high school from the farm1 and often he stayed with ,j4,w4 over the weekend4 ,his school work was uneven--ahead in mathematics1 and the sciences1 and something below the average in other studies4 ,that1 however1 has no place in this story4 ,of course he and ,j4,w4 were thick as thieves4 ,except when class work made temporary separations necessary1 they lived the high-school life together4 ,that meant also1 for these two1 the social life of the church1 which occasionally paid special attention to the students4 ,so you might find them at ,epworth ,league socials1 ,sunday school class doings1 in the ,sunday school orchestra--violin and b-flat cornet respectively--and1 most significant of all in its effect on all the later years1 they went through ,win-,my-,chum week together4 ,the hand of the pastor was in that1 too4 ,marty was not a ,christian4 ,j4,w4 had been a church member for years1 and early in his course he had faced and accepted all that being a ,christian seemed to mean to a high-school boy4 ,there had been hard places to get over2 some of the boys and girls were merciless in their unconscious tests of his religion4 ,some were openly scornful1 and others sought by indirect and furtive means to break his influence in the school4 ,for he had no small gift of leadership1 and he cared a good deal that it should count for the decencies of high-school life4 ,by senior year the sort of trouble that a ,christian boy encounters in school was almost all ended1 but it had been more through his dogged resistance to opposition than because of any special zest in ,christian service4 ,and then came the announcement of ,win-,my-,chum week1 with ,j4,w4 confronted by two stubborn facts4 ,he had only one real chum1 and that chum was not a ,christian4 ,pastor ,drury had let fall a remark1 a month before the ,week1 to the effect that any ,christian who had a chum could dodge ,win-,my-,chum week1 but he couldn't dodge his chum4 ,when the week was past1 the chum would still be on hand4 ,think as he would1 there was no honest way of escape from whatever those facts might require of him1 so ,j4,w41 long accustomed to go ahead and take what came1 had known himself bound by the obligations of this matter also1 days and days before the activities of ,win-,my-,chum week began4 ,the two were out one ,saturday on the north road4 ,they had been up to the woods on ,barker's ,hill for nuts1 and with good success4 ,the day was warm1 the way was long1 and there was no hurry4 ,when they came to the roadside at the wood's edge they sat on a fallen tree and talked4 ,at least ,marty did4 ,for ,j4,w4 was not himself4 ,it was his chance1 and he knew it4 ,but a thousand impulses leaped to life within him to make him put off what he knew he ought to say4 ,the fear of being misunderstood--even by ,marty--the knowledge that ,marty1 in the qualities by which boys judge and are judged1 was quite as good as himself2 and1 above all1 his sense of total unfitness to be a pattern of the ,christian life to anybody1 filled him with an uneasiness that actually hurt4 ,and ,marty soon discovered that something was amiss4 ,willing as he was to do his full share of the talking1 he became aware that except for inarticulate commonplaces he was having to do it all4 ,what's the matter with you all at once1 ,j4,w48 he asked4 ,you're not taken suddenly sick1 are you8 ,you were all right when we were among the trees4 ,are you sick8 ,j4,w4 laughed shortly4 ,no1 old man1 ,i'm not sick4 ,but ,i'm up against a new game1 for me1 and ,i'm not in training4 ,sounds interesting1 said ,marty1 but sort of mysterious4 ,is it anything ,i can do team-work on8 ,it surely is1 but first ,i've got to say something1 and ,i want you to promise that you won't think ,i'm putting on1 or butting in1 because ,i'm not2 nothing like it4 ,will you8 ,will ,i promise8 said ,marty1 much bewildered4 ,course ,i'll promise not to think anything about you that you don't want me to think1 but ,i must say ,i don't know within a thousand miles what you're driving at4 ,out with it1 and even if you're the train bandit who held up the ,cannonball or if you've plotted to kidnap the ,board of ,education1 ,i'll never tell4 ,marty's quizzical humor was not making ,j4,w4's enterprise any easier4 ,he had always supposed that what the leaflets called personal evangelism had to be done in a spirit of solemnity4 ,but how was he to acquire the proper frame of mind8 ,and certainly there was nothing solemn about ,marty just now4 ,yet the thing had gone too far2 it was too late to retreat4 ,he tried to think how ,mr4 ,drury would do it1 but saw only that if it was ,mr4 ,dairy's business he would go straight to the center of it4 ,desperately1 therefore1 he plunged in4 ,well1 ,marty1 he said1 speaking now with nervous haste1 what ,i'm up against is this4 ,what's the matter with your being a ,christian8 ,he will never forget the swift look of blank amazement that ,marty turned on him1 nor the slow-mounting flush that followed the first astonished start4 ,for ,marty did not answer1 and turned his face away4 ,j4,w4 was sure that in his blundering bluntness he had offended and probably angered his closest friend4 ,the distress of that thought served at least to drive away all the self-consciousness which thus far had plagued him4 ,say1 ,marty1 he pleaded1 putting his hand on the other's arm1 forget it1 if ,i've hurt your feelings4 ,i know as well as you do that ,i'm not fit to talk about such things to anybody1 and1 honest1 ,i meant nothing but to say what ,i knew ,i'd got to say4 ,then ,marty turned himself back slowly1 and ,j4,w4 saw the troubled look in his eyes4 ,in a voice that trembled despite his proud effort at control1 he said1 ,old man1 you needn't apologize4 ,you did surprise me1 ,i'll admit2 ,i wasn't looking for anything like this4 ,it's all right1 though1 and ,i'm certainly not mad about it4 ,but1 say1 ,j4,w41 let me put something up to you4 ,why did you never think to ask me that question before8 ,why1 it was this way1 ,j4,w4 began1 somewhat puzzled at the form of the question1 and still thinking he must set himself right with ,marty4 ,you know the ,epworth ,league is planning for those special meetings soon--',win-,my-,chum ,week'--and ,i've been asked to lead one of the meetings4 ,but you can see that ,i wouldn't be ready to lead a meeting like that unless ,i had put this thing of being a ,christian up to you1 anyway4 ,you're the only real chum ,i've got4 ,mr4 ,drury said something a little while ago that made it mighty plain4 ,yes1 said ,marty1 ,i can see that4 ,but why did you never say anything to me about it when there wasn't any meeting coming8 ,haven't we always shared everything else1 since away back8 ,this is the one subject that you and ,i have kept away from in our talk of all we've ever thought about1 and ,i was wondering why4 ,well1 ,i don't exactly know1 ,j4,w4 replied4 ,it may have been that it never seemed to be any of my business2 that it was the preacher's business1 or the ,sunday school teacher's1 or somebody's4 ,and you know ,i've always been surer of what you really are than ,i have of myself4 ,i think ,i was always afraid you would either make fun of me or believe ,i was letting on to be better than you were4 ,but when the ,league got into this ,win-,my-,chum plan1 why1 the name itself was an eye-opener4 ,and ,i've seen lately that a fellow's got to be a ,christian1 out and out1 or his religion is no good4 ,and when ,i heard the preacher say1 not long ago1 that a fellow might dodge ,win-,my-,chum week1 but he couldn't forever dodge his chum1 ,i knew ,i had to speak to you4 ,but you're sure you're not offended8 ,let me admit a thing to you1 ,j4,w4 ,i've never said so before1 but ,i've been wanting somebody to ask me to be a ,christian for a long time4 ,i was a coward about it1 and wouldn't let on4 ,i've been wanting to find out what ,i've got to do1 but ,i wouldn't ask4 ,do you think ,i could be a ,christian8 ,i know you could be a long way better ,christian than ,i am1 ,j4,w4 answered with unwonted feeling4 ,and if you did take ,jesus ,christ to be your ,master1 it would be more than just your getting religion4 ,you would be the biggest kind of stand-by for me and for other people ,i know of4 ,it's the one thing you need to be a hundred per cent right4 ,i'm a pretty poor ,christian1 myself1 ,marty1 partly because ,i don't know how to think much about it1 but you'd be dead in earnest to get all that there is in the ,christian life1 and maybe ,i could follow along behind4 ,you've always helped every other way1 and ,i've always wanted you to help me be a genuine ,christian4 ,marty put his hand on ,j4,w4's shoulder and looked him straight in the eye3 ,you've got me rated a lot too high1 he said4 ,how can ,i help you8 ,but we two have been pretty good chums so far1 haven't we8 ,well1 there's a lot to settle before ,i can be sure ,i'm a ,christian1 but it means everything for you to think ,i can be of some use4 ,and ,i promise you this1 ,j4,w41 ,i'll not let up until ,i am a ,christian1 and we'll stick together all the more1 when ,i am1 us two4 ,is that ago8 ,it was a go4 ,j4,w4 was ready and far more than ready to call it a go4 ,it had been easier than he had expected1 but then it had all been so different from the vague and formal thing he had been afraid of4 ,he could hardly believe1 but he had one request to make4 ,i know you'll settle whatever has to be settled1 he said1 a bit unsteadily1 but when it's all done1 and you tell people about it1 as ,i know you will1 please1 ,marty1 don't bring me into it4 ,publicly1 ,i mean4 ,let's just have this understanding between ourselves4 ,i can lead my meeting now1 but there's no need to say anything about me4 ,besides1 ,i made a mess of it4 ,it may be the best mess anybody ever stirred up for me1 ,j4,w41 but ,i won't say anything to worry you1 if the time comes for me to say anything at all4 ,and ,i believe it will4 ,it did4 ,marty and the pastor had two or three long interviews4 ,from the last of them the boy came away with a new light on his face and a new spring in his step4 ,evidently whatever needed to be settled1 had been settled4 ,he kept his promise to his chum1 but that did not prevent him from choosing the night when ,j4,w4 led the meeting to stand up at the first opportunity and make his straightforward confession of love and loyalty1 since ,god had made him a sharer in the life that is in ,christ4 ,then for a moment ,j4,w4 feared ,marty might forget their agreement1 but ,marty said simply1 ,and part of the joy that is in my heart to-night is because there is a new tie1 the only other one we needed1 between myself and my old-time chum1 the leader of this meeting4 ,in the back of the room ,walter ,drury1 quietly looking on1 sent up a silent thanksgiving4 ,the great ,experiment was going well4 ,,chapter ,,iii ,,campus ,,days ,so it was that ,j4,w4 and ,marty had come into the inner places of each other's lives4 ,of all the developments of ,institute week1 naturally the one which filled ,j4,w4's thoughts with a sort of awed gladness was ,marty's decision to offer himself for the ministry4 ,joe ,carbrook's right-about-face was much more dramatic1 for ,j4,w4 saw1 when the decision was made1 that ,marty could not have been meant for anything but a preacher4 ,it was as fit as you please4 ,as to ,joe1 previous opinion had been pretty equally divided2 one side leaning to the idea that he might make a lawyer1 and the other predicting that he was more likely to be a perpetual and profitable client for some other lawyer4 ,in the light of the ,institute happenings1 it was to be expected that the question of college would promptly become a practical matter to four ,delafield people4 ,marty was greatly troubled1 for he knew if he was to be a preacher1 he must go to college1 and he couldn't see how4 ,j4,w4 felt no great urge1 though it had always been understood that he would go4 ,marcia ,dayne had one year of normal school to her credit1 and would take another next year1 perhaps2 but this year she must teach4 ,joe ,carbrook spent little time in debate with himself2 he let everybody know that he was going to be a missionary doctor1 and that he would go to the ,state ,university for the rest of his college course4 ,but what about the religious influence of the ,university8 ,marcia ,dayne had ventured to ask him one evening as they walked slowly under the elms of ,monroe ,avenue4 ,i don't know about that1 ,joe answered1 and maybe ,i'm making a mistake4 ,but ,i don't think so4 ,to begin with1 there isn't any question about equipment at the ,state ,university4 ,they have everything any church school has1 and probably more than most church schools1 for what ,i want4 ,and they work in close relationship to the medical school4 ,that's one thing4 ,the big reason1 though--,i wonder if you'll understand it8 ,i believe ,i could understand anything you might be thinking about--now1 ,joe4 ,and ,marcia's voice had in it a note which stirred that usually self-possessed young man out of all his easy composure4 ,i'll remember that1 ,marcia1 he said in the thrill of a swift elation4 ,i'll remember that1 because ,i think you do--understand1 and some day ,i--but ,i've got at least five years of plugging ahead of me1 and---- ,you were going to tell me about your big reason for going to the ,state ,university1 ,marcia broke in1 though she wondered afterward if her instinct had not played her false4 ,yes1 ,joe said1 with a little effort4 ,well1 this is it4 ,you know ,i didn't make much of a hit at college2 ,i pulled through sophomore year1 but that's about all1 and ,i doubt if the faculty will pass resolutions of regret when ,i don't show up there in the fall4 ,the religious influences of a church school didn't prevent me from being a good deal of a heathen1 though ,i will say that was no fault of the school4 ,maybe ,i ought to go back and face the music4 ,it wouldn't be so bad1 ,i guess4 ,but ,i feel more like making a clean1 new start1 in a new place4 ,the ,state ,university wouldn't be any worse for me than ,i should be for it1 if nothing had happened to change my point of view4 ,so1 that isn't the issue4 ,but if the ,state ,university life is able to beat me before ,i get to sawing bones at all1 ,i'd make a pretty missionary doctor if ,i ever landed in foreign parts1 wouldn't ,i8 ,marcia could find nothing to say2 perhaps because her thoughts were busy with other and more personal aspects of ,joe's plans for the future4 ,and as ,joe's people were completely oblivious to everything except the startling change that had come over him1 and were abundantly able to send him to three universities at once if necessary1 ,joe ,carbrook was as good as enrolled4 ,marty and ,j4,w4 did not find the future opening up before them so easily4 ,marty1 for all he could not imagine the way opening before such as himself1 was all eagerness about the nearest ,methodist school1 which happened to be the one where the ,institute had been held1 ,cartwright ,college4 ,it was named1 as may be supposed1 in honor of ,peter ,cartwright1 that pioneer ,methodist preacher who became famous on the same sort of schooling which sufficed for ,abraham ,lincoln1 and once ran against ,lincoln himself for ,congress4 ,j4,w4 was not specially eager to look for a college education anywhere4 ,why should he be1 since he was expecting to go into business8 ,the two had many a discussion1 ,marty arguing in favor of college for everybody1 and ,j4,w4 admitting that for preachers and teachers and lawyers and doctors it was necessary1 but what use could it be in business8 ,but say1 ,j4,w41 you're not going to be one of these 'born a man1 died a grocer' sort of business men1 urged ,marty4 ,broad-minded--that's your future1 with a knowledge of more than markets4 ,and look at the personal side of college life4 ,haven't you heard ,mr4 ,drury say that if he hadn't anything else to show for his four years at college than the lifelong friendships he made there it would have been worth all it cost8 ,and you have reason to know he doesn't forget the studies4 ,that's all right1 ,marty1 ,j4,w4 rejoined4 ,i don't need much convincing on that score4 ,i can see the good times too2 you know ,i'd try for all the athletics ,i could get into1 and ,i guess ,i could keep my end up socially4 ,but is all that worth my time for the next four years1 studying subjects that would be no earthly good to me in business1 in making a living1 ,i mean8 ,the other boys in hardware stores would have four years the start of me4 ,but don't you remember1 ,j4,w41 what our commencement speaker said on that very point8 ,he told us we had to be men and women first1 no matter what occupations we got into4 ,and he bore down hard on how it was a good deal bigger business to make a life than to make a living4 ,in these days the most dangerous people1 to themselves and to all of us1 are the uneducated people4 ,yes1 ,i remember1 ,j4,w4 admitted4 ',cultural and social values of education1' he called that1 didn't he8 ,and that's what ,i'm not sure of4 ,it seems pretty foggy to me4 ,but1 old man1 you're going1 that's settled1 and maybe ,i'll just let dad send me to keep you company1 if ,i can't find any better reason4 ,that's all very well for you to say1 ,j4,w41 ,marty retorted1 with the least little touch of resentment in his tone4 ,you'll let your dad send you4 ,my dad can't send me1 though he'll do all he's able to do1 and how ,i can earn enough1 to get through is more than ,i can see from here4 ,but ,j4,w4 asserted1 confidently3 ,there's a way1 just the same1 and ,i think ,i know how to find out about it4 ,i haven't been a second assistant deputy secretary in the ,sunday school for nothing4 ,you reminded me of the commencement address2 ,i'll ask you if you remember ,children's ,day8 ,it came the very next ,sunday4 ,yes1 ,i remember it2 but what of it8 ,well1 my boy1 we took up a collection for you6 ,we did8 ,not much we did1 and anyway1 do you think ,i'd accept that sort of help8 ,i'm not looking for charity1 yet1 and ,marty showed the hurt he felt4 ,steady1 ,martin ,luther6 ,i wouldn't want you to get that collection anyway2 it wasn't near big enough4 ,but don't you know that every ,children's ,day collection in the whole church goes to the ,board of ,education1 and that it has become a big fund1 never to be given away but always to be loaned to students getting ready to be preachers and such8 ,it's no charity2 it's the same broad-minded business you want me to go to college for4 ,i can see that much without getting any nearer to college than the ,delafield ,first ,church ,sunday ,school4 ,you borrow the money1 just as if you stepped up to a bank window1 and you agree to pay it back as soon as you can after you graduate4 ,then it goes into the ,fund again1 and some other boy or girl borrows it1 and so on4 ,more than twenty-five thousand students have borrowed from this fund4 ,about fifteen hundred of 'em got loans last year4 ,ask the preacher if ,i'm not giving you this straight4 ,marty had no immediate way of testing this unusual wealth of information1 so he said1 ,well1 maybe there's something in it4 ,i'll talk to ,brother ,drury about it1 anyway4 ,that observing man was quite willing to be talked to4 ,when ,marty presented himself at the study a few days later he found the pastor as well prepared as if he had been expecting some such interview1 as1 indeed1 he had4 ,he told ,marty the story of the ,student ,loan ,fund--how it originated in the celebration of the ,centenary of ,american ,methodism1 in #ahff1 and how it had been growing all through the years1 both by the annual ,children's ,day offering and by the increasing return of loans from former students4 ,then he explained that this ,fund1 and many other educational affairs1 were in the hands of the ,church's ,board of ,education4 ,this ,board1 ,marty heard1 is a sort of educational clearing house for the whole church1 and especially for ,methodist schools of higher learning4 ,it helps young people to go to college1 and it helps the colleges to take care of the young people when they go1 of course always using money which has come from the churches4 ,it has charge of a group of special schools in the ,south1 and it sets the scholastic standards to which all the church's schools and colleges must conform4 ,besides looking out for these interests it helps the school to provide courses in the ,bible and ,christian principles1 and it furnishes workers to serve the colleges in caring for the religious life of the students4 ,marty listened carefully1 and with no lack of interest1 but when the minister paused the boy's mind sprang back to his own particular concern4 ,but1 ,mr4 ,drury1 can any student borrow money from that fund8 ,well1 no1 said the preacher1 not every student4 ,only those who are preparing for the ministry or for other careers of special service4 ,they have to show that the loan will help them in preparing to be of some definite ,christian value when they graduate4 ,that won't affect you2 you can borrow1 not all you could use1 perhaps1 but enough to be a big help4 ,how much do you expect to need8 ,why1 answered ,marty1 ,i hardly know4 ,i hadn't really thought it possible ,i could go4 ,but dad says he'll let me have all he can1 and they tell me a fellow can get work to do if he's not particular about easy jobs4 ,i'm pretty sure ,i could manage1 except for tuition and books1 but---- ,then you may as well consider it settled1 said the pastor1 ,cartwright ,college will welcome you on those terms1 or ,i'll know the reason why4 ,and ,i think you can count on ,j4,w4 going with you4 ,j4,w4 was not hard to convince4 ,his parents were all for it4 ,the pastor had no intention of overdoing his own part in the affair1 and contented himself with a suggestion that disposed of ,j4,w4's main objection4 ,j4,w4 had been saying to him one day1 ,i know ,i should have a good time at college1 but ,i should be four years later getting into business than the other boys4 ,that depends on what 'later' means1 replied ,mr4 ,drury4 ,you would not need four years to catch up1 if college does for you what ,i think it will4 ,besides1 you're intending to be a ,christian citizen1 ,i take it1 and that will be even more of a job than to be a successful hardware man4 ,colleges have been operating these many years1 to give young people the best possible preparations for a whole life4 ,remember what ,john ,milton said3 ,i care not how late ,i come1 so ,i come fit4' ,you want to come to your work as fit as they make 'em1 don't you8 ,and ,j4,w4 owned up that he did4 ,i don't mean to be a dub in business1 and ,i've no right to be a dub anywhere4 ,me for ,cartwright1 ,brother ,drury6 ,another day's work in the laboratory4 ,walter ,drury knew how to be patient1 yet every experience like this was a tonic to his soul4 ,and now he must be content for a time to let others carry the work through its next stages1 though he would hold himself ready for any unexpected development that might arise4 ,so it befell that ,j4,w4 and ,marty started to ,cartwright1 and a week later ,joe ,carbrook went off to the ,state ,university4 ,the day after they had matriculated1 ,j4,w4 and ,marty were putting their room to rights--oh1 yes1 they thought it would be well to share the same room--and as they puttered about they reviewed the happenings of the first day4 ,they had made a preliminary exploration of the grounds and buildings1 revisiting the places which had become familiar during ,institute week1 and living over that crowded and epochal time4 ,marty1 scouting around for something to do1 had discovered that he could get work1 such as it was1 for ten hours a week1 anyway1 and maybe more1 at thirty to fifty cents an hour4 ,he had a little money left after paying his tuition1 and the college registrar assured him that the loan from the ,board of ,education would be forthcoming4 ,therefore the talk turned on money4 ,that tuition bill sure reduced the swelling in my pocketbook1 ,marty1 remarked ,j4,w41 as he examined his visible resources4 ,what do you think it did to mine8 ,marty observed quietly4 ,i'm still giddy from being relieved of so much money in one operation4 ,and yet ,i can't see how they get along4 ,look at the big faculty they have1 and all these buildings to keep up and keep going4 ,when ,i think of how big a dollar seems to me1 the tuition looks like the national debt of ,mexico2 but when ,i try to figure out how much it costs the college per student1 ,i feel as though ,i were paying lunch-counter prices for a dining-car dinner4 ,how do they do it1 ,j4,w48 ,who told you ,i was to be looked on in the light of a ,world ,almanac1 my son8 ,i could give you the answer to that question without getting out of my chair1 but for one small difficulty--,i just don't know4 ,tell you what--it's a good question--let's look in the catalogue4 ,i'd like to find information in that volume about something besides the four centuries of study that loom before my freshman eyes4 ,so they looked in the catalogue and discovered that ,cartwright ,college had an endowment of #a1gej1jjj1 producing an income of about #hj1jjj a year1 and that the churches of its territory gave about #be1jjj more4 ,they learned also that most of the buildings had been provided by friends of the college1 with the ,carnegie ,library mainly the gift of the millionaire ironmaster4 ,they learned also that about #ejj1jjj of the endowment had been raised in the last two years1 under the promise of the ,general ,education ,board1 which is a ,rockefeller creation1 to provide the last #abe1jjj4 ,the college property was valued at about half a million dollars4 ,and there you are1 ,martin ,luther1 my bold reformer1 said ,j4,w41 cheerfully4 ,the people who put up the money have invested about two and a half millions on you and me1 and the other five hundred students1 say about #bej a year per student4 ,and we pay the rest of what it costs to give us a college career1 #abe to #age a year1 depending on our taste in courses4 ,i remember ,i felt as if the ,john ,wesley ,farwell family had almost gone broke when dad signed up for #a1jjj on that last endowment campaign4 ,i thought the money gone forever1 but ,i see now he merely invested it4 ,i've come to ,cartwright to spend the income of it1 and a little more4 ,five or six people have given a thousand dollars apiece to make a college course possible for each of us4 ,there's some reason in college endowments1 after all4 ,and ,marty said1 ,one good ,i can see in this particular endowment is that anybody but a selfish idiot would be glad to match four years of his life against all the money and work that ,christian people have put into ,cartwright ,college4 ,i hope you don't mean anything personal by that remark1 ,j4,w4 said1 with mock solemnity1 because ,i'm inclined to believe you're more than half right4 ,it reminds me again of what ,phil ,khamis said4 ,i'm beginning to think ,i'll never have a chance to forget that ,greek's ,christian remark about ,christians4 ,by being off at school together ,j4,w4 and ,marty gave each other unconfessed but very real moral support in those first days when a lone freshman would have known he was homesick4 ,but another antidote1 both pleasant and potent1 was supplied by the ,epworth ,league of ,first ,church4 ,it had allied itself with the college ,y4,m4,c4,a4--and for the women students1 with the ,y4,w4,c4,a4--in various ways1 but particularly it purposed to see that the first few ,sundays were safely tided over4 ,so the two chums found themselves in one of the two highly attractive study courses which had been put on in partnership with the ,sunday school4 ,it was in the early afternoon of one of the early ,sundays that ,j4,w4 called ,marty's attention to a still more alluring opportunity4 ,looky here1 ,marty1 it's raining1 ,i know1 but ,i've a feeling that you'd better not write that letter home until a little further on in the day4 ,what's to stop us from taking a look at this ,league fellowship hour we're invited to1 and getting a light lunch8 ,we don't need to stay to the ,league meeting unless we choose1 though we're members1 you know4 ,marty picked up the card of invitation which ,j4,w4 had flipped across the table to him1 and read it4 ,well1 he commented1 it reads all right4 ,let's try it4 ,out into the rain they went and put in two highly cheerful hours1 including one in the devotional meeting1 so that when ,marty at last sat down to write home1 he produced1 without quite knowing how1 a letter that was vastly more heartening when it reached the farm than it would have been if he had written it before dark4 ,joe ,carbrook set out for the ,state ,university in what was for him a fashion quite subdued4 ,before his experience at the ,institute he would have gone1 if at all1 in his own car1 and his arrival would have been notice to the sporty crowd that another candidate for initiation into that select circle had arrived4 ,but ,joe was enjoying the novelty of thinking a little before he acted4 ,though he would always be of the irrepressible sort1 he was not the same ,joe4 ,he had laid out a program which surprised himself somewhat1 and astonished most of the people who knew him4 ,he knew now that he would become1 if he could1 a doctor2 a missionary doctor4 ,no other career entered his mind4 ,he would finish his college work at the ,state ,university1 and then go to medical school4 ,he would devote himself without ceasing to all the studies he would need4 ,not for him any social life1 any relaxation of purpose4 ,grimly he told himself that his play days were over4 ,they had been lively while they lasted2 but they were done4 ,of course that was foolish4 ,if he had persisted in any such scholastic regimen1 the effort would have lasted a few days1 or possibly weeks2 and then in a reaction of disgust he might easily have come to despair of the whole project4 ,fortunately for ,joe and for a good many other people1 his purpose of digging into his books and laboratory work and doggedly avoiding any other interest was tempered by the happenings of the first week4 ,doubtless he would have made a desperate struggle1 but it would have been useless4 ,not even conversion can make new habits overnight1 and in his first two years at college ,joe had been known to teachers and students alike as distinctly a sketchy student1 wholly inexpert at concentrated effort4 ,and so1 instead of becoming first a grind and then a discouraged rebel against it all1 he had the immense good fortune to be captured by an observant ,junior whom he had met while they were both registering for ,chemistry ,,iii4 ,you're new here1 said the ,junior1 ,heatherby by name1 and ,i've had two years of it4 ,maybe you'll let me show you the place4 ,i'm the proud half-owner of a decidedly second-hand ',hooting ,nanny1' you know1 and ,i rather like bumping people around town in it4 ,that was the beginning of many things4 ,joe liked it that ,heatherby made no apologies for his car1 and before long he discovered that the other half-owner1 ,barnard1 was equally unaffected and friendly4 ,it was something of a surprise1 though1 to learn that ,barnard was not a student1 but the youthful-looking pastor of the ,university ,methodist ,church1 of late known as the ,wesley ,foundation4 ,i'm not up on ,methodism as ,i should be1 said ,joe to ,barnard1 a day or two later1 and ,i may as well admit that ,i never heard before of this ,wesley ,foundation of yours4 ,is it a church affair8 ,well1 rather1 ,barnard answered4 ,it is just exactly that4 ,you know1 or could have guessed1 that a good many of the students here are from ,methodist homes--about a fourth of the whole student body1 as it happens4 ,and our church has been coming to see1 perhaps a bit slowly1 that although the ,state could not provide any religious influences1 and could certainly do nothing for denominational interests1 there was all the more reason for the church to do it4 ,that's the idea under the ,foundation1 so to speak1 and the work is now established in nine of the great ,state ,universities4 ,yes1 ,i see1 ,joe mused1 but just what is the ,foundation's duty1 and how do you do it8 ,barnard laughed as he said1 ,we do pretty near everything1 in this ,university4 ,we have a regular ,methodist church1 with a membership made up almost entirely of faculty and students4 ,the town people have their own ,first ,church1 over on the ,west ,side4 ,our church has its ,sunday school1 its ,epworth ,league ,chapter1 and other activities4 ,we try to come out strong on the social side1 and in a little while1 when our ,social ,center building is up--we're after the money for it now--we can do a good deal more4 ,there is plenty of demand for it4 ,that's all church work1 of course4 ,i suppose you have no relation to the ,university1 though1 ,joe asked1 studies and all that8 ,yes1 indeed1 and we're coming to more of it1 but gradually4 ,we are already offering courses in religious subjects1 with teachers recognized by the ,university1 and credit given4 ,it's all very new yet1 you know1 but we're hoping and going ahead4 ,i should think so1 said ,joe with emphasis4 ,but where does the money come from for all this8 ,it must be ,methodist money1 of course2 who puts it up8 ,oh1 the usual people1 said ,barnard4 ,a few well-to-do ,methodists have provided some of it1 but the really big money has to come from the churches--collections and subscriptions and all that4 ,this sort of work is being done in forty-odd other schools1 where the ,wesley ,foundation is not organized4 ,the money comes officially through two of the benevolent boards4 ,yes8 queried ,joe4 ,i've often heard of 'the benevolences1' but ,i never thought of them as meaning anything to me4 ,how do they hook up to a proposition like that8 ,well1 said ,barnard1 the ,board of ,education1 naturally1 is interested because of the ,methodist students who are here4 ,and the ,board of ,home ,missions and ,church ,extension is interested because at bottom this is the realest sort of home mission and church extension work4 ,do these boards supply all the money you need8 was ,joe's next question4 ,no1 not all at once1 anyway1 ,barnard answered4 ,we're needing a good deal more before this thing really gets on its feet2 and when our people know what work can be done in ,state schools1 and what a glorious chance we have1 ,i think they'll see that the money is provided4 ,the students are there1 half a hundred thousand of them1 and the church must be there too4 ,well1 ,joe said1 ,i admire the faith of you4 ,and ,i want to join4 ,you know1 although ,i'm a mighty green hand at religious work1 ,i've got to go at it hard4 ,there's a reason4 ,so please count me in on everything where ,i'm likely to fit at all4 ,i didn't tell you1 did ,i1 that ,i'm headed for medicine8--going to be a missionary doctor1 if they'll take me when ,i'm ready4 ,maybe your ,foundation can do something with me4 ,barnard thought it could1 and the next two years justified his confidence4 ,joe ,carbrook1 as downright in his new purpose as he had been in his old scornful refusal to look at life seriously1 quickly found a place for himself in the church and the other activities of the ,foundation4 ,it saved him from his first heedless resolution to study an impossible number of hours a day1 and from the certain crash which would have followed4 ,it gave him not a few friends1 and he was soon deep in the affairs of the ,league and the church4 ,besides1 it made possible some special friendships among the faculty1 which were to be of immense value in later days4 ,while ,joe ,carbrook was fitting himself into the life of the ,university and the ,wesley ,foundation1 the chums at ,cartwright were quite as busy making themselves a part of their new world4 ,as always1 they made a good team1 so much so that people began to think of them not as individuals1 but as necessarily related1 like a pair of shoes1 or collar and tie1 or pork and beans4 ,and1 though the old differences of temperament and interest had not lessened1 the two had reached a fine contentment over each other's purposes4 ,j4,w4 was happy in ,marty's preacher-plans1 and ,marty believed implicitly in the wisdom of ,j4,w4's understood purpose to be a forthright ,christian layman4 ,but it was not all plain sailing for ,j4,w4 ,nobody bothered ,marty2 he was going into the ministry1 and that settled that4 ,among the students who went in for religious work were several who could not quite share ,marty's complacence over ,j4,w4's program4 ,they thought it strange that so active a ,christian1 with the right stuff in him1 as everybody recognized1 should not declare himself for some religious vocation4 ,and from time to time men came to college--bishops1 secretaries1 specialists--to talk to the students about this very thing4 ,there was a student volunteer band1 in which were enrolled all the students looking to foreign mission work4 ,the prospective preachers had a club of their own1 and there was even a little organized group of boys and girls who thought seriously of social service in some form or another as a career4 ,now1 ,j4,w41 before the end of sophomore year1 had come to know all1 or nearly all1 of these young enthusiasts4 ,some of them developed into staunch and satisfying friends4 ,if he had run with the sport crowd1 which was always looking for recruits1 or if he had been merely a hard student1 working for ,phi ,beta ,kappa1 he might have been let alone4 ,but1 without being able to wear an identifying label1 he yet belonged with those who had come to college with a definite life purpose4 ,just because nobody seemed to realize that being a ,christian in business could be as distinct a vocation as any1 ,j4,w4 was at times vaguely troubled1 in spite of his confident stand at the ,institute4 ,he wondered a little at what he had almost come to feel was his callousness4 ,not that he was uninterested2 for ,marty he had vast unspoken ambitions which would have stunned that unsuspecting youth if they had ever become vocal2 and he never tired of the prospects which opened up before his other friends4 ,he kept up an intermittent correspondence with ,joe ,carbrook1 and found himself thinking much about the strange chain of circumstances which promised to make a medical missionary out of ,joe4 ,he more than suspected that ,joe and ,marcia ,dayne were vastly interested in each other's future1 and he got a lot of satisfaction out of that4 ,they would have a great missionary career4 ,no2 he was not unfeeling about all these high purposes of the boys and girls he knew2 and if he could just get a final answer to the one question that was bothering him1 his college life would need nothing to make it wholly satisfying4 ,he had early forgotten all his old reluctance to put college before business4 ,marty knew something of what was passing in ,j4,w4's mind1 and it troubled him a little4 ,he thought of tackling ,j4,w4 himself1 and by this time there was nothing under the sun they could not discuss with each other freely4 ,but he did not quite trust himself4 ,at last he made up his mind to write to their pastor at home4 ,he knew that for some reason ,mr4 ,drury had a peculiar interest in ,j4,w4 and was sure he could count on it now4 ,i know ,j4,w4's bothered1 he wrote1 but he doesn't talk about it4 ,i think he has been disturbed by hearing so much about special calls to special work4 ,we've had several lifework meetings lately1 and the needs of the world have been pretty strongly stated4 ,but the stand he took at the ,institute is just as right for him as mine is for me4 ,can't you write to him1 or something8 ,walter ,drury could do better than write4 ,he turned up at ,cartwright that same week4 ,it happened that three or four prospective preachers and ,christian workers had been in their room that afternoon1 and ,j4,w4 was trying to think the thing through once more4 ,he recalled what his pastor had said at the camp fire1 and his own testimony on ,institute ,sunday in the life-service meeting1 after ,marcia ,dayne had put it up to him4 ,but he was making heavy weather of it4 ,and just then came the pastor's knock at the door4 ,there was a boisterous welcome from them both1 with something like relief in ,j4,w4's heart1 that he would not1 could not speak4 ,but he could get help now4 ,for the sake of saying something he asked the usual question4 ,what in the world brings you to ,cartwright8 ,oh1 said ,pastor ,drury1 ,i like to come to ,cartwright4 ,your ,president's an old friend4 ,besides1 why shouldn't ,i come to see you two1 if ,i wish8 ,you are still part of my flock1 you know4 ,so they talked of anything and everything4 ,by and by ,marty said he must go over to the library1 and pretty soon ,j4,w4 was telling his friend the pastor all that had been disturbing him4 ,it all began in the summer before ,i came to college1 at the ,institute here1 you know1 when you spoke at the camp fire on ,saturday night4 ,i remember1 the pastor replied4 ,you hadn't taken much interest in your future work before that8 ,no real interest1 ,i guess1 ,j4,w4 admitted4 ,i'd always taken things as they came1 and didn't go looking for what ,i couldn't see4 ,i was enjoying every day's living1 and didn't care deeply about anything else4 ,why1 though ,i've been a ,methodist all my life1 you remember how ,i knew nothing at all about the ,methodist ,church outside of ,delafield1 except what little ,i picked up about its ,sunday schools by serving as an assistant to our ,sunday school secretary4 ,and when ,i began to hear1 at the ,institute1 about home missions and foreign missions1 about ,negro education and other business that the church was doing1 ,i saw right off that it was up to us young people to supply the new workers that were always needed4 ,but1 even so1 only those who had a real fitness for it ought to offer themselves1 and ,i thought too that something else would be needed4 ,i wasn't any duller than lots of other church members--even the older ones didn't seem to know much more about the church outside than ,i did4 ,you would take up collections for the benevolences1 but if you told us what they meant1 we didn't pay enough attention to get the idea clearly1 so as to have any real understanding4 ,i suppose the women's societies had more4 ,i know my mother talks about ,industrial ,homes in the ,south1 and schools in ,india--she's in both the societies1 you know--but that is about all4 ,and it seemed when ,i began to find out about things1 ,mr4 ,drury1 that if our whole church needed workers for all these places1 it needed just as much to have in the local churches men and women who would know about the work in a big way1 and who would care in a big way1 to back up the whole work as it should be backed up4 ,so1 when you spoke at the camp fire it was just what ,i wanted to hear1 and when ,i was called on1 ,i made that sort of a declaration the next day at the life decision services4 ,yes ,i remember that too1 said ,mr4 ,drury1 and ,i remember telling ,joe ,carbrook that you had undertaken as big a career as any of them4 ,that's what ,i kind of thought too1 said ,j4,w41 simply1 but rooming with ,marty ,shenk--he's going to make a great preacher too--keeps me thinking1 and ,i know about all the students who are getting ready for special work1 and lately ,i've been wondering---- ,about some special sort of work you'd like to do8 ,mr4 ,drury prompted4 ,no2 not that at all4 ,i'm just as sure as ever ,i'm not that sort4 ,if only ,i can make good in business1 there's where ,i belong4 ,but can a fellow make good just as a ,christian in the same way ,i expect ,marty ,shenk to make good as a ,christian preacher8 ,the pastor stood up and came over to ,j4,w4's chair4 ,my boy1 ,i know just what you are facing4 ,it is a pretty old struggle1 and there's only one way out of it4 ,god hasn't any first place and second place for the people that let him guide them4 ,a man may refuse his call1 either to go or to stay1 and then no matter what he does it will be a second best4 ,but you--wait for your call4 ,for my part1 ,i think probably you've got it1 and it's to a very real life4 ,if you and those like you should fail1 we should soon have no more missionaries4 ,and if the missionaries should fail1 we should soon have no more church4 ,god has little patience with a church that always stays at home1 and ,i doubt if he has more for a church that doesn't stand by the men and women it has sent to the outposts4 ,it is all one job4 ,there was much more of the same sort1 and when ,j4,w4 walked with his pastor to the train the next morning1 the only doubt that had ever really disturbed him in college was quieted for good4 ,walter ,drury went back to ,delafield and his work1 surer now than ever that the ,experiment was going forward4 ,he knew1 certainly1 that all this was only the getting ready2 that the real tests would come later ,but he was well content4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it was early football season of the junior year4 ,the ,state ,university took on ,cartwright ,college for the first ,saturday's game1 everybody well knowing that it was only a practice romp for the ,university4 ,always a big time for ,cartwright1 this year it was a day for remembering4 ,joe ,carbrook1 who had been graduated from the ,university in ,june1 and was now a medical student in the city1 drove down to see the game4 ,for loyalty's sake he joined the little bunch of ,university rooters on the east stand4 ,otherwise it was ,cartwright's crowd1 as well as ,cartwright's day4 ,to the surprise of everybody1 neither side scored until the last quarter1 and then both sides made a touchdown1 ,cartwright first6 ,a high tricky wind spoiled both attempts to kick goal1 and time was called with a score at #f-f4 ,cartwright had held ,state to a tie1 for the first time in history6 ,joe came from the game with the chums and took supper with them4 ,the whole town was ablaze with excitement over its team's great showing against the ,state1 and the talk at table was all of the way ,cartwright's eleven could now go romping down the schedule and take every other college into camp1 including1 of course1 ,barton ,poly1 their dearest foe4 ,the boys were happy to have ,joe with them1 he looked so big and fine1 and had the same easy1 breezy bearing as of old4 ,nor had he lost any of that frank attitude toward his own career which never failed to interest everybody he met4 ,after supper they had an hour together in the room4 ,those boys in the medical school surely do amuse me1 he laughed4 ,when ,i tell 'em ,i'm to be a missionary doctor1 which ,i do first thing to give 'em sort of a shock they don't often get1 they stand off and say1 ',what1 you6' as if ,i had told 'em ,i was to be a traffic cop1 or a trapeze artist in the circus4 ,some of 'em seem to think ,i'm queer in the head1 but1 boys1 they are the ones with rooms to let4 ,when the others talk about hanging out a shingle in ,chicago or ,saint ,louis or ,cleveland or some other over-doctored place1 ,i tell 'em to watch me1 when ,i'm the only doctor between ,siam and sunrise6 ,won't ,i be somebody8 ,with my own hospital--made out o' mud1 ,i know--and a dispensary and a few native helpers who don't know what ,i'm going to do next1 and all the sick people coming from ten days' journey away to the foreign doctor6 ,and then his mood changed4 ,that's what'll get me1 though2 all those helpless1 ignorant humans who don't even know what ,i can do for their bodies1 let alone having any suspicion of what ,somebody ,else can do for their souls6 ,but it will be wonderful2 next thing to being with him in ,galilee6 ,there was a pause1 each boy filling it with thoughts he would not speak4 ,where do you expect to find that work1 ,joe8 ,j4,w4 asked him4 ,the answer was quick and straight3 ,wherever ,i'm sent1 ,j4,w41 boy1 he said4 ,only ,i've told the candidate secretary what ,i want4 ,i met him last summer in ,chicago1 and there's nothing like getting in your bid early4 ,he's agreed to recommend me1 when ,i'm ready1 for the hardest1 neediest1 most neglected place that's open4 ,if ,i'm going into this missionary doctor business1 ,i want a chance to prove ,christianity where they won't be able to say that ,christianity couldn't have done it alone4 ,it can6 ,then1 with one of those quick turns which were ,joe ,carbrook's devices for concealing his feelings1 he said1 ,and how's everything going at this ,methodist college of yours8 ,your boys put up a beautiful game to-day1 and they ought to have won4 ,how's the rest of the school8 ,both the boys assured him everything was going in a properly satisfactory fashion1 but ,marty had caught one word that he wanted ,joe to enlarge upon4 ,why do you say ',methodist college'8 ,it is a ,methodist college2 but is there anything the matter with that8 ,joe rose to the mild challenge4 ,don't think ,i mean to be nasty1 he said1 but ,i can't help comparing this place with the ,state ,university1 and ,i wonder if there's any big reason for such colleges as this4 ,you know they all have a hard time1 and the ,state spends dollars to the church's dimes4 ,yes1 we know that1 don't we1 ,j4,w48 and ,marty appealed to his chum1 remembering the frequent and half-curious talks they had on that very contrast4 ,j4,w4 said ,sure1 but plainly meant to leave the defense of the ,christian college to ,marty1 who1 to tell the truth1 was quite willing4 ,there's room for both1 and need for both1 said that earnest young man4 ,each has its work to do--the ,state ,university will probably help in attracting most of those who want special technical equipment1 and the church colleges will keep on serving those who want an education for its own sake1 whatever special line they may take up afterward3 though each will say it welcomes both sorts of students4 ,this suited ,joe2 he intended ,marty to keep it up a while4 ,so he said1 ,but why is a church college1 anyway8 ,and he got his answer1 for ,marty too was eager for the fray4 ,the church college1 he retorted with the merest hint of asperity1 is at the bottom of all that people call higher education4 ,the church was founding colleges and supporting them before the ,state thought even of primary schools4 ,look at ,oxford and ,cambridge--church colleges4 ,look at ,harvard and ,yale and ,princeton and the smaller ,new ,england colleges--church colleges4 ,look at ,syracuse and ,wesleyan and ,northwestern and ,chicago4 ,look at ,vanderbilt1 and most of the other great schools of the ,south4 ,they are church colleges1 founded1 most of them1 before the first ,state ,university1 and many before there was any public high school4 ,the church college showed the way4 ,if it had never done anything else1 it has some rights as the pioneer of higher learning4 ,j4,w4 had been getting more interested4 ,he had never heard ,marty in quite this strain1 and he was proud of him4 ,that's a pretty good answer he's given you1 ,joe1 he said with a chuckle4 ,now1 isn't it8 ,it is1 admitted ,joe4 ,i reckon ,i knew most of what you say1 ,marty1 but ,i hadn't thought of it that way before4 ,now ,i want to ask another question1 only don't think ,i'm doing it for meanness2 ,i've got a reason4 ,and my question is this3 granting all that the church schools have done1 is it worth all they cost to keep them up now2 in our time1 ,i mean8 ,i think it is1 ,marty answered1 quieter now4 ,they do provide a different sort of educational opportunity1 as ,i said4 ,then1 they are producing most of the recruits that the churches need for their work4 ,since the churches began to care for their members in the ,state ,universities1 a rather larger number of candidates for ,christian service are coming out of the universities1 but until the last year or two nearly all came1 and the very large majority still comes1 and probably for years will come1 from the church colleges4 ,and there's another reason that you ,state advocates ought to remember4 ,our ,methodist colleges in this country have about fifty thousand students4 ,if these colleges were to be put out of business1 ten of the very greatest ,state ,universities would have to be duplicated1 dollar for dollar1 at public expense1 to take care of the ,methodist students alone4 ,when you think of all the other denominations1 you would need to duplicate all the ,state ,universities now in existence if you purposed to do the work the church colleges are now doing4 ,and if you couldn't get the money1 or if the students didn't take to the change1 the country would be short just that many thousand college-trained men and women4 ,the whole ,methodist ,church1 with the other churches1 is doing a piece of unselfish national service that costs up into the hundreds of millions1 and where's any other big money that's better spent8 ,when ,marty stopped he looked up into ,joe's good-natured face1 and blushed1 with an embarrassed self-consciousness4 ,you think you've been stringing me1 don't you8 ,now1 ,marty1 ,joe spoke genially1 don't you misunderstand4 ,i said ,i had a reason4 ,i have4 ,my folks have some money they want to put into a safe place4 ,and they like ,cartwright4 ,i do too1 but--you know how it is4 ,i want to be sure4 ,anyhow ,i'm glad ,i asked these questions4 ,you've given me some highly important information2 and1 honestly1 ,i'm grateful4 ,you surely don't think ,i'm small enough to be making fun of you1 or of ,cartwright4 ,if ,i seemed to be1 ,i apologize on the spot4 ,believe me8 and there was no mistaking his genuine earnestness4 ,of course ,i believe you1 old man1 ,marty rejoined1 just a wee bit ashamed4 ,forgive me too1 but ,i've been reading up on that college thing lately1 and it's a little different from what most people think4 ,so you got me going4 ,i'm glad he did1 said ,j4,w4 ,it makes me prouder than ever of ,cartwright ,college4 ,and1 as he got up he said1 as though still at the game1 ,the 'locomotive' now6 and gave ,cartwright's favorite yell as a solo1 while ,marty and ,joe grinned approval and some students passing in the street answered it with the skyrocket4 99 99 99 99 99 ,there is material for a book1 all mixt of interest varying from very light comedy to unplumbed gloom1 in the life of two boys at college--any two2 and some day the chronicles of the ,delafield ,duo may be written2 but not now4 ,senior year1 with its bright glory and its seriously borne responsibilities4 ,it found ,marty a trifle less shy and reticent than when he came to ,cartwright1 and ,j4,w41 ,jr41 a shade more studious4 ,marty would miss ,phi ,beta ,kappa1 but only by the merest fraction2 ,j4,w4 would rank about number twenty-seven in a graduating class of forty-five4 ,marty had successfully represented his college twice in debate1 and ,j4,w4 had played second on the nine and end in the eleven1 doing each job better than well1 but rarely drawing the spotlight his way4 ,curiously enough1 you had but to talk to ,marty1 and you would learn that ,j4,w41 ,jr41 was the finest athlete and the most popular student in school4 ,conversely1 ,j4,w41 ,jr41 was prepared to set ,cartwright's debating record1 as incarnated in ,marty1 against that of any other college in the ,state4 ,what was more1 he cherished an unshakable confidence that the ,rev4 ,martin ,luther ,shenk would be one of the leading ministers of his ,conference within five years4 ,and so they came to commencement1 with the ,shenk and the ,farwell families1 ,pastor ,drury1 and ,marcia ,dayne in the throng of visitors4 ,mr4 ,drury rarely missed commencements at ,cartwright1 and naturally he could not stay away this year4 ,the ,farwells thought ,marcia might like to see her old schoolmates graduate1 and the boys had written her that they wanted somebody they could trot around during commencement week who might be trusted to join in the ,i knew him when chorus without being tempted to introduce devastating reminiscences4 ,and ,marcia1 being in love with life and youth1 had been delighted to accept the combined invitation4 ,she was not at all in love with either of the boys1 nor they with her4 ,they thought they knew where her heart had been given1 and they counted ,joe ,carbrook a lucky man4 ,tell us1 ,marcia1 said ,j4,w41 ,jr41 one afternoon1 as the three of them were down by the lake1 how it happens you went to the training school instead of the normal school last year4 ,that's just like a man1 said ,marcia4 ,here am ,i1 your awed and admiring slave1 brought on to adorn the crowning event of your scholastic career1 and you don't even remember that ,i finished the normal school course in three years1 and graduated a year ago6 ,marty rolled over on the sand in wordless glee4 ,aw1 now1 ,marcia1 why---- ,j4,w41 ,jr41 boggled1 fairly caught1 but soon recovering himself4 ,you must have been ashamed of it1 then4 ,i do remember something about your getting through1 now you mention the fact1 but why didn't ,i receive an invitation8 ,answer me that1 young lady6 ,oh1 we educators don't think commencement amounts to so much as all that4 ,with us1 you know1 life is real1 life is earnest1 and so forth4 ,but ,i'll tell you the truth1 ,j4,w4 ,i knew you couldn't come1 either of you1 and ,i was saving up a little on commencement expenses2 so ,i left you--and a good many others--off the list4 ,i needed the money1 that's the simple fact2 ,and the reason you didn't see me at home last summer was because ,i was busy spending the money ,i had saved on your invitations and other expensive things4 ,marty usually waited for ,j4,w41 but the idea which now occurred to him demanded utterance4 ,say1 ,marcia1 ,i think it's fine of you to be studying dispensary work and first aid4 ,how did you know8 ,marcia demanded4 ,never mind2 ,i saw ,joe ,carbrook in ,chicago when we went through on our way to the ,buckland-,cartwright debate1 and ,i guessed a good deal more than he told me1 which wasn't much4 ,marty1 said ,marcia1 her face aglow and her brave eyes looking into his1 there's nothing secret about it4 ,when ,joe gets through medical school we shall go out together to whatever field they choose for him4 ,the least ,i can do is to get ready to help4 ,is that why you've been going to training school8 asked ,j4,w4 ,they had so long been used to such complete frankness with each other that the question was taken as meant4 ,yes1 ,j4,w41 it is1 said ,marcia4 ,joe has been doing perfectly splendid work in his medical course1 and they say he will probably turn out to be a wonderful all-round doctor--everybody is surprised at his thoroughness1 except me4 ,i know what he means by it4 ,but1 of course1 he has little time for training in other sorts of religious work1 and so1 ever since last ,june1 ,i've been dividing my time between a settlement dispensary and the training school4 ,why shouldn't ,i be as keen on my preparation as he is on his1 when we're going out to the same work8 ,you should1 ,marcia--you should1 ,j4,w4 agreed1 vigorously1 and we're proud of you2 aren't we1 ,marty8 ,i remember thinking two years ago what fine missionary pioneers you two would make4 ,only trouble is1 we'll never know anything about it1 after we've once seen your pictures in ,the ,epworth ,herald among the recruits of the year4 ,if you were only going where a feller could hope to visit you once every two years or so6 ,marcia looked out across the lake1 but she wasn't seeing the white sails that glided along above the rippling blue of its waters4 ,in a moment she pulled herself together1 and observed that there had been enough talk about a mere visitor4 ,what of you two1 now that your student occupation's gone8 ,tell her about yourself1 ,marty1 said ,j4,w4 ,she knows what ,i'm going to do4 ,and for the moment it seemed to him a very drab and unromantic prospect1 in spite of his agreement with ,mr4 ,drury that all service ranks alike with ,god4 ,marty was always slow to talk of himself4 ,it isn't much1 he said4 ,the district superintendent is asking me to fill out the year on the ,ellis and ,valencia ,circuit--the present pastor is going to ,colorado for his health4 ,so ,i'm to be the young circuit-rider1 and he smiled a wry little smile4 ,he had no conceit of himself to make the appointment seem poor2 rather he wondered how any circuit would consent to put up with a boy's crude preaching and awkward pastoral effort4 ,but ,j4,w41 ,jr41 was otherwise minded4 ,a country circuit for ,marty did not accord with his views at all4 ,marty was too good for a country church1 he argued1 mainly from his memories of the bare little one-room meetinghouse of his early childhood4 ,in his periodical trips to the farm he had seen the old church grow older and more forlorn1 as one family after another moved away1 and the multiplying cars brought the town and its allurements almost to the front gate of every farm4 ,so ,j4,w4 had tried to say ,no1 for ,marty1 who would not say it for himself4 ,it was one of the rare times when they did not see eye to eye4 ,but it made no difference in their sturdy affection2 nothing ever could4 ,and ,marty would take the appointment4 ,commencement over1 for the first time in many years the chums went their separate ways1 ,marty to his circuit1 and ,j4,w4 home to ,delafield4 ,then for a little while each had frequent dark-blue days1 without quite realizing what made his world so flavorless4 ,but that passed1 and the young preacher settled down to his preaching1 and the young merchant to his merchandising2 and soon all things seemed as if they had been just so through the years4 ,to ,j4,w4 came just one indication of the change that college had made4 ,pastor ,drury1 though he found it wise to do much of his important work in secret1 thought to make use of the college-consciousness which most towns possess in ,june1 and which is felt especially1 though not confessed1 by the college colony4 ,the year's diplomas are still very new in ,june4 ,so a college night was announced for the social rooms1 with a college sermon to follow on the next ,sunday night4 ,the ,league and the ,senior ,sunday ,school ,department united to send a personal invitation to every college graduate in town1 and to every student home for the vacation4 ,they responded1 four score of them1 to the college-night call4 ,as ,j4,w4 moved about and greeted people he had known for years he began to realize that college has its own freemasonry4 ,these other graduates were from all sorts of schools2 two had been to ,harvard1 and one to ,princeton2 several were ,state ,university alumni4 ,cartwright was represented by nine1 six of them undergraduates1 and the others confessed themselves as being from ,chicago1 ,syracuse1 ,de ,pauw1 three or four sorts of ,wesleyan1 ,northwestern1 ,knox1 ,wabash1 ,western ,reserve1 and many more4 ,not even all ,methodist1 by any means1 ,j4,w4 perceived2 and yet the fellowship among these strangers was very real4 ,they spoke each other's tongue2 they had common interests and common experiences4 ,he told himself that here was a suggestion as to the new friends he might make in ,delafield1 without forgetting the old ones4 ,and the prospect of life in ,delafield began to take on new values4 ,on the next ,sunday night not so many college people were out to hear ,mr4 ,drury's straight-thinking and plain-spoken sermon on ,what our town asks of its college-trained youth2 and a few of those who came were inclined to resent what they called a lecture on manners and duty4 ,but to ,j4,w4 the sermon was precisely the challenge to service he had been looking for4 ,it made up for his feeling at commencement that he was out of it4 ,it completed all which ,mr4 ,drury had suggested at the ,institute camp fire four years ago1 all that he himself had tried to say at the decision service on the day after the camp fire2 all that the pastor had urged two years ago when ,j4,w41 ,jr41 confessed to him his new hesitations and uneasiness4 ,the pastor had not preached any great thing4 ,he had simply told the college folk in his audience that no matter where they had gone to school1 many people had invested much in them1 and that the investment was one which in its very nature could not be realized on by the original investors4 ,the only possible beneficiaries were either the successive college generations or the communities in which they found their place4 ,if they chose to take as personal and unconditional all the benefits of their education1 none could forbid them that anti-social choice2 but if they accepted education as a trust1 a stewardship1 something to be used for the common good1 they would be worth more to ,delafield than all the new factories the ,chamber of ,commerce could coax to the town4 ,and to those who might be interested in this view of education1 ,pastor ,drury said3 ,young people of the colleges1 you have been trained to some forms of laboratory work1 in chemistry1 in biology1 in geology--yes1 even in ,english4 ,i invite you to think of your own town of ,delafield as your living laboratory1 in which you will be at once experimenters and part of the experiment stuff4 ,look at this town with all its good and evil1 its dying powers and its new forces1 its dullnesses and its enthusiasms1 its folly and wisdom1 its old ways and its new people1 its wealth and want4 ,do you think it is already becoming a bit of the kingdom of ,god8 ,or1 if you conclude that it seems to be going in ways that lead very far from the ,kingdom1 do you think it might possess any ,kingdom possibilities8 ,if you do1 no matter what your occupation in ,delafield1 ,delafield itself may be your true vocation1 your call from ,god6 ,for ,john ,wesley ,farwell1 ,jr41 it was to become all of that4 ,,chapter ,,iv ,,exploring ,,main ,,street ,j4,w41 ,jr41 found small opportunity to make himself obnoxious by becoming a civic missionary before the time4 ,he was busy enough with his adjustment to the business life of ,delafield and ,madison county1 this being the declared commercial sphere of the ,john ,w4 ,farwell ,hardware ,company4 ,j4,w4 always had known hardware1 but hitherto in a purely amateur and detached fashion4 ,now he lived with it1 from tacks to tractors1 ten or twelve hours a day4 ,he found that being the son of his father gained him no safe conduct through the shop or with the customers4 ,he had a lot to learn1 even if he was ,john ,wesley ,farwell1 ,jr4 ,that he was the heir apparent to all this array of cast iron and wrought and galvanized1 of tin and wire and steel and aluminum and nickel1 did not save him from aching back and skinned knuckles1 nor from the various initiations staged by the three or four other employees4 ,but he was getting his bearings1 and not from the store and the warehouse only4 ,a good hardware store in a country town is a center of democracy for town and country alike4 ,in what other place do farmers and artisans1 country women and city women meet on so nearly equal terms8 ,not in the postoffice1 nor in the bank2 and certainly not in the department store4 ,but the hardware store's customers1 men and women all1 are masters of the tools they work with2 and whoso loves the tools of his craft is brother to every other craftsman4 ,it was in the store1 therefore1 that ,j4,w4 began to absorb some of the knowledge and acquire some of the experiences that were to make his work something to his town4 ,for one thing1 he got a new view of local geography1 in terms of tools4 ,all the farmers from the bottoms of ,mill ,creek called for pretty much the same implements2 the upland farms had different needs4 ,the farmers' wives who lived along the route of the creamery wagon had one sort of troubles with tinware2 the women of the fruit farms another4 ,j4,w4 knew this by the exchange of experiences he listened to while he sold milk strainers and canning outfits4 ,he found out that the people on the edge of town who made garden were particular about certain tools and equipment which the wheat farmer would not even look at4 ,and the townpeople he learned to classify in the same way4 ,he was soon on good terms with those store clerks who were handy men about the house1 with women who did all their own work1 with blacksmiths and carpenters1 with unskilled laborers and garage mechanics4 ,in time he could almost tell where a man lived and what he did for a living1 just by the hardware he bought and the questions he asked about it4 ,heretofore ,j4,w4 had thought he knew most of the people in ,delafield4 ,but the first weeks in the store showed him that he knew only a few4 ,up to this time most of the people in ,delafield had meant1 practically1 his school friends1 the clerks and salespeople in certain stores--and the members of the ,first ,methodist ,church4 ,that is to say1 in the main1 to him ,delafield had been the church1 and the church had been ,delafield4 ,but now he realized that his church was only a small part of ,delafield4 ,the town had other churches4 ,it had lodges4 ,when the store outfitted ,odd ,fellows' ,hall with new window shades he learned that the ,odd ,fellows shared the place with strong lodges of the ,maccabees and ,modern ,woodmen4 ,and there were other halls4 ,j4,w4 ,farwell1 ,sr41 was a ,mason1 but these other lodges seemed to have as many members as the ,masons1 and one or the other of them was always getting ready for a big public display4 ,the same condition was true of the country people4 ,he began to hear about the ,farm ,federation1 and the ,grange1 and the ,farmers' ,elevator1 and the cooperative creamery1 for members of all of these groups passed in and out of the store4 ,one day ,j4,w4 remarked to the pastor who had dropped into the store3 ,mr4 ,drury1 ,i never noticed before how this place is alive with societies and clubs and lodges and things4 ,everybody seems to belong to three or four organizations4 ,and they talk about 'em6 ,but ,i don't hear much about our church1 and nothing at all about the old church out at ,deep ,creek4 ,yet ,i used to think that the church was the whole thing6 ,the older man nodded4 ,it's true1 ,j4,w41 he said1 all the churches together are only a small part of the community4 ,they are the best1 and usually the best-organized forces we have1 ,i'm sure of that2 but the church and the town have to reckon with these others4 ,what good are they all8 ,they must cost a pile of money4 ,what for8 ,that's what you might call a whale of a question1 ,j4,w4 ,john ,w4 ,farwell1 ,senior1 who had been standing by1 listening1 essayed to answer4 ,and you haven't heard yet of all the organizations4 ,look at me1 for example4 ,i belong to the ,chamber of ,commerce and the ,rotary ,club4 ,i'm on the ,executive ,committee of the ,madison ,county ,horticultural ,society1 and ,i've just retired from the ,board of ,directors of the ,civic ,league4 ,then you must think of the political parties1 and the ,county ,sunday ,school ,association1 and the annual ,chautauqua1 and ,i don't know what all4 ,yes1 and ,i notice1 dad1 that a good many of these1 said ,j4,w41 ,jr41 are just for the men4 ,the women must have nearly as many4 ,why1 ,delafield ought to be a model town1 and the country 'round here ought to be a regular paradise1 with all these helpers and uplifters on the job4 ,but it isn't4 ,maybe they're not all on the job4 ,that's about it1 my boy1 his father agreed ,i sometimes think we need just one more organization--a society that would never meet1 but between the meetings of all the other societies would actually get done the things they talk about and pass resolutions about and then go off and forget until the next meeting4 ,well1 dad1 what ,i want to find out1 ,j4,w4 said1 as he started off with ,mr4 ,drury to the post office1 is where the church heads in4 ,mr4 ,drury is sure it has a big responsibility1 and maybe it has4 ,but what is it willing to do and able to do1 and what will the town let it do8 ,it seems to me that is the question4 ,j4,w4 heard his father's voice echoing after him up the street1 ,sure1 that is the question1 and ,mr4 ,drury added1 ,three questions in one4 ,j4,w4 found himself taking notice in a way he had not done before through all his years in ,delafield4 ,as might be expected1 he had come home from college with new ideas and new standards4 ,the town looked rather more sordid and commonplace than was his boy's remembrance of it4 ,of late it had taken to growing1 and a large part of its development had come during his college years4 ,so he must needs learn his own town all over again4 ,cherishing his young college graduate's vague new enthusiasm for a better world1 he had little sympathy with much that ,delafield opinion acclaimed as progress4 ,the ,delafield ,daily ,dispatch carried at its masthead every afternoon one or more of such slogans as these3 ,be a ,delafield ,booster1 ,boost for more ,industries1 ,put ,delafield on the ,map1 ,double ,delafield in ,half a ,decade1 ,delafield1 the ,darling of ,destiny1 ,watch ,delafield ,grow1 but ,don't ,stop ,boosting to ,rubber4 ,these were taken by many citizens as a sort of business gospel2 any theorist who ventured to question the wisdom of bringing more people to town1 whether the town's business could give them all a decent living or not1 was told to sell his hammer and buy a horn4 ,j4,w4 said nothing2 he was too young and too recent a comer into the town's business life4 ,but he could not work up any zeal for this form of town loyalty4 ,a big cannery had been built down near the river1 where truck gardens flourished1 and there was a new furniture factory at the edge of the freight yards4 ,hereabouts a lot of supremely ugly flats had gone up1 two families to each floor and three stories high2 and in ,j4,w4's eyes the rubbish and disorder and generally slattern appearance of the region was no great addition to ,delafield's attractions4 ,still more did the tumbledown shacks in the neighborhood of the cannery offend the eyes and1 to be frank1 the ears and nose as well4 ,it was a forlorn-looking lot of hovels1 occupied by listless1 frowsy adults and noisy children4 ,here existence seemed to be a grim caricature of life2 the children1 the only symbol of abundance to be seen1 continued to be grotesque in their very dirt4 ,what clothes they had were second or third-hand garments too large for them1 which they seemed to be perpetually in danger of losing altogether4 ,to ,j4,w41 ,delafield had always been a town of homes2 but in these dismal quarters there was little to answer to the home idea4 ,they were merely places where people contrived to camp for a time1 longer or shorter2 none but a ,gradgrind could call them homes4 ,one of the factory foremen was a great admirer of ,mr4 ,drury1 who introduced him to ,j4,w4 one day when the foreman had come to the store for some tools4 ,he had talked with ,j4,w41 and in time a rather casual friendliness developed between them4 ,it was this same ,foreman ,angus ,mac,pherson1 a ,scot with a name for shrewdness1 who gave the boy his first glimpse of what the factory and the cannery meant to ,delafield--especially the factory4 ,j4,w4 was down at the factory to see about some new band-saws that had been installed2 and1 his errand finished1 he stopped for a chat with ,angus4 ,this factory wasn't here when ,i went off to college1 he said4 ,what ever brought it to ,delafield8 ,at that ,mac,pherson was off to a perfect start4 ,ye see1 my boy1 he began1 ,delafield is so central it is a good town for a good-working plant2 freights on lumber and finished stuff are not so high as in some places4 ,and then there's labor4 ,lots of husky fellows around here want better than farm wages1 and they want a chance at town life as well4 ,men from the big cities1 with families1 hope to find a quieter1 cheaper place to live4 ,so we've had no trouble getting help4 ,skill isn't essential for most of the work4 ,it's not much of a trick nowadays to get by in most factories--the machines do most of the thinking for you1 and that's good in some ways4 ,only the men that 'tend the machines can't work up much pride in the output4 ,things go well enough when business is good4 ,but when the factory begins to run short time1 and lay men off1 like it did last winter1 there's trouble4 ,j4,w4 wanted to know what sort of trouble4 ,oh1 well1 said ,mac,pherson1 strikes hurt worst at the time1 but strikes are just like boils1 a sign of something wrong inside4 ,and short-time and lay-offs--well1 ye can't expect the factory to go on making golden oak rockers just to store in the sheds4 ,somebody has to buy 'em4 ,but the boys ain't happy over four-day weeks1 let alone no jobs at all4 ,his sociology professor at ,cartwright1 ,j4,w4 recalled1 had talked a good deal about the labor question1 but maybe this foreman knew something about it too4 ,so ,j4,w4 put it up to him3 ,what is at the bottom of it all1 ,mac,pherson8 ,what makes the thing the papers call 'labor unrest'8 ,mac,pherson hesitated a moment4 ,then he settled himself more comfortably on a pile of boards and proceeded to deliver his soul1 or part of it4 ,i can tell you2 but there's them that would ship me out of town if ,i talked too much1 so ,i'll have to be careful4 ,john ,wesley1 you've got a grand name1 and the church ,john ,wesley started has a good name1 though it's not my church4 ,i'm a ,scot1 you know4 ,but ,i know your preacher1 and he and ,i are of the same mind about this1 ,i know4 ,well1 then1 if your ,methodist ,church could find a method with labor1 it would get hold of the same sort of common people as the ones who heard ,jesus gladly4 ,these working-men are not in the way of being saints1 ye ken1 but they think that somewhere there is a rotten spot in the world of factories and shops and mills4 ,they think they learn from experience1 who by the way1 is the dominie of a high-priced school1 that they get most of the losses and few of the profits of industry4 ,they get a living wage when times are good4 ,when times are bad they lose the one thing they've got to sell1 and that's their day's work2 when a loafing day is gone there's nothing to show for it1 and no way to make it up4 ,maybe that's as it should be1 but the worker can't see it1 especially if the boss can still buy gasoline and tires when the plant is idle4 ,oh1 yes1 laddie1 ,i know the working man is headstrong4 ,i'll tell you privately1 ,i think he's a fool1 because so often he gets into a blind rage and wants to smash the very tools that earn his bite and sup4 ,he may have reason to hate some employer1 but why hate the job8 ,it's a good job1 if he makes good chairs4 ,he goes on strike1 many's the time1 without caring that it hurts him and his worse than it hurts the boss4 ,and often the boss thinks he wants nothing bigger than a few more things4 ,maybe he is wild for a phonograph and a ,ford and golden oak rockers of his own in the parlor1 and photographs enlarged in crayon hanging on the walls--and a steady job4 ,but1 listen to me1 ,john ,wesley1 ,jr41 and you'll be a credit to your namesake3 these wild1 unreasonable workers1 with all their foolishness and sometimes wickedness1 are whiles dreaming of a different world1 a better world for everybody4 ',twould be no harm if some bosses dreamed more about that too1 me boy4 ,your preacher--he's a fine man too1 is ,mr4 ,drury--he understands that1 and he wants to use it for something to build on4 ,that's why ,i tell folks he's a ,methodist preacher with a real method in his ministry4 ,now ,i'll quit me fashin' and get back to the job4 ,i doubt you'll be busy yourself this afternoon4 ,he gripped ,j4,w4's hand1 so that the knuckles were unable to forget him all day1 but what he had said gripped harder than his handshake4 ,if the furniture factory was a mixed blessing1 what of the cannery8 ,somewhat to his own surprise1 ,j4,w4 was getting interested in his town1 but if at first he was inclined to wonder how he happened to develop all this new concern1 he soon ceased to think of it4 ,so slight a matter could not stay in the front of his thinking when he really began to know something of the ,delafield to which he had never paid much attention4 ,it was through ,joe ,carbrook that he got his next jolt4 ,joe1 now spending his vacations in ways that amazed people who had memories of his wild younger manner1 was in and out of the ,farwell store a good deal4 ,also he spent considerable time with ,pastor ,drury1 though there is no record of what they talked about4 ,j4,w41 old boy1 ,joe asked one day1 coming away from the pastor's study1 have you ever by any chance observed ,main ,street8 ,why1 yes1 ,j4,w4 answered1 seeing that two or three or four times a day ,i walk six blocks of it back and forth to this store door1 ,i suppose ,i have4 ,oh1 yes1 that way1 ,joe came back at him1 and you've seen me1 a thousand times4 ,but did you ever observe me8 ,my ears1 for instance1 and he put his hands over them4 ,which one is the larger8 ,without in the least understanding what his friend was driving at1 and stupidly wondering if he ever had noticed any difference in ,joe's ears1 ,j4,w4 stared with inane bewilderment4 ,is one really larger than the other8 he asked1 helplessly4 ,joe took his hands down1 and laughed4 ,i knew it1 he said4 ,you've never observed my ears1 and yet you think you have observed ,main ,street4 ,as it happens1 each of my ears takes the same-sized ear-muff4 ,but you didn't know it4 ,well1 never mind ears2 ,i'm thinking about ,main ,street4 ,what do you know of ,main ,street8 ,j4,w4 thought he could make up for the ear question4 ,so he said1 boldly1 ,joe ,carbrook1 ,i can name every place from here to the livery barn north1 and from here to the bridge south1 on both sides of the street4 ,want me to prove it8 ,no1 ,j4,w41 ,i don't4 ,i reckon you can4 ,but ,i believe you're still as blind as ,i've been about ,main ,street1 just the same4 ,i know ,chicago pretty well and ,i doubt if there's as big a percentage of graft and littleness and dollar-pinching and going to the devil generally on ,state ,street or ,wabash ,avenue as there is an ,main ,street1 ,delafield4 ,you're not trying to say that our business men are crooks1 are you1 ,joe8 ,j4,w4 asked1 with a touch of resentment4 ,you know ,i happen to be connected with a business house on ,main ,street myself4 ,sure1 ,i know it1 and there's ,marshall ,field's on ,state ,street1 and ,lyon ,healy's on ,wabash ,avenue1 and ,hart1 ,schaffner ,marx over by the ,chicago ,river2 just the same as here4 ,but ,i--well1 of course1 there's a story back of it all4 ,mother heard a couple of weeks ago that one of our old ,epworth ,league girls was having a hard time of it--she's working at the ,racket store1 helping to support her folks4 ,they've had sickness1 and the girl doesn't get big wages4 ,so mother asked me to look her up4 ,mother can't get about very easily1 you know1 and since ,i'm studying medicine she seems to think ,i'm the original ,mr4 ,fix-,it4 ,i made a few discreet inquiries1 discreet1 that is1 for me1 and can you guess who that girl is8 ,you can't1 ,i know4 ,well1 she's ,alma ,wetherell1 and that's the identical girl who gave me such a dressing down one day at the ,cartwright ,institute four years ago4 ,remember8 ,say1 ,j4,w41 that day she told me so much of the deadly truth about myself that ,i hated her even more for knowing what to say than ,i did for saying it4 ,but she had a big lot to do with waking me up1 and ,i owe her something4 ,j4,w4 had not remembered the ,institute incident4 ,but he recalled that ,alma was at ,cartwright that summer1 and he had seen her at church occasionally since he came home from college4 ,she was living in town and working in some store or other he knew1 but that was all4 ,what did you find out8 he asked ,joe4 ,i found out enough so that ,alma has a better job1 and things are going easier at home4 ,but that was just a starter4 ,my brave ,john ,wesley1 do you remember your college sociology and economics and civics and all the rest8 ,never mind confessing2 you don't2 ,i didn't either4 ,but ,i began to review 'em in actual business practice4 ,first ,i told the right merchant what sort of a bookkeeper ,i had found slaving away for ten dollars a week on the dark1 smelly balcony of the ,racket--and he's given ,alma a job at twenty in a sun-lighted office4 ,then ,i told ,mr4 ,peters of the ,racket what ,i had done1 and why4 ,he didn't like it1 but it will do him good4 ,that made me feel able to settle anything1 and ,i'm looking around for my next joy as journeyman rescuer and expert business adjuster4 ,honest1 ,j4,w41 ,i've not seen near all there is to see1 but ,i'm swamped already4 ,you've got to come along1 you and some others1 and see for yourself what's the matter with ,main ,street4 ,not all at once1 but before very long1 ,j4,w4 shared ,joe's aroused interest4 ,pastor ,drury was with them1 of course2 and the three called into consultation a few other capable and trustworthy men and women4 ,marcia ,dayne had come home for a few weeks' holiday1 and at once enlisted4 ,alma ,wetherell was able to give some highly significant suggestions4 ,there was no noise of trumpets1 and no publicity of any sort4 ,mr4 ,drury insisted that what they needed first and most was not newspaper attention1 and not even organization1 but exact information4 ,so for many days a group of puzzled and increasingly astonished people set about the study of their own town's principal street1 as though they had never seen it before4 ,and1 in truth1 they never had4 ,it was no different from all other small town business districts4 ,the ,gem ,theater vied with the ,star and the ,orpheum in lavish display of gaudy posters advertising pictures that were coming to-morrow1 and in two weeks of observation the investigators learned what sort of moving pictures ,delafield demanded1 or1 at least what sort it got4 ,they took note of the ,amethyst ,coterie's ,saturday night dances--,wardrobe1 #ej cents1 ,ladies ,free--and of the boys and girls who patronized the place4 ,the various cigar and pocket-billiards combinations were quietly observed1 some of the observers learning for the first time that young men are so determined to get together that they are not to be deterred by dirt or bad air or foul and brainless talk4 ,the candy stores with soda fountains and some of the drug stores which served refreshments took on a new importance4 ,instead of being no more than handy purveyors of sweets1 of soft drinks and household remedies1 they were seen to be also social centers1 places for dates and telephone flirtations and dalliance4 ,much of their doings was the merest silly time-killing1 but generally the youthful patrons welcomed all this because it was a change from the empty dullness of homes that had missed the home secret1 and from the still duller and wasting monotony of uninteresting toil4 ,it was ,pastor ,drury who suggested the explanation for all these forms of profitless and often dangerous amusement4 ,he was chatting with the whole group one night1 and merely happened to address himself first to ,j4,w41 ,jr4 ,your great namesake1 ,j4,w41 was so much a part of his day that he believed with most other great religious thinkers of his time that play was a device of the devil4 ,his belief belonged to eighteenth-century theology and psychology4 ,but even more it grew out of the vicious diversions of the rich and the brutalizing amusements of the poor4 ,both were bad1 and there was not much middle ground4 ,but here on ,main ,street we see people1 most of them young1 who feel1 without always understanding why1 that they simply must be amused4 ,they feel it so strongly that they will pay any price for it if circumstances won't let them get it any other way4 ,and ,main ,street is ready to oblige them4 ,there could be no amusement business if people were not clamoring to be amused4 ,and we know now why we have no right to say that all this clamor is the devil's prompting4 ,isn't it queer that the church is only now beginning to believe in the genuineness and wholesomeness of the play instinct1 though it is a proper and natural human hunger8 ,literally everybody wants to play4 ,people pay more for the gratification of this hunger than they do for bread or shoes or education or religion4 ,they take greater moral risks for it than they do for money4 ,we have seen people who undoubtedly are going to the devil by the amusement route1 unless something is done to stop them4 ,they go wrong quicker and oftener in their play than in their work4 ,are we going to be content with denouncing the dance hall and the poolroom and the vile pictures and the loose conduct of the soft-drink places and ,electric ,park8 ,haven't we some sort of duty to see that every young person in ,delafield has a chance at first-hand1 enjoyable1 and decent play8 ,all agreed that the pastor was right1 though they were not so clear about what could be done4 ,but commercialized amusement was not all they found in their quiet voyages of discovery up and down ,main ,street4 ,the chain stores had come to ,delafield--not the #e and #aj only1 but stores which specialized in groceries1 tobacco1 shoes1 dry goods1 drugs1 and other commodities4 ,alongside of them were the locally owned stores4 ,altogether1 ,main ,street had far too many stores to afford good service or reasonable prices4 ,with all this duplication on the one hand1 and absentee-control on the other1 ,main ,street was a street of underlings--clerks and salespeople and delivery men4 ,that condition produced low wages and inefficient methods1 many of the workers being too young to be out of school and too dense to show any intelligence about the work they were supposed to do4 ,cheap help was costly1 and the efficient help was scarcely to be found at any price4 ,the investigators were frankly dismayed at the extent and complexity of the situation4 ,they had thought to find occasional cases calling for adjustment1 or even for the law4 ,but instead they had found a whole fabric of interwoven questions--amusements1 wages1 competition1 cooperation1 ignorance1 vulgarity1 vice1 cheapness1 trickery1 business is business4 ,true1 they had found more honest businesses than shady ones1 more faithful clerks than shirkers1 more decent people in the pleasure resorts than doubtful people4 ,but the total of folly and evil was very great2 could the church do anything to decrease it8 ,and that question led the little company of inquisitive ,christians into yet wider reaches of inquiry4 ,j4,w4 and ,joe and ,marcia at ,mr4 ,drury's suggestion agreed to be a sort of unofficial committee to find out about the churches of ,delafield4 ,he told them that this was first of all a work for laymen4 ,the preachers might come in later4 ,joe invited the others to the new ,carbrook home on the ,heights into which his people had lately moved4 ,the ,heights was a new thing to ,j4,w4--a rather exclusive residential quarter which had been laid out park-wise in the last four or five years2 with houses in the midst of wide lawns1 a ,heights club house and tennis courts and an exquisite little ,gothic church4 ,when our folks first talked about moving out here ,i thought it was all right2 and ,i do yet1 in some ways1 explained ,joe4 ,but the ,heights is getting a little too good for me2 ,i'm not as keen about being exclusive as ,i used to be4 ,i've thought lately that exclusiveness may be just as bad for people inside the gates1 as for the people outside4 ,but here we are1 as the ,atlantic ,city whale said when the ebb tide stranded it in front of the ,board ,walk4 ,what are we up to1 us three8 ,we're up to finding out about the town churches1 said ,j4,w4 ,maybe they can help the town more than they do1 but we don't know how1 and so far we haven't found anybody else who knows how4 ,and ,marcia said3 ,at least we know some things4 ,we have the figures4 ,about one ,delafield citizen in seven goes to church or ,sunday school on ,sunday4 ,church membership is one in ten4 ,and as many people go to the movies and the ,columbia vaudeville and the dance halls and poolrooms on ,saturday as go to church on ,sunday1 to say nothing of the crowds that go on the other five days4 ,joe ,carbrook whistled4 ,that's a tough nut to crack1 gentle people1 he said1 because you've simply got to think of those other five days4 ,the chances are that four times as many people in ,delafield go to other public places as go to church and ,sunday school4 ,what can the churches do8 asked ,j4,w4 ,you can't make people go to church4 ,no1 assented ,marcia1 and if you could1 it would be foolish4 ,we want to make people like the churches1 not hate them4 ,one thing ,i believe our churches can do is to put their public services more into methods and forms that don't have to be taken for granted or just mentally dodged4 ,half the time people don't know what a religious service really stands for4 ,meaning by that----8 ,joe queried1 as much to hear ,marcia talk as for the sake of what she might say4 ,well1 they have seen and heard it since they were children4 ,when they were little they didn't understand it1 and now it is so familiar that they forget they don't understand it1 ,marcia responded1 not wholly oblivious of ,joe's strategy1 but too much in earnest to care4 ,i've heard of a successful preacher in the ,east who seems to be making them understand4 ,he says he tries to put into each service four things--light1 music1 motion2 that is1 change--and a touch of the dramatic4 ,why not8 ,i think it could be done without destroying the solemnity of the worship4 ,they did it in the ,temple at ,jerusalem1 and they do it in ,saint ,peter's at ,rome and in ,westminster ,abbey and ,saint ,john's ,cathedral in ,new ,york4 ,why shouldn't we do it here in our little churches8 ,make a note of it1 ,j4,w41 ordered ,joe4 ,it's worth suggesting to some of the preachers4 ,j4,w4 made his note1 rather absently1 and offered a conclusion of his own3 ,the church must take note of the town's sore spots too4 ,i've found out that crowding people in tenements and shacks means disease and immorality4 ,isn't that the church's affair8 ,angus ,mac,pherson has taught me that when the jobs are gone little crimes come1 followed by bigger ones2 and sickness comes too1 with the death rate going up4 ,babies are born to unmarried mothers1 and babies1 with names or without1 die off a lot faster in the river shacks and the east side tenements than they do up this way4 ,maybe the church couldn't help all this even if it knew2 but ,i'm for asking it to know4 ,i'll vote for that1 ,joe asserted1 if you'll vote for my proposition1 which is this3 our churches must quit trying just to be prosperous2 they must quit competing for business like rival barkers at a street fair2 they must begin to find out that their only reason for existence is the service they can give to those who need it most2 they've got to believe in each other and work with each other and with all the other town forces that are trying to make a better ,delafield4 ,that's right1 said ,j4,w4 ,i was talking to ,mr4 ,drury this morning1 and ,i asked him what he would think of our starting a suggestion list4 ,he said it ought to be a fine thing4 ,but he wants us to do it all ourselves4 ,just the same1 we can take our suggestions to him1 and then1 if he believes in them1 he can talk to the other preachers about them1 and1 of course1 about any ideas of his own4 ,because you know1 ,i'm pretty sure he has been thinking about all this a good deal longer than we have4 ,it was agreed that the list should be started4 ,marcia was not willing to keep it to themselves2 she wanted to have it talked about in ,league and ,sunday school and prayer meeting1 and then1 when everybody had been given the chance to add to it1 and to improve on it--but not to weaken it--that it be put out for general discussion among all the churches4 ,and then1 said ,joe ,carbrook1 we might call it ',the ,everyday ,doctrines of ,delafield1' ,if we stick to the things every citizen will admit he ought to believe and do1 the churches will still have all the chance they have now to preach those things which must be left to the individual conscience4 ,that was the beginning of a document with which ,delafield was to become very familiar in the months which followed2 never before had the town been so generally interested in one set of ideas1 and to this day you can always start a conversation there by mentioning the ,everyday ,doctrines of ,delafield1 ,the ,methodist preacher gave them their final form1 but he took no credit for the substance of them1 though1 secretly1 he was vastly proud that the young people1 and especially ,j4,w41 should have so thoroughly followed up his first suggestion of a civic creed4 ,,the ,,everyday ,,doctrines ,,of ,,delafield #a4 ,every part of ,delafield is as much ,delafield as any other part ,we are citizens of a commonwealth1 and ,delafield should be in fact as well as name a democratic community4 #b4 ,whenever two ,delafield citizens can better do something for the town than one could do it1 they should get together4 ,and the same holds good for twenty citizens1 or a hundred1 or a thousand4 ,one of the town's mottoes should be1 ,delafield ,is ,not ,divided4 #c4 ,everything will help ,delafield if it means better people1 in better homes1 with better chances at giving their children the right bringing-up1 but anything which merely means more people1 or more money1 or more business is likely to cost more than it comes to4 ,we will boost for ,delafield therefore1 but we will first be careful4 #d4 ,every part of ,delafield is entitled to clean streets and plenty of air1 water1 and sunlight4 ,it is perhaps possible to be a ,christian amid ugliness and filth1 but it is not easy1 and it is not necessary4 #e4 ,every family in ,delafield has the right to a place that can be made into a home1 at a cost that will permit of family self-respect1 proper privacy1 and the ordinary decencies of civilized living4 ,every case of poverty in ,delafield should be considered as a reflection on the town1 as being preventable and curable by remedies which any town that is careful of its good name can apply4 #f4 ,delafield believes that beauty pays better than ugliness4 ,therefore she is for trees and flowers1 green lawns1 and clean streets1 paint where it properly belongs1 and everybody setting a good example by caring for his own premises and so inciting his neighbor to outdo him4 #g4 ,the only industries ,delafield needs are those which can provide for their operation without forcing workers to be idle so much of the time as to reduce apparent income1 and so to cause poverty1 sickness1 and temptation to wrongdoing4 ,the standard of income ought to be for the year1 and not by the day2 in the interest of homes rather than in the interest of lodging houses and lunch rooms4 #h4 ,delafield can support1 or should find ways to support1 the workers needed in her stores1 shops1 and factories1 at fair pay1 without making use of children1 who should continue in school1 and without reckoning on the desperation of those made poor by their dependence on a job4 #i4 ,amusements in ,delafield can be and ought to be clean1 self-respecting1 and available for everybody4 ,this calls for playgrounds and weekday playtime1 as well as plenty of recreational opportunities provided by the churches1 without money-making features4 #aj4 ,the forms of amusement provided for pay can be and should be influenced by public opinion1 positively expressed1 rather than by public indifference4 ,any picture house would rather be praised for bringing a good picture to town than condemned for showing a bad one4 ,picture people enjoy praise as much as preachers do4 #aa4 ,delafield's many organizations should tell the whole town what they are trying to do1 so that unnecessary duplication of plan and purpose may first be discovered and then done away with4 #ab4 ,whenever a ,delafield church1 or club1 or society1 proposes to engage in a work that is to benefit the town1 the plan ought to be made known1 and in due time the results should be published as widely as was the plan4 ,this will help us to learn by our ,delafield failures as well as by our ,delafield successes4 #ac4 ,the churches of ,delafield are ,delafield property1 as the schools are1 though paid for in a different way4 ,neither schools nor churches exist for their own sakes1 but for ,delafield1 and then some4 #ad4 ,every church in ,delafield should have a definite parish1 and every well-defined section or group should have a church4 ,the churched should lead in providing for the unchurched1 and the overchurched might spare out of their abundance of workers and equipment some of the resources that are needed4 #ae4 ,the first concern of all the churches should be to reach the unchurched and to make church friends of the church-haters4 ,this goes for all the churches2 it is more important to get the sense of ,god and principles of ,jesus into the thought of the whole town than to set ,protestant and ,roman ,catholic in mutually suspicious and hateful opposition2 devout ,jew and sincere ,christian must realize that righteousness in ,delafield cannot be attended to by either without the other4 #af4 ,the churches of ,delafield believe that all matters of social concern--work1 wages1 housing1 health1 amusement1 and morals--are part of every church's business4 ,therefore they will not cease to urge their members always to deal with these matters as ,christian citizens1 not merely as ,christians4 #ag4 ,every child and young person in ,delafield ought to be in the day school on weekdays1 and in ,sunday school on ,sunday4 ,delafield discourages needless absence from one as much as from the other4 #ah4 ,delafield wants the best possible teachers teaching in all her schools4 ,she insists on trained teachers on week days1 and needs them on ,sundays4 ,therefore she believes that teacher-training is part of every church's duty to ,delafield4 ,there's one thing about all this that bothers me1 said ,j4,w4 when they had finished the final draft of the ,every ,day ,doctrines1 not that it's the only one2 but some of these ,doctrines stand small chance of being put into practice until the church people are willing to spend more money on such work4 ,it can't be done on the present income of the churches1 or by the usual money-raising methods4 ,that's a fact1 ,joe ,carbrook agreed4 ,i'd already made up my mind that the ,carbrooks would have to dig a little deeper1 and so must everybody else who cares4 ,yes1 but how to get everybody else to care2 that's the trouble1 ,j4,w4 persisted4 ,dad's one of the stewards1 you know1 and they find it no easy job to collect even what the church needs now4 ,they have a deficit to worry with every year1 almost4 ,marcia ,dayne was the only other member of the ,let's ,know ,delafield group who happened to be present at this last meeting4 ,she had been waiting for a chance to speak4 ,i'm surprised at you two1 she said4 ,don't you know the only really workable financial way out8 ,well1 not exactly1 ,j4,w4 admitted4 ,i suppose if we could only get people to care more1 they would give more4 ,it's a matter of letting them know the need and all that1 ,i guess4 ,for instance-- ,marcia was not ready for his for instances4 ,john ,wesley1 ,jr41 she interrupted with mock severity1 as a thinker you have shone at times with a good deal more brilliance than that4 ,if you had said it just the other way 'round you would have been nearer right4 ,people will give if they care1 of course1 but it is even more certain that they will care if they give4 ,the thing we need is to show them how to give4 ,joe ,carbrook broke into an incredulous laugh4 ,in other words1 my fair ,marcia1 you want ,christians to give before they care what it is they are giving to1 or even know about it4 ,don't you think our church will be a long time financing the ,every ,day ,doctrines on that system8 ,joe and ,marcia never hesitated to take opposite sides in a discussion1 and always with good-humored frankness4 ,so ,marcia came back promptly3 ,i know you think it unreasonable1 she said1 but there's a condition you overlook4 ,we became ,christians long before any of us thought about studying ,delafield's needs4 ,and if we and all the rest of the ,christians of the town had accepted our financial relation to the ,kingdom and had acted on it from the start1 there would always be money enough and to spare4 ,oh1 yes1 ,joe said understandingly1 ,i see now4 ,you mean the tithe4 ,marcia knew1 no matter how1 that ,joe had begun to think about tithing1 and this seemed the opportune time to stress it a little more4 ,it could help the ,every ,day ,doctrines1 and both ,joe and ,j4,w4 were keen for that4 ,so ,marcia admitted that she did mean the tithe4 ,i don't pretend to know how it began1 any more than ,i know how real homes were established after the ,fall1 or how keeping ,sunday began2 ,i do know these began long before there was any fourth or fifth commandment1 or any ,children of ,israel4 ,and ,i've gone over all the whole subject with ,mr4 ,drury--he has a lot of practical pamphlets on the tithe4 ,i believe that it is the easiest1 surest1 fairest and cheerfulest way of doing two ,christian things at once--acknowledging ,god's ownership of all we have1 and going into partnership with ,god in his work for the world1 what the books sometimes call ,christian ,stewardship4 ,i'd like to see those pamphlets1 said ,j4,w4 ,it's queer you haven't seen them before this1 said ,marcia4 ,mr4 ,drury has distributed hundreds of them4 ,but maybe that was when you were away at ,cartwright4 ,anyway1 ,i'll get some for you4 ,joe was holding his thought to the main matter4 ,marcia1 said he1 if you can make good on what you said just now1 pamphlets or no pamphlets1 ,i'll agree to become a tither4 ,first1 to start where you did1 how is tithing easier than giving whenever you feel like giving8 ,now1 though ,marcia expected no such challenge1 she was game4 ,i'm not the one to prove all that1 but ,i believe what ,i said1 and ,i'll try to make good1 as you put it4 ,but please don't say 'give' when you talk about tithing1 or even about any sort of financial plan for ,christians4 ,the first word is 'pay1' ,giving comes afterward4 ,well1 then2 tithing is the easiest way1 because when you are a tither you always have tithing money4 ,you begin by setting the tenth apart for these uses1 and it is no more hardship to pay it out than to pay out any other money that you have been given with instructions for its use4 ,not bad1 at all1 said ,joe4 ,now tell us why it is the surest way of using a ,christian's money4 ,by this time ,marcia was beginning to enjoy herself4 ,it is the surest because it almost collects itself4 ,no begging2 no schemes4 ,you have tithing money on hand--and you have1 almost always--therefore you don't need to be coaxed into thinking you can spare it4 ,if the cause is a real claim1 that's all you need to find out4 ,and when you begin to put money into any cause you're going to get interested in that cause4 ,besides1 when all ,christians tithe there will be more than enough money for every good work4 ,j4,w4 had not thought much of the tithe except as being one of those religious fads1 and he knew that every church had a few religious faddists4 ,but he had long cherished a vast respect for ,marcia's good sense1 and what she was saying seemed reasonable enough4 ,he wondered if it could be backed up by evidence4 ,joe smilingly took up the next excellence of the tithe which ,marcia had named4 ,let me see2 did you say that the tithe is the fairest of all ,christian financial schemes8 ,not that1 exactly1 ,marcia corrected4 ,i said it was the fairest way of acknowledging ,god's ownership and of working with him in partnership4 ,and it is4 ,it puts definiteness in the place of whim4 ,it is proportional to our circumstances4 ,it is not difficult4 ,mr4 ,drury says that forty years' search has failed to find a tither who has suffered hardship because of paying the tithe4 ,well1 ,joe1 ,j4,w4 put in1 if ,marcia can produce the evidence on these three points1 you may as well take the fourth for granted4 ,if tithing is the easiest1 surest and fairest plan of ,christian ,stewardship1 seems to me it's just got to be cheerful4 ,i'm going to look into it1 and if she's right1 as ,i shouldn't wonder1 it's up to you and me to get our finances onto the ten per cent basis4 ,joe was never a reluctant convert to anything4 ,when he saw the new way1 his instinct was for immediate action4 ,let's go over to ,mr4 ,drury's1 he proposed1 and see if we can't settle this thing to-day4 ,i hope ,marcia's right1 and he looked into her eyes with a glance of something more than friendly1 and if she is ,i'm ready to begin tithing to-day4 ,pastor ,drury1 always a busy man1 reckoned interviews like this as urgent business always4 ,not once nor twice1 but many times in the course of a year1 his quiet1 indirect work resulted in similar expeditions to his study1 and as a rule he knew about when to expect them4 ,he produced the pamphlets1 added a few suggestions of his own1 and let the three young people do most of the talking4 ,they stayed a long time1 no one caring about that4 ,as they were thanking the pastor1 before leaving1 ,joe said with his usual directness1 ,marcia was right1 and here's where ,i begin to be a systematic ,christian as far as my dealings with money are concerned4 ,j4,w41 not in the least ashamed to follow ,joe's lead1 said1 ,same here4 ,wish ,i'd known it sooner4 ,now we've got to preach it4 ,and ,joe said to ,mr4 ,drury1 in the last moment at the door1 ,mr4 ,drury1 if we could all get a conscience about the tithe1 and pay attention to that conscience1 half the ,everyday ,doctrines would not even need to be stated4 ,they would be self-evident4 ,and the other half could be put into practice with a bang6 ,the ,delafield ,dispatch got hold of a copy of the ,everyday ,doctrines and printed the whole of it with a not unfavorable editorial comment1 under the caption ,when ,will ,all ,this ,come ,true8 ,but ,walter ,drury1 when he saw it1 said to himself1 ,it has already come true in a very real sense1 for ,john ,wesley1 ,jr41 and these others believe in it4 ,and he knew it marked one more stage of the ,experiment1 so that he could thank ,god and take courage4 ,,chapter ,v ,,here ,,the ,,alien2 ,,there ,,the ,,little ,,brown ,,church ,it was all very well to work out the ,everyday ,doctrines of ,delafield4 ,to secure their adoption and application by all the churches of ,delafield was another matter4 ,the unofficial committee scattered1 for one thing4 ,joe ,carbrook went back to medical school1 and ,marcia to the settlement and the training school4 ,marty was traveling his circuit4 ,j4 ,w4 and the pastor and a few others continued their studies of the town4 ,nobody had yet ventured to talk about experts1 but it began to be evident that the situation would soon require thoroughgoing and skilled assistance4 ,otherwise1 all that had been learned would surely be lost4 ,one day in the late fall a stranger dropped in at the ,farwell ,hardware ,store and asked for ,mr4 ,j4,w4 ,farwell1 ,jr4 ,he had called first on ,pastor ,drury1 who was expecting him2 and that diplomat had said to him1 ,go see ,j4,w4 ,i think he'll help you to get something started4 ,j4,w41 with two of the other clerks1 was unloading a shipment of stovepipes4 ,the marks of his task were conspicuous all over him1 and he scarcely looked the part of the public-spirited young ,methodist4 ,but the visitor was accustomed to know men when he saw them1 under all sorts of disguises4 ,j4,w41 called to the front of the store1 met the visitor with a good-natured questioning gaze4 ,mr4 ,farwell1 ,i am ,manford ,conover1 of ,philadelphia4 ,back there we have heard something of the ',everyday ,doctrines of ,delafield1' and ,i've been sent to find out about them--and their authors4 ,sent8 ,j4,w4 repeated4 ,why should anybody send you all the way from ,philadelphia to ,delafield just for that8 ,he could not know how much pastoral and even episcopal planning was back of that afternoon call4 ,don't think that we reckon it to be unimportant1 ,mr4 ,farwell1 said ,mr4 ,conover1 pleasantly4 ,you see ,i'm from a ,methodist society with a long name and a business as big as its name--the ,board of ,home ,missions and ,church ,extension4 ,the thing some of you are starting here in ,delafield is our sort of thing4 ,it may supply our ,board with new business in its line1 and what we can do for you may make your local work productive of lasting results1 in other places as well as here4 ,j4,w4 did not quite understand1 but he was willing to be instructed1 for he had found out that the effort to promote the ,everyday ,doctrines was forever developing new possibilities and at the same time revealing new expanses of ,delafield ignorance and need4 ,anybody who appeared to have intelligence and interest was the more welcome4 ,they talked a while1 and then1 ,i'll tell you what1 proposed ,j4,w4 ,how long do you expect to be in town8 ,mr4 ,conover replied that as yet he had made no arrangement for leaving4 ,then let's get together a few people to-night after prayer meeting4 ,our pastor1 of course1 and the editor of the ,dispatch--he's the right sort1 if he does boost 'boosting' a good deal2 and ,miss ,leigh1 of the ,high ,school--she's all right every way2 and ,mrs4 ,whitehill1 the president of the ,woman's ,association of our church--that's the women's missionary societies and the ,ladies' ,aid merged into one--she's a regular progressive2 and ,harry ,field1 who's just getting hold of his job in the ,league2 and the ,sunday school superintendent4 ,that's dad1 you know2 he's had the job for a couple of years now1 and he's as keen about it as ,harry is over the ,league4 ,they got together1 and out of that first simple discussion came all sorts of new difficulties for ,delafield ,methodism to face and master4 99 99 99 99 99 ,manford ,conover was a preacher with a business man's training and viewpoint4 ,he may have mentioned his official title1 when he first appeared1 but nobody remembered it4 ,when people couldn't think of his name he was the man from the ,board1 which was all the same to him4 ,after that first night's meeting ,conover gave several days to walks about ,delafield4 ,j4,w4 had found the shacks and the tenements1 and ,joe ,carbrook had introduced ,j4,w4 to ,main ,street1 but it was left to ,conover to show him ,europe and ,africa in ,delafield4 ,there's a certain town in a ,middle ,western ,state1 far better known than ,delafield1 rich1 intelligent1 highly self-content4 ,its churches and schools and clubs are matters for complacent satisfaction4 ,and you would be safe in saying that not one in five of its well-to-do people know that the town has a ,negro quarter1 an ,italian section1 a ,bohemian settlement1 a ,scandinavian community1 a good-sized ,greek colony1 and some other centers of cultures and customs alien to what they assume is the town's distinctive character4 ,they know1 of course1 that such people live in the town--couldn't help knowing it4 ,their maids are ,scandinavian or ,negro4 ,they buy vegetables and candy from the ,greeks4 ,they hear of bootlegging and blind tigers among certain foreign groups4 ,the rough work of the town is done by men who speak little or no ,english4 ,but all this makes small impression4 ,it is a commonplace of ,american town life4 ,and scarcely ever does it present itself as something to be looked into1 or needing to be understood4 ,so ,conover found it to be with ,delafield4 ,the ,everyday ,doctrines were well enough1 but he knew a good deal of spade work must be done before they could take root and grow4 ,he fronted a condition which has its counterpart in most ,american towns1 each of which is two towns1 one being certain well-defined and delimited areas where languages and ,braces live amid conditions far removed from the ,american notion of what is endurable1 and the other the better part of town1 sometimes smugly called the residence section1 where white ,americans have homes4 ,conover and ,pastor ,drury compared notes4 ,they were of one mind as to the conditions which ,conover had found1 conditions not surprising to the minister1 who knew more about ,delafield than any of his own people suspected4 ,one afternoon they met ,j4,w4 on the street1 and he led them into a candy store for hot chocolate4 ,as they sipped the chocolate they talked2 ,j4,w41 as usual1 saying whatever he happened to think of4 ,say1 ,mr4 ,conover1 he remarked1 ,i notice in all your talk about the foreigner in ,america you haven't once referred to the idea of the melting pot4 ,don't you think that's just what ,america is8 ,all these people coming here and getting ,americanized and assimilated and all that8 ,i'd think ,america was the melting pot if ,i could see more signs of the melting1 ,conover answered4 ,but look at ,delafield2 how much does the melting pot melt here8 ,then he looked across the store4 ,do you know the proprietor1 ,mr4 ,farwell8 he asked4 ,yes1 indeed2 ,nick and ,i are good friends1 answered ,j4,w4 ,then ,i wish you'd introduce me1 returned ,conover4 ,oh1 ,nick1 ,j4,w4 called1 will you come over here a minute8 ,nick came1 wiping his hands on his apron4 ,nick1 said ,j4,w41 doing the honors1 you know ,mr4 ,drury1 the pastor of our church4 ,and this is ,mr4 ,conover from ,philadelphia1 a very good friend of ours4 ,he's been looking around town1 and wants to ask you something4 ,nick's brisk and cheerful manner was at its best1 for he liked ,j4,w41 besides liking the trade he brought4 ,sure1 said he1 ,i tell him anything if ,i know it4 ,glad for the chance4 ,mr4 ,dulas1 said ,conover--he had taken note of the name on the window1 you know the ,east ,side pretty well1 do you8 ,then1 you know that many ,italians live just north of ,linden ,street1 and there's a block or so of ,polish homes between ,linden and the next street south8 ,sure ,i do1 said ,nick1 confidently1 ,i live on other side of them myself4 ,see 'em every day4 ,very well1 ,conover went on4 ,what ,i want to know is this3 how do the ,italians and the ,poles get along together8 ,they don't have nothing much to do with one another1 ,nick replied4 ,it's like this1 the ,poles they talk ,polish1 and maybe a little ,english4 ,the ,italians1 they speak ,italian1 and some can talk ,english1 only not much4 ,but ,poles they can't talk ,italian at all1 and ,italians can't talk ,polish4 ,so how could they get together8 ,that's just the question1 ,mr4 ,dulas1 ,conover agreed4 ,i'm telling these gentlemen that it is harder for the different foreign-born people to know one another and to be friendly with one another than it is for them to know and associate with ,americans4 ,sure1 ,mister1 ,nick said1 with great positiveness4 ,sure4 ,before ,i speak ,english ,i know nobody but ,greeks1 and when ,i start learning ,english ,i got no time to learn ,polish1 or ,italian1 or whatever it is4 ,english ,i got to speak1 if ,i run a candy store1 but not those other languages4 ,and he went off to serve a customer who had just entered4 ,there you have that side1 said ,conover to the minister and ,j4,w4 ,the need of ,english as an ,americanizing force1 and the meed of it as a medium of communication between the different foreign groups4 ,looks as though we've got to bear down hard on ,english1 don't you think8 ,as ,nick says1 ',sure ,i do1' ,mr4 ,drury assented4 ,it will come out all right with the children1 ,i hope2 they're getting the ,english4 ,but it makes things hard just now4 ,what can the church do8 ,j4,w4 put in4 ,should it undertake to teach ,english1 as that preacher taught ,phil ,khamis1 you remember1 ,mr4 ,drury2 or ,americanization1 or what8 ,i think it should do something else first1 said ,conover4 ,why should we ,americans try to make ,europeans understand us1 unless we first try to understand them8 ,isn't ours the first move8 ,but this is the country they're going to live in1 returned ,j4,w4 ,they can't expect us to adjust ourselves to ,european ways4 ,they've got to do the adjusting1 haven't they8 ,why8 ,conover came back4 ,because we were here first8 ,but the ,indian was here before us4 ,we told him he needn't do any adjusting at all1 and see what we've made of him4 ,maybe these ,europeans can add enriching elements to our ,american culture4 ,i guess so1 but--and ,j4,w4 was evidently at a loss--but they've got to obey our laws1 you know1 and fit into our civilization4 ,the ,indian was different4 ,we couldn't make ,indians of ourselves1 and he wouldn't become civilized4 ,americanized1 you mean8 and ,conover laughed a little at the irony of it4 ,no1 no2 not that4 ,but he wouldn't meet us half way1 even1 ,j4,w4 said4 ,i think1 suggested ,pastor ,drury1 that what ,mr4 ,conover means is that we'd better be a little less stiff to newcomers than the ,indian was to us4 ,am ,i right8 ,exactly right1 returned ,conover4 ,europe is in a general way the mother-land of us all4 ,but many of her children were late in getting here4 ,the earlier ones have made their contributions2 why may not the later ones also bring gifts for our common treasure8 ,well1 what in particular do you mean8 asked ,j4,w41 who was finding himself adrift4 ,he had been quite willing in the ,institute days to be an admirer of ,phil ,khamis1 and to forget that ,phil was of alien birth2 but this was something more complicated4 ,particulars are not so simple1 ,conover said4 ,but1 for instance3 some ,european peoples have a fine musical appreciation4 ,some delight in oratory4 ,some are mystical and dreamy4 ,some are very children in their love of color4 ,some are almost artists in their feeling for beauty in their work4 ,some do not enjoy rough play1 and others cannot endure to be quiet4 ,some have inherited a passionate love of country1 and great traditions of patriotism4 ,we can't value all these things in just the way they do1 but at least we can believe that such interests and instincts are worth something to ,america4 ,then our ,americanization work will be not only more intelligent but far more sympathetic4 ,if ,i may turn to the immediate business1 ,mr4 ,drury said with a smile of apology1 suppose you tell ,j4,w4 what your ,board has to suggest for us here in ,delafield1 ,mr4 ,conover8 ,conover turned to ,j4,w4 ,i wonder if you know anything about ,centenary ,church8 he asked4 ,that little old brick barn over in the ,east ,bottoms8 ,why1 yes1 or ,i used to2 if was quite a church when ,i was a youngster1 but ,i haven't been that way lately4 ,i guess it's pretty much run down1 with all those foreigners moving in4 ,most of the old members have probably moved away4 ,i know there were two ,methodist boys with me in high school who lived down there1 but they've moved up to the ,heights4 ,one of them lives next to the ,carbrooks4 ,mr4 ,drury should take you down that way one of these days1 said ,conover1 and you'd find that when your friends moved out of the church the foreigners who live nearby did not move in4 ,centenary ,church is run down1 as you say4 ,mr4 ,drury added1 ,and the few members who are left don't know which way to turn4 ,they have a supply pastor1 who isn't able to do much4 ,he gets a pitiful salary1 but they can't pay more1 and there's no money at all1 nor any accommodations1 for any special attention to the newcomers4 ,well1 said ,conover1 ,i'm instructed to tell you ,delafield ,methodists that the ,board of ,home ,missions and ,church ,extension is ready to help make a new ,centenary ,church1 for the people who now live around it4 ,we have a department that pays special attention to immigrant and alien populations4 ,our workers know1 in general1 what is needed4 ,we can put some trained people into ,centenary1 with a pastor who knows how to direct their work4 ,i should not be surprised to see a parish house there1 and a modernized church building1 and a fine array of everyday work being done there4 ,my1 but that sounds great1 ,mr4 ,drury1 doesn't it8 asked ,j4,w41 in a glow of enthusiasm4 ,then he checked himself4 ,it sounds well enough1 he said1 but all that means a lot of money4 ,where's the money to come from8 ,from you1 of course1 ,conover replied1 but not all or most from you4 ,my ,board is a benevolent board--that is to say1 it is the whole church at work in such enterprises as this4 ,that's one way in which its share of the church's benevolent offerings is used ,but you don't mean to tell us1 said ,j4,w41 incredulously1 that you can drop in on a place like ,delafield1 make up your mind what is needed1 and then dump a lot of money into a played-out church1 just like that8 ,oh1 it's not so informal as all that1 ,conover said1 ,the thing has to go through the official channels1 of course4 ,your district superintendent and ,brother ,drury and the ,bishop and several others have had a hand in it already4 ,all concerned have agreed as to the needs and possibilities4 ,but ,delafield is also a good place to put on a demonstration1 an actual1 operating scheme4 ,i have been making ready for a survey of the whole ,east ,side1 just a preliminary study1 and before anything positive is done we must make a more thorough inquiry4 ,we expect to find out everything that needs to be known4 ,there was only one anxiety ,i had about it1 ,pastor ,drury said1 and that has been all taken away4 ,i was keen to have this be a truly ,christian demonstration--not just a settlement or a parish house or night school classes1 but a real demonstration of ,christian service among people who now know little about it4 ,in some places these activities are being set going because church people know they ought to do something1 and it is easier to give money and have gymnasiums and moving pictures than to make real proof of partnership with ,christ by personal service and sacrifice4 ,take your old friend ,martin ,luther ,shenk1 ,j4,w4--do you know that he's working at this very difficulty8 ,and ,i hear he's finding1 even in the country1 that some people will really give themselves1 while others will give only their money and their time4 ,j4,w4 thought of ,win-,my-,chum week1 and how he had had to drive himself to speak to ,marty1 so he knew the pastor was right4 ,and he went home with all sorts of questions running through his mind1 but with no very satisfying answers to make them4 ,coming back in a wakeful night to ,mr4 ,drury's casual mention of ,marty1 the thought of his chum set him to wondering how that sturdy young itinerant was making it go on the ,ellis and ,valencia ,circuit1 just as the pastor guessed it might4 ,to wonder was to decide4 ,he would take a long-desired holiday4 ,a word or two with his father in the morning gave him the excuse for what he wanted to do4 ,then he got ,valencia on the long distance1 and the operator told him she would find the ,reverend ,shenk for him in a few minutes4 ,he had started out that morning to visit along the ,state ,line ,highway1 as it was part of her business to know4 ,at the third try ,marty was found1 and he answered ,j4,w4's hail with a shout4 ,after the first exchange of noisy greetings1 ,say1 ,marty1 dad's asked me to run down in your part of the world and look at some new barn furniture that's been put in around ,ellis--ventilators and stanchions and individual drinking cups for the ,holsteins--not like the way we used to treat the cows on our farm1 hey8 ,well1 what do you say if ,i turn fashionable for once and come down for the week-end--not this week1 but next8 ,no need to ask ,marty a question like that4 ,come on down4 ,make it ,friday and ,i'll show you the sights4 ,we've got something doing at the ,ellis ,church1 something ,i want you to see4 ,then ,marty thought of a few books that he had left at home--,and--hello1 ,j4,w41 are you listening8 ,well1 how'd you like to go out to the farm before you come down here8 ,jeanette has gathered a bundle of my books1 and ,i need 'em4 ,won't you get 'em for me and bring them along8 ,certainly1 ,j4,w4 would4 ,the farm was home to both the boys1 and ,j4,w4 was almost as welcome there as ,marty2 to one member of the family quite so1 though she had never mentioned it4 ,on the next ,sunday morning ,j4,w4 drove out of town in time to get to the little old church of his childhood for morning service4 ,then he would go home with the ,shenks for dinner1 spend the afternoon1 get the books and come home when he was ready4 ,there was no hurry4 ,j4,w41 ,sr41 had given him two ,sundays' leave of absence from ,sunday school4 ,the next ,sunday would be his and ,marty's1 but this would be his and ,jeannette's4 ,not that he needed to make any special plans for being with ,jeannette ,shenk2 of late he had found the half hour drive down to the old farm the prelude to a pleasant evening4 ,sometimes he would make the round trip twice1 running out to bring ,jeanette into town1 when something was going on1 and taking her home afterward in the immemorial fashion4 ,as ,j4,w4 turned to the church yard lane leading up to the old horseshed1 he noticed that there were only two cars there besides his own--and one old-time sidebar buggy1 battered and mud-bedaubed1 with a decrepit and dejected-looking gray mare between the shafts4 ,it was time for meeting1 and he contrasted to-day's emptiness of the long sheds with the crowding vehicles of his childhood memories4 ,in those days so tightly were buggies and surries and democrats1 and even spring wagons and an occasional sulky wedged into the space1 that it was nothing unusual for the sermon to be interrupted by an uproar in the sheds1 when some peevish horse attempted to set its teeth in the neck of a neighbor1 with a resultant squealing and plunging1 a cramping of wheels and a rattle of harness which could neutralize the most vociferous circuit rider's eloquence4 ,at the door1 ,j4,w4 fell in with the little group of men1 who1 according to ancient custom1 had waited in the yard for the announcement of the first hymn before ending their talk of crops and roads and stock1 and joining the women and children within4 ,inside the contrast with the older day was even more striking4 ,the church1 small as it was1 seemed almost empty4 ,the ,shenks were there1 including ,jeannette1 as ,j4,w4 promptly managed to observe4 ,father ,foltz and his middle-aged daughter stood in their accustomed place2 they had come in the venerable sidebar buggy1 just as for two decades past4 ,mother ,foltz hadn't been out of the house in years1 and among ,j4,w4's earliest recollections were those of the cottage prayer meetings that he had attended with his father in ,mrs4 ,foltz's speckless sickroom4 ,then there were the four ,newells1 and ,mrs4 ,bellamy1 and ,mr4 and ,mrs4 ,haggard with their two little girls1 and a few people ,j4,w4 did not know--perhaps twenty-five altogether4 ,no wonder the preacher was disheartened1 and preached a flavorless sermon4 ,where were the boys and girls of even a dozen years ago8 where the children who began their ,sunday school career in the little recess back of the curtain8 and where the whole families that once filled the place8 ,surely1 old ,deep ,creek ,church had fallen on evil days4 ,it was a dismal service1 with its dreary sermon and its tuneless hymns4 ,after the benediction ,j4,w4 shook hands with the preacher1 whom he knew slightly1 and exchanged greetings with all the old friends4 ,well1 ,john ,wesley1 said ,father ,foltz1 with glum garrulity1 this ain't the church you used to know when you was little4 ,i mind in them times when you folks lived on the farm how we thought we'd have to enlarge the meetinghouse4 ,but it's a good thing we never done it4 ,there's room enough now1 and the old man indulged in a mirthless1 toothless grimace4 ,the ,shenks didn't invite him to dinner2 their understanding was finer than that4 ,pa ,shenk just said1 ,let me drive out first1 ,john ,wesley2 ,i'll go on ahead and open the gate1 ,and ,j4,w4 said to ,jeannette1 ,jump into my car1 ,jean2 it isn't fair to put everybody into ,pa ,shenk's ,ford when mine's younger and nearly empty4 ,so that was that2 all regular and comfortable and proper4 ,if ,mrs4 ,newell smiled as she watched them drive away1 what of it8 ,she was heard to say to ,mrs4 ,bellamy1 ,i've known for three years that those two ought to wake up and fall in love with each other1 and they've been slower than ,father ,foltz's old gray mare4 ,but it looks as though they were getting their eyes open at last4 ,at the farm ,mrs4 ,shenk hurried to finish up the dinner preparations1 with ,jeannette to help4 ,ben and little ,alice contended for ,j4,w4's favor1 until he took ,alice on his knee and put one arm about her and the other about her brother1 standing by the chair4 ,and ,pa ,shenk talked about the church4 ,i reckon ,i shouldn't complain1 ,john ,wesley1 he said1 seeing that our ,marty is a country preacher1 and maybe he'll be having to handle a job like this some time4 ,but ,i can't believe he will4 ,his letters don't read like it4 ,but1 ,pa ,shenk1 said ,j4,w41 don't you suppose the trouble here in ,deep ,creek is because you're so near town8 ,nine miles is nothing these days1 but when you first came to the farm there was only one automobile in the township4 ,now everybody can go into town to church4 ,they can1 boy1 ,pa ,shenk answered1 but they don't4 ,not all of 'em4 ,some don't care enough to go anywhere4 ,one-year tenants1 mostly1 they are4 ,some go to town1 all right enough1 but not to church4 ,a few go to church1 ,i admit1 but only a few4 ,j4,w4 started to speak1 hesitated1 then blurted it out4 ,maybe dad and others like him are responsible for some of the trouble4 ,they've pulled out and left just a few to carry the load4 ,you're all right1 of course2 you really belong here4 ,but a lot of the farmers who have moved to town have rented their places to what you call one-year tenants1 and it seems to me that's a poor way to build up anything in the country1 churches or anything else4 ,tenants that are always moving don't get to know anybody or to count for anything4 ,it's not much wonder they are no use to the church4 ,there's a good deal in that1 ,john ,wesley1 said ,pa ,shenk4 ,your father and me1 we get along fine4 ,we're more like partners than owner and tenant4 ,but it isn't so with these short-term renters4 ,the owner raises the rent as the price of land rises1 and the tenant is mostly too poor to do anything much after he's paid the rent4 ,besides1 he's got no stake in the neighborhood4 ,why should he pay to help build a new church1 when he's got to move the first of ,march8 ,and the church has been as careless about him as he has been about the church4 ,that's what bothers me1 ,j4,w4 commented4 ,but even so1 ,i should think something could be done to interest these folks4 ,they've all got families to bring up4 ,something can be done1 too1 said ,pa ,shenk4 ,you remember when the people on upper ,deep ,creek used to come here to church1 four miles or so8 ,well1 now they are going to ,fairfield ,church--owners1 renters1 everybody4 ,it's surprising how ,fairfield ,church is growing4 ,that's going away from town1 not to it1 and they're as near to town as we are4 ,then1 persisted ,j4,w41 how do you account for it8 ,only one way1 my boy1 said ,pa ,shenk4 ,i'm as much to blame as any1 but we've had some preachers here that didn't seem to understand1 and then lately we've had preachers who stayed in town all the time except on preaching ,sunday1 and we scarcely saw or heard of 'em all the two weeks between4 ,they haven't held protracted meetings for several years1 and ,i ain't blaming 'em4 ,what's the use of holding meetings when you know nobody's coming except people that were converted before our present pastor was born8 ,you say some people are going over to ,fairfield8 asked ,j4,w4 ,why do they go there1 when they could go to town about as easy8 ,well1 ,john ,wesley1 ,pa ,shenk answered1 soberly4 ,i think ,i know4 ,but you say you're going to spend next ,sunday with ,marty4 ,from what ,marty writes ,i've a notion it's much the same on his work as it is at ,fairfield1 except that ,marty has two points4 ,wait till next week1 and then come back and tell us how you explain the difference between ,deep ,creek ,church and ,ellis4 ,in the afternoon ,jeannette and ,j4,w4 took a ride around the neighborhood1 whose every tree and culvert and rural mail-box they knew1 without in the least being tired of seeing it4 ,their talk was on an old1 old subject1 and not remarkable1 yet somehow it was more to them both than any poet's rhapsody4 ,and their occasional silences were no less eloquent4 ,but in a more than usually prosaic moment ,jeannette said1 ,john ,wesley1 ,i wonder if there's any hope to get the ,deep ,creek young people interested in church the way they used to be8 ,i'm just hungry for the sort of good times the older boys and girls used to have when you and ,marty and ,i were nothing but children4 ,they enjoyed themselves1 and so did everybody else4 ,what's the matter with so many country churches1 nowadays8 ,to which question ,j4,w4 could only answer3 ,i don't know4 ,i didn't realize things were so bad here4 ,maybe ,i'll get some ideas about it next ,saturday and ,sunday4 ,your father seems to think ,marty is getting started on the right track4 ,and that reminds me2 don't let me go away without those books he wants1 will you8 ,this is not a record of that ,sunday afternoon's drive1 nor of the many others which followed on other ,sundays and on the days between4 ,some other time there may be opportunity for the whole story of ,jeannette and ,j4,w4 99 99 99 99 99 ,as ,j4,w4 drove up to ,ellis ,corners post office late the next ,friday afternoon ,marty waylaid him and demanded to be taken aboard4 ,drive a half-mile further east1 he said after their boisterous greetings4 ,that's where we eat to-night--at ,ambery's4 ,then just across the road to the church4 ,we've got something special on4 ,a box supper1 asked ,j4,w41 or a bean-bag party8 ,but he knew better4 ,marty told him to wait and see4 ,supper was a pleasant meal1 the ,amberys being pleasant people1 who lived in a cozy new house4 ,but ,j4,w4 was mystified to hear ,marty speak of ,henry ,ambery as a retired farmer4 ,he knew retired farmers in town1 plenty of them1 and some no happier for being there4 ,but in the country8 ,oh1 said ,marty1 that's easy4 ,our church is the social hub of all this community1 and ,i told the ,amberys that if they built here they would be as well off as in town4 ,i'm right too4 ,they bought two acres for less than the price of a town lot1 and they have most of the farm comforts as well as all the modern conveniences4 ,you didn't notice any signs of homesickness1 did you8 ,no1 ,j4,w41 hadn't1 though he knew the retired-farmer sort of homesickness when he saw it4 ,and the ,amberys are worth more to the church than they ever were1 ,marty added4 ,i'm thinking of a scheme to colonize two or three other retiring farmers within easy reach of this church4 ,why not8 ,they've got cars1 and can drive to the county seat in an hour if they want to4 ,that's better than living there all the time1 with nothing to do4 ,by this the two were at the church1 a pretty frame building1 ,l-shaped1 with a community house adjoining the auditorium4 ,people were beginning to arrive in all sorts of vehicles--cars1 mostly4 ,j4,w4 looked for signs of a feed1 but vainly4 ,no spread tables1 no smell of cooking or rattle of dishes from the kitchen4 ,what is it1 ,marty8 he asked4 ,and ,marty laughed as he answered1 ,old-fashioned singing school1 with some new-fashioned variations1 that's all4 ,certainly it was something which interested the countryside1 for there was every indication of a crowded house4 ,j4,w4 heard the singing and noted with high approval the variations which modernized the old order4 ,he thought the idea plenty good enough even for ,delafield1 which1 for him1 left nothing more to be said4 ,and there was a feed1 after all2 but it was distinctly light refreshments1 such as ,j4,w4 was used to at ,delafield ,first ,church4 ,on the way back to the ,amberys'1 and well into the night in ,marty's room1 they talked about the circuit and its work4 ,it isn't a circuit1 rightly1 you know1 ,marty said4 ,i preach every ,sunday at both places1 and for the present--,j4,w4 grinned--,i can get across the whole parish every day if necessary4 ,but ,i'm working it a little more systematically than that4 ,you must be4 ,i can hardly believe even what ,i've seen already1 ,j4,w4 replied4 ,when ,i was at ,deep ,creek last ,sunday ,i was sure it was all off with the country church1 and on the way down here ,i passed three abandoned meetinghouses4 ,so ,i made up my mind to persuade you out of it4 ,you know ,i wasn't much in favor of your coming here in the first place4 ,but maybe that's a bigger job than ,i thought4 ,you're right1 ,john ,wesley1 about that4 ,i don't budge1 if ,i can make myself big enough for the job4 ,it's too interesting4 ,and things are happening4 ,there's no danger of this church being abandoned4 ,but what do you do1 ,marty1 to make things happen8 ,i know they don't just happen4 ,i'm from the country too1 remember that4 ,what do ,i do8 ,not ',i' but 'we4' ,well1 we work with our heads first1 and our hearts4 ,then we get out and go at it4 ,take our very first social difficulty2 in ,delafield you have a dozen places to go to4 ,here it's either the church or the schoolhouse--that's all the choice there is4 ,and the schoolhouse has its limitations4 ,so our folks have decided to make the church1 both here and at ,valencia1 the center of the community4 ,that explains the social hall2 we call it ',community ,house4' ,everything that goes on1 except the barn dances over east that we can't do much with so far1 goes on in the church1 or starts with the church1 or ends at the church4 ,that's the first scheme we put over4 ,it was fairly easy1 you know1 because all our country people are pretty much one lot4 ,we have no rich1 and no really poor4 ,and they're not organized to death1 either1 as you are in ,delafield4 ,do you try to have something going on every night1 and nearly every day1 as ,brother ,drury does with us8 ,j4,w4 asked4 ,not quite1 replied ,marty2 we can't4 ,we're too busy growing the food for you town folks4 ,but we keep up a pretty stiff pace1 for the preacher2 ,i have no time hanging on my hands4 ,i should think not1 ,j4,w4 commented1 if you try to run everything4 ,mr4 ,drury always seems to have lots of time1 just because he makes the rest of us run the works in ,delafield ,first4 ,oh1 he does1 does he8 said ,marty1 shortly1 who knew something of the older minister's strategy4 ,that's according to how you look at it4 ,i'm not above learning from him1 and ,i don't run everything1 either4 ,but ,i'm there1 or thereabouts1 most of the time4 ,how do you get time for your study and your sermons1 then1 queried ,j4 ,w41 if you're on the go so much8 ,marty turned a quizzical look at ,j4,w4 ,my beloved chum1 how did you and ,i get time for our studies at ,cartwright8 he said4 ,besides1 ,i'm making one hand wash the other4 ,the social life here1 for instance1 used to be pretty bad1 before ,henderson came--that's the preacher whose place ,i took4 ,it was pulling away from the church2 now it draws to the church4 ,henderson started that4 ,the people who are my main dependence in the other affairs are mostly the same people ,i can count on in the ,sunday school and ,league and the preaching service4 ,the more we do the better it is for what we do ,sundays4 ,then1 there's another ,because these people and ,i know one another so well1 ,i couldn't put on airs in the pulpit if ,i wanted to4 ,i've just got to preach straight1 and ,i won't preach a thing ,i can't back up myself4 ,i use country illustrations2 show them their own world4 ,it's one big white mark for the ,farwell farm1 as you might suppose1 that ,i know the best side of country life1 though ,i don't advertise your real estate4 ,i know1 said ,j4,w4 ,but don't you find country people pretty hard to manage8 ,that's our experience at the store4 ,they are particular and critical1 and think they know just what they want4 ,they do too1 ,marty asserted1 ,why shouldn't they8 ,i believe ,i can tell you one big difference between the city boy and the country4 ,you've been both2 see if ,i'm right4 ,the country boy minds his folks1 and his teacher4 ,but everything else minds him4 ,he is boss of every critter on the place1 from the hens to the horses1 whenever he has anything to do with them at all4 ,so he learns to think for them1 as well as for himself4 ,in the city the boy has no chance to give orders--he's under orders1 all the time2 the traffic cop1 the truant officer1 the boss in the shop or the office1 the street car conductor1 the janitor--everybody bosses him and he bosses nothing1 except his kid brothers and sisters4 ,so he may come to be half cringer and half bully4 ,the country boy is not likely to be much afraid1 and he soon learns that if he tries to boss even the boys without good reason it doesn't pay4 ,maybe that's the reason so many country boys make good when they go to the city4 ,and the reason why a city boy like me1 suggested ,j4,w41 would be a misfit in the country4 ,oh1 you1 scoffed ,marty4 ,you don't count4 ,you're a half-breed4 ,but1 as ,i meant to say1 you're right about country folks4 ,they are a little close1 maybe4 ,they are more independent in their business than town people1 but they learn how to work together2 they exchange farm work1 and work the roads1 and they are fairly dependent on one another for all social life4 ,on ,deep ,creek the tenant farmers are the biggest difficulty1 your dad told me last ,sunday1 said ,j4,w4 ,they go to town when they go anywhere1 and not to church1 either4 ,i know1 said ,marty4 ,and ,i don't much blame 'em1 from all ,i hear4 ,but ,henderson changed that considerably in this community4 ,he found out that the tenants were just as human as the others1 only they had the idea that nobody cared about them1 because they might be here to-day and gone to-morrow4 ,and1 what do you think8 ,i find tenant farmers around here are beginning to take longer leases2 one or two are about like dad's been with your father--more partners than anything else4 ,every renter family in this neighborhood comes to our church1 and only three or four fight shy of us at ,valencia4 ,all right1 said ,j4,w41 drowsily4 ,go to sleep now2 ,i've got to inspect that ,holstein hotel in the morning1 and ,i know what country hours are4 ,the next day ,j4,w4 drove off toward the big barns of his customer1 and left ,marty deep in the mysteries of ,sunday's sermon4 ,marty was yet a very young preacher1 and one sermon a week was all he could manage1 as several of his admirers had found out to his discomfiture1 when one ,sunday they followed him from ,ellis in the morning to ,valencia at night4 ,but the twicers professed to enjoy it4 ,j4,w4's farmer was quite ready to talk about the new barn equipment and how it was working1 and he had remarkably few complaints1 these more for form's sake than anything else4 ,that business was soon out of the way4 ,but ,farmer ,bellamy was interested in other things besides ventilators and horse-forks4 ,so you're a friend of our preacher1 he said1 in the questioning affirmative of the deliberate country4 ,well1 he's quite a go-ahead young fellow2 you never get up early enough to find him working in a cold collar4 ,maybe he's a mite ambitious1 but ,i don't know4 ,j4,w41 as always1 came promptly to ,marty's defense4 ,he's not ambitious for himself1 ,mr4 ,bellamy2 ,i'll vouch for that4 ,but ,i shouldn't wonder he is ambitious about his work1 and maybe that's not a bad thing for a country preacher in these days4 ,that's so1 ,mr4 ,bellamy assented4 ,but ,i doubt we keep him4 ,he'll be getting a church in town before long4 ,now ,j4,w4 had no instructions from ,marty1 but he thought he might venture4 ,and he had been introduced to a few ideas that he had never met in the days when he objected to ,marty's taking a country circuit4 ,i'll tell you something1 ,mr4 ,bellamy1 he said4 ,marty is a farmer's boy who loves the country4 ,if he has the right sort of backing1 ,i shouldn't wonder he stayed here a good long time4 ,he's got enough plans ahead for this circuit of his4 ,mr4 ,bellamy laughed4 ,he has that2 if he waits to get 'em all going we're sure of him for a while4 ,why1 he wants to make the church the most important business in the whole neighborhood2 and1 what's more1 he's getting some of us to see it that way too4 ,yes1 ,i guess that's his dream1 ,j4,w4 said4 ,and it's so much better than the reality up around where ,i used to live that ,i wouldn't head him off if ,i were you4 ,head him off6 ,mr4 ,bellamy laughed again4 ,why1 do you know what he did in the fall1 when some of us told him we couldn't do much for missions8 ,he phoned all over the neighborhood the day before he set out with a ton-and-a-half truck he had hired for the job4 ,told us to put into the truck anything we could spare4 ,and what do you think8 ,before night he drove into ,hill ,city with a big overload1 even for that truck1 of wheat1 corn1 butter1 eggs1 chickens1 sausage1 apples1 potatoes1 and dear knows what4 ,sold the lot for sixty-nine dollars4 ,he paid nine dollars for the truck--got a rate on it--and turned in for missions sixty dollars4 ,we've never given more than twenty1 in cash4 ,but that wasn't all4 ,next ,sunday he reported1 and before any of us could say ',praise the ,lord6' says he1 ',don't think the ,lord's giving any of us much credit for that stuff4 ,we owe him a good deal more than a few eggs that we'll never miss4 ,i just wanted to show you that when we country people really start paying our tithe to the ,almighty our missionary and other offerings will make that truckload look like the crumbs from our tables4 ,i've proved that we're rich1 instead of being too poor to provide for missions4 ,and it's all our ,father's1 you know4 ,when we pay him our tithe we admit that in the only practical way1' ,funny thing was the whole business had been so queer1 nobody got mad over his plain talk4 ,some of us have begun to tithe1 and to enjoy it4 ,yes2 that young feller is quite a go-ahead young feller4 ,j4,w4 rather admired the tale of the truck2 it was like ,marty1 right enough1 to get his tithing talk illustrated with a load of produce2 but there was more than a hint of a new ,marty1 with a new directness and confidence4 ,so he asked1 ,what else is he doing that's making a difference8 ,and the floodgates were lifted4 ,the ,bellamy gift of utterance had a congenial theme4 ,for an hour the stream ran strong and steady1 and when it would have stopped none could tell4 ,but ,j4,w4 remembered he had promised to be back with ,marty for dinner1 and so1 in the midst of a story about ,marty's ,saturday afternoon outings with the boys1 highly reminiscent of their own old-time ,saturdays in the ,deep ,creek timber1 ,j4,w4 made his excuses and hurried away4 ,in that hour he had heard of the observing of special days1 ,thanksgiving and ,christmas particularly2 of the rage for athletic equipment on every farm which had youngsters1 so that the usual anaemic croquet outfit had given place to basketball practice sets1 indoor-outdoor ball1 volley-ball nets1 and other paraphernalia4 ,some of it not much used now1 since winter had come1 but under ,marty's leadership1 a skating rink construction gang had thrown up a dirt embankment in a low spot near the creek and then cut a channel far enough upstream to flood about four acres of swamp4 ,mr4 ,bellamy told about the skating tournaments every afternoon of the cold weather for the school children1 and ,saturday afternoons for the older young folks4 ,more people went than skated too1 the garrulous farmer asserted4 ,it was just another of that young preacher's sociability schemes1 and there was no end to 'em1 seemed like to him4 ,there was even more on the business side of country life3 how ,marty had joined forces with the ,grange and the county agent and the cooperators of the creamery and the elevator and the school teachers4 ,and so on1 and so on4 ,j4,w4 would be the last to worry about such a program2 it just fitted his ideas4 ,but it made him a little more interested in the ,sunday services4 ,would ,marty's preaching match his community work8 ,but before ,sunday morning came ,j4,w4 had other questions to ask4 ,he put them to ,marty in intervals of the skating races2 and again after supper1 before going over to the church to meet a little group of ,sunday-school folk--my teacher-partners ,marty called them--who were learning with him how to adapt ,sunday school science and the teaching art to the conditions of the open country4 ,all of ,j4,w4's questions were really one big question3 ,say1 ,marty1 boy1 ,i always knew you had something in you that didn't show on the surface1 but ,i never thought it was exactly the stuff they need to make up-to-date country preachers4 ,how does it happen that you've blossomed out in these few months as a ,moses to lead a 'rural parish'--if that's the right scientific name--out of such a wilderness as ,i saw at ,deep ,creek last ,sunday8 ,marty made a pass at his chum in the fashion of the ,cartwright days1 and waited for the return punch before answering4 ,don't you ',moses' me1 ,john ,wesley4 ,besides1 this circuit was no wilderness4 ,henderson1 the preacher who was here before me1 was just the man for this work4 ,he knew the country1 and believed it had the makings of even more attractive life than the town4 ,too bad he had to quit4 ,but he started these folks thinking the right way4 ,and then1 don't you remember ,i wrote last summer that ,i was spending two weeks at a school for rural ministers8 ,oh1 yes1 ,i remember that1 ,j4,w4 answered1 but that's no explanation4 ,i spent four years at a college for town and country boys1 and now look at me6 ,two weeks is a little too short a course to produce miracles1 even with such an intellect as yours1 notwithstanding your name is bigger than mine1 ,martin ,luther6 ,now1 if you'd said four weeks1 ,i might almost have believed you1 but two weeks--well1 it just isn't done1 that's all6 ,make fun of it1 will you6 said ,marty1 with another short-arm jab4 ,now1 listen to me4 ,that thing is simple enough4 ,first off1 ,i'd been thinking four years about being a preacher4 ,on top of that1 ,i'd been a country boy for twenty-three years4 ,i know the ,deep ,creek neighborhood better than you do1 because ,i had to live there4 ,you were just visiting the farm your father paid taxes on4 ,when ,i came here ,i found that ,henderson had set things going4 ,he told me what his dream was4 ,so1 when ,i went to that two-weeks' school ,i was ready to take in every word and see every picture and get a grip on every principle4 ,maybe you don't know that it was one of many such schools set up by the rural work leaders of our ,home ,missions ,board1 and it was a great school4 ,they had no use for rocking-chair ruralists1 so the faculty1 instead of being made up of paper experts1 was a bunch of men who knew4 ,it was worth a year of dawdling over text-books4 ,you see1 ,i knew ,i could come back here and try everything on my own people4 ,it was like the ,squeers school in ',nicholas ,nickleby1' ',member8 ,when the spelling class was up1 ,squeers says to ,smike1 the big1 helpless dunce1 ',spell window1' ,and ,smike says1 ',w-i-n-d-e-r1' ',all right1' ,squeers says1 'now go out and wash 'em1' ,well1 ,i hope ,i got the spelling a little nearer right1 but ,i came home and began washing my windows4 ,that's all4 ,j4,w4 said ,huh6 and that stood for understanding1 and approval1 and confidence4 ,as to ,marty's preaching1 it was a boy's preaching1 naturally1 but it was preaching4 ,and the people came for it2 ,j4,w41 remarked to himself the contrast between the close-parked cars around ,ellis church and the forlornly vacant horse-sheds he had seen at ,deep ,creek the ,sunday before4 ,the hearty singing of people glad to be singing together1 the contagious interest of a well-filled house1 and the simple directness of the preacher were all of a piece4 ,here was no effort to ape the forms of a cathedral1 but neither was there any careless1 cheap slovenliness4 ,and assuredly there were no religious stunts4 ,marty preached the ,christian evangel1 not moralized agriculture4 ,he made the gospel invitation a social appeal1 without blinking its primary message to the individual to place himself under the authority of ,christ's self-forgetting love4 ,he put first things in front--,him that cometh unto me1 and then with simple illustrations and words as simple he showed that they who had accepted ,christ's lordship were honor bound to live together under a new sort of law from that of the restless1 pushing1 self-centered world3 ,it shall not be so among you4 ,besides1 he told them they could not separate service from profit4 ,they knew1 for instance1 that their farm values were a third higher because of the presence of the church and its work1 but they would find that the profit motive was not big enough to keep the church going4 ,they had to love the work1 and do it for love of it4 ,that afternoon the friends drove over to ,valencia1 where at night ,marty would preach again this his one sermon of the week2 and ,j4,w4 left him there1 turning his car homeward for the fifty-two miles to ,delafield4 ,as they parted1 ,j4,w4 gripped ,marty's hand and said3 ,old man1 ,i own up4 ,i thought you ought not to bury yourself in the country1 but ,i had no need to worry4 ,i know preachers who are buried in town all right2 you have a bigger field and a livelier one than they will ever find4 ,and ,i'll never say another word about your two-weeks' school4 ,if the ,home ,missions ,board had nothing else to do1 such work as it showed you how to do would be worth all the ,board costs4 ,i'm going to make trouble for ,mr4 ,drury and the district superintendent and the bishop and the ,board and anybody else ,i can get hold of1 until ,deep ,creek gets the same sort of chance as this circuit of yours4 ,if only they knew where to find another ,martin ,luther ,shenk--that's the rub6 ,and with a last handclasp the chums went their separate ways4 ,on ,monday ,j4,w4 called up ,pastor ,drury and gave that gentleman1 who was expecting it1 a five-minute summary of his day with ,marty4 ,i'm awfully glad ,i happened to think of going over there1 he said1 not only for the sake of being with the old boy again1 but because ,i've got some new notions about the country church1 and about what we ,methodists are beginning to do for the places where ,methodism got its start4 ,and ,walter ,drury said1 ,yes1 ,i'm glad1 too4 ,so he was2 he could put down a new mark on the credit side of the ,experiment4 ,,chapter ,,vi ,,is ,,he ,,not ,a ,,man ,,and ,a ,,brother8 ,the colored ,methodists of ,delafield1 who called their church ,saint ,marks1 had always been on good terms with their white co-religionists4 ,mr4 ,drury and the pastor of ,saint ,marks found many occasions of helping each other in their work4 ,the single way in which these two showed themselves conscious of the color line was that while the pastor of ,first ,church often preached in ,saint ,marks1 when the pastor of ,saint ,marks appeared in the pulpit of ,first ,church1 it was to speak on some aspect of his work4 ,j4,w4 knew ,saint ,marks of old4 ,in his high-school days that church had for its preacher one of a fast-vanishing race1 a man mighty in exhortation1 even though narrowly circumscribed in scholastic equipment4 ,his preaching was redolent of the camp meeting1 and he counted that sermon lost which did not evoke a shout or two from the front benches4 ,a few of ,first ,church's younger people often went to sing at ,saint ,marks on special occasions1 and went all the more cheerfully because of the chance it afforded to hear ,brother ,king ,officer preach4 ,where he got that name is not known1 but he had no other4 ,do not think the young people either went to scoff or remained to pray4 ,if at times they were amused at ,brother ,officer's peculiarities1 so were some members of his own flock1 and ,brother ,officer was wise enough to assume that no disrespect was intended4 ,and if the white visitors treated his fervent appeals to the unconverted and backsliders as part of the program1 but having no slightest application to them1 this was also the regular thing1 and nobody was troubled thereat4 ,but while ,j4,w4 was away at college a new pastor had come to ,saint ,marks1 a college and seminary graduate4 ,and he had come just in time4 ,brother ,officer was getting old1 but the determining factor which made the change necessary was that ,delafield happened to be near one of the general routes by which thousands of colored people were moving northward4 ,exoduses have been before2 ,kansas still remembers the exodus from ,tennessee of forty years ago2 but this latest exodus had no one starting-point nor any single destination4 ,it was a vast shifting of ,negro populations from below ,mason and ,dixon's line1 and it swept northward toward all the great industrial centers4 ,its cause and consequences make a remarkable story1 for which there is no room in this chronicle4 ,delafield thought it could not absorb many more ,negroes1 but before the exodus movement subsided the stragglers who had turned aside at ,delafield had more than doubled the ,negro population of the town4 ,a heavy burden of new responsibility was on the young pastor of ,saint ,marks4 ,the newcomers had no such alertness and resourcefulness as his own people4 ,they were helpless in the face of new experiences4 ,soon they became a worry and an enigma to the town authorities2 but especially and inevitably they turned to the churches of their own color1 of which ,delafield could boast but two1 a ,methodist and a ,baptist4 ,so ,saint ,marks and its pastor found both new opportunity and new troubles4 ,one day in the early spring ,mr4 ,drury dropped in to the ,farwell store and asked ,j4,w4 if he would be busy that night4 ,the road to ,deep ,creek was at its spring worst1 and ,j4,w4 had nothing special on4 ,he said as much1 and answering his look of inquiry the pastor said1 ,there's a man speaking at ,saint ,marks to-night who's a ,yale graduate and a ,negro4 ,he's also a ,methodist4 ,does the combination interest you8 ,why1 yes1 ,j4,w4 answered1 it might4 ,you know ,i used to go with the bunch to ,saint ,marks when ,brother ,officer was pastor1 but ,i haven't been since he left4 ,i'd like to see what the new preacher is doing1 and it ought to be worth something to hear a ,negro alumnus of ,yale4 ,william ,hightower1 it seemed1 was the speaker's name--a strong-voiced2 confident man in his thirties4 ,as ,j4,w41 soon discovered1 ,hightower was a distinctively modern ,negro4 ,where ,king ,officer had been almost cringing1 ,hightower's thought1 however diplomatically spoken1 was that of an up-standing mind2 where ,officer accepted as part of the social order the colored man's dependence on the white1 ,hightower spoke of something he called racial solidarity4 ,it was plain that he meant his ,negro hearers to make much of the ,negro's capacity for self-direction4 ,there was little bitterness and no radicalism in the speech1 but to ,j4,w4 it had a queer1 new note4 ,he said as much to ,mr4 ,drury1 on the way home4 ,why1 that ,hightower hardly ever mentioned the church1 although he was speaking at a church meeting4 ,and how independent he was6 ,so you noticed that1 did you8 the pastor responded4 ,to me it is one of the signs of a new day4 ,but do you think it is a good day1 ,mr4 ,drury8 queried ,j4,w4 ,yes--perhaps2 ,i don't know4 ,anyhow1 it is new1 and some of the blame for it is on our shoulders4 ,the way the ,negro thinks and feels to-day is a striking proof of the fact1 often forgotten1 that when you settle old questions you raise new ones4 ,maybe1 said ,j4,w4 doubtfully1 but ,i didn't know we had settled the ,negro question4 ,nor ,i1 agreed ,mr4 ,drury4 ,what we--,i mean1 we ,methodists--settled when we began to deal with the ,negro right after emancipation was not the race question4 ,it was not even a missionary question1 in the old sense1 but it was the question of the nature of the education we should give the young colored people4 ,for we set out deliberately to give them schooling first1 with evangelism as an accompaniment4 ,the stress was on education1 and we decided at the outset on a certain sort of education4 ,i should think1 ventured ,j4,w41 that any old sort of education would serve2 the first teachers had to begin at the bottom1 didn't they8 ,yes1 and lower than any beginnings you know anything about1 the pastor replied4 ,our first workers began without equipment1 without encouragement1 and without everything else except a great pity for the freedman4 ,did you notice1 by the way1 that the speaker to-night never said 'freedman' or mentioned slavery8 ,it is a new day1 ,i tell you4 ,i wish you'd explain just what you mean by that1 ,mr4 ,drury1 ,j4,w4 said4 ,i don't seem to get it4 ,i mean1 said ,mr4 ,drury1 that as soon as our church had decided to do something for the emancipated slaves1 it began to work out a scheme of ,negro education4 ,that was before ,tuskegee1 and even before ,hampton ,institute4 ,maybe we never thought of the ,booker ,washington idea1 or purely industrial education1 but at any rate we went on the theory that the ,negro deserved and in time could take as good an education as any other ,american4 ,so we started academies and colleges and even universities for him1 and a medical school and a theological seminary4 ,i can see myself that there's a difference between that and the industrial idea1 said ,j4,w4 ,decidedly1 there is1 answered the minister2 all the difference which has helped to bring this new day ,i'm talking about1 and to produce such ,negro leaders as ,william ,hightower4 ,you see1 ,j4,w41 it's this way3 ,booker ,washington believed that after the ,negro had been taught to read and write and cipher1 his next and greatest educational need was to learn to make a living4 ,well1 what's the matter with that8 retorted ,j4,w4 ,seems to me it's common sense4 ,possibly1 ,mr4 ,drury answered1 dryly4 ,but what would you say was the first thing needed in the fight against the almost total illiteracy of the freedmen8 ,why1 teachers1 ,i suppose1 said ,j4,w4 ,and it would sure take a lot of teachers1 even to make a start4 ,mr4 ,drury said1 ,that's exactly the fact4 ,it has called for so many that to this day there isn't anything like enough teachers1 although some of our schools and those of other churches have been at work for fifty years4 ,and1 remember1 that practically all of these teachers1 except in a few advanced schools1 must be black teachers1 themselves brought up out of ignorance4 ,well1 said ,j4,w41 that's my point4 ,the quicker we could teach the teachers1 the sooner they would be ready to teach others4 ,that is to say1 ,mr4 ,drury interpreted1 the less we taught them1 the better8 ,seems to me ,i heard something of a small revolt in your time at ,cartwright because it seemed necessary that a young tutor should be temporarily assigned to the class in sophomore ,english4 ,j4,w4 chuckled4 ,it was my class4 ,why1 that fellow was never more than two jumps ahead of the daily work4 ,we knew he had to study his own lesson assignments before he could hear a recitation4 ,we weren't getting anything out of it except the bare text4 ,so some of the boys made things lively for a few days1 and he asked to be relieved4 ,quite so4 ,your class had every imaginable advantage over the colored boys and girls in our schools--just one teacher below par4 ,and yet you think it would be all right to have all colored teachers no more than two jumps ahead of their pupils4 ,well1 yes1 ,i see1 ,j4,w4 said1 with a touch of thoughtfulness4 ,i suppose a good teacher needs more than the minimum text-book knowledge4 ,is that the ,methodist theory8 ,now you're talking like yourself1 ,mr4 ,drury told him4 ,yes1 that's the ,methodist theory4 ,for the fifty years of the old ,freedmen's ,aid ,society--now the ,board of ,education for ,negroes--it has run these schools1 eighteen of them now1 with five thousand seven hundred and two earnest students enrolled1 on a double theory4 ,the first part of the theory is that every child--black1 white1 red or yellow--ought to have all the education he can use4 ,anything less than that would be as good as saying that ,america cares to develop its human resources only just so far1 and not to the limit4 ,the other part of the theory is that the last person in the world to be put off with half an education is a preacher or a teacher4 ,the best is just good enough for all teachers1 whether they teach from a desk or from a pulpit4 ,i guess that's so too1 said ,j4,w4 ,you're getting me interested4 ,now go on and tell me some more4 ,the new pastor of ,saint ,marks told me1 said ,mr4 ,drury1 irrelevantly1 that they would be wanting some new roofing for the barn they're turning into a community house4 ,i shouldn't be surprised if you sold the church a nice little bill of goods4 ,and while you are at it1 you might talk to the pastor--,driver's his name--about this thing from his side of the road4 ,he knows more than ,i do4 ,j4,w4 said he would4 ,and1 though he would have meant it in any case1 the hint about roofing made certain that ,elder ,driver would have a call in the morning from a rising young hardware salesman4 ,by this time they were at the ,farwell gate1 and ,j4,w4 said goodnight4 ,mr4 ,drury walked home1 but before he got ready for his beloved last hour of the day1 with its easy chair and its cherished book1 he called up his colored colleague1 and they had a brief talk over the 'phone4 ,now1 ,walter ,drury had taken no one into his confidence about the ,experiment1 nor did he intend to2 he had the best of reasons for keeping his own counsel1 through the years4 ,so ,elder ,driver could not know the true inwardness of this telephone call2 indeed1 it was so casual that he did not even think to mention it to ,j4,w4 when that alert roofing specialist turned up next morning4 ,i heard you were going to put new roofing on that barn you are fixing up1 ,mr4 ,driver1 and ,i thought ,i might get your order for the job4 ,maybe you know that we do a good deal of that sort of work1 and we can give you expert service2 the right roofing put on to stay1 and to stay put4 ,yes1 they were thinking of that roof2 had to1 because it leaked like a market basket1 and they needed the place right now1 what with the many colored ,methodists who had come to town and had no home--only rooms in the little houses of the colored settlement that had been too small for comfort even before the exodus4 ,but the place would be worth a lot to their work when they got it4 ,about how much do you think of spending1 ,mr4 ,driver8 ,j4,w4 asked4 ,knowing the limited means of ,saint ,marks1 he expected to supply the cheapest roofing the ,farwell ,hardware ,company had in stock1 but ,pastor ,driver had a surprise for him4 ,why1 he said1 we want the best there is4 ,that building was a barn1 ,i'll admit1 but it is strongly built1 and we expect to fix it pretty thoroughly4 ,we have a gift from the ,board of ,home ,missions and ,church ,extension1 and we match that with as much again of our own money1 enough in all to swing the building around off the alley1 put it on a new foundation next to the church1 and remodel it for our needs4 ,that's news to me1 said ,j4,w41 though of course ,i'm glad to hear it4 ,but ,i didn't know that the ,board put money into such work as this4 ,somehow ,i supposed you were under the ,board of ,education for ,negroes4 ,no1 not for this sort of church work1 the colored pastor answered4 ,i was 'under' the ,board of ,education for ,negroes1 as you put it1 for a long time myself1 in the days when it was called the ,freedmen's ,aid ,society4 ,and so was my wife4 ,but now we're doing missionary work1 and that's the other ,board's job4 ,oh1 yes1 ,j4,w4 assented4 ,i might have known that4 ,and you mean that you were under the ,freedmen's ,aid ,society when you were going to school--is that it8 ,that's it1 said ,pastor ,driver1 with a gleaming smile4 ,i was in two of the schools4 ,philander ,smith ,college1 at ,little ,rock1 ,arkansas1 and ,clark ,university1 at ,atlanta1 ,georgia4 ,then ,i got my theological course at ,gammon1 on the same campus as ,clark4 ,you say your wife was in school too8 ,yes--with an even brighter smile--she was at ,clark when ,i met her4 ,like me1 she attended two schools on that campus4 ,the other was ,thayer ,home1 a girls' dormitory1 supported by the ,woman's ,home ,missionary ,society4 ,a home8 ,then how could it be a school8 ,j4,w4 asked4 ,that's just it1 ,mr4 ,farwell1 the minister explained4 ,it was a school of home life1 not only cooking and sewing and scrubbing1 and what all you think of as domestic science1 but a school of the home spirit--just the thing my people need4 ,thayer was1 and is1 a place where the girl students of ,clark ,university learn how to make real homes4 ,and in the college classes they learn what you might suppose any college student would learn4 ,that's why ,i said ,mrs4 ,driver went to two schools4 ,j4,w4 recalled the ,hightower speech of the night before1 and the discussion with ,mr4 ,drury on the way home4 ,he wanted to go into it all with this pastor1 who wasn't much past his own age1 and evidently had some ideas4 ,for the first time he wondered too how it happened that in that draft of the ,everyday ,doctrines of ,delafield they had altogether ignored the ,negro4 ,was that a symptom of something8 ,then he remembered his errand1 and the work which was waiting up at the store4 ,so he said3 ,excuse me1 ,mr4 ,driver1 for being so inquisitive4 ,i've never thought much about our church's colored work1 but what ,i heard at last night's meeting started me4 ,rather curious that ,i should be here talking about it with you the very next morning1 isn't it8 ,but about that roofing1 now4 ,of course you'll look around and get other estimates1 but anyway ,i'd be glad to take the measurements and give you our figures4 ,i promise you they'll be worth considering4 ,i'm sure of that1 ,mr4 ,farwell1 said the other1 heartily1 and if ,i have any influence with the committee--and ,i think ,i have--you needn't lose any sleep over any other figures we might get4 ,as for being inquisitive about our work here1 ,i wish more of this town's white ,methodists would get inquisitive4 ,and that reminds me3 there's to be an ,epworth ,league convention here week after next1 and ,i've been told to invite one of the ,league leaders in your church to make a short address on the opening night4 ,you're a ,league leader1 ,i know1 and the first one ,i've thought about4 ,so ,i'm asking you1 right now4 ,will you come over and speak for us8 ,now1 though ,j4,w4 always said he was no speaker1 he had never hesitated to accept invitations to take part in ,league conventions4 ,but this was different4 ,he made no answer for a minute4 ,and in the pause his mind was busy with all he knew1 and all he had acquired at second hand1 about the relations of colored ,christians and white1 and particularly about what might be thought and said if it should be announced that he was to speak at a ,negro ,epworth ,league convention4 ,and then he had the grace to blush1 realizing that this colored pastor1 waiting so quietly for his answer1 must infallibly have followed his thoughts4 ,in his swift self-blame he felt that the least amends he could make for his unspoken discourtesy was a prompt acceptance of the invitation4 ,so he looked up and said1 hurriedly3 ,mr4 ,driver1 forgive me for not speaking sooner4 ,i'll do the best ,i can2 and then1 regaining his composure1 ,have you any idea as to the subject ,i'm supposed to talk about8 ,yes1 the colored minister replied1 not without a touch of curious tenseness in his voice4 ,the committee wanted me to get a representative from your ,chapter to make a ten-minute address of welcome on behalf of the ,epworthians of ,first ,church6 ,again ,j4,w4 was forced to hesitate4 ,here he was an ,epworthian1 but knowing nothing at all about the work of these other young ,methodists4 ,until to-day he scarcely knew they existed4 ,and now he was asked to welcome them to town in the name of the ,league6 ,but once again shame compelled him to take the bold course4 ,with an apologetic smile he said1 ,well1 that's the last subject ,i could imagine you'd give to any of us at ,first ,church4 ,your young people and ours have hardly been aware of each other1 and it seems queer that you should ask me to make an address of welcome in your church4 ,but as ,i think of it1 maybe this is just what somebody ought to do1 and ,i might as well try it4 ,trouble is1 what am ,i going to say8 ,we'll risk that1 ,mr4 ,farwell1 said ,pastor ,driver1 confidently4 ,just say what you think1 and you'll do all right4 ,j4,w4 was by no means sure of that1 and the more he thought about his speech in the next few days1 the more confused he became4 ,any ordinary speech of welcome would be easy--,glad you were sensible enough to come to ,delafield1 make yourselves at home1 freedom of the city1 our latch strings are out1 command us for anything we can do1 congratulate you on the fine work you are doing1 know when we return this visit and come to the places you represent you will make us welcome--and so on4 ,but it was plainly impossible for him to talk like that4 ,it wouldn't be true1 and it would certainly not be prudent4 ,he put the thing up to ,j4,w41 ,sr4 ,what'll ,i say1 dad8 he asked4 ,you know we haven't had much to do with the people of ,saint ,marks1 and maybe it wouldn't be best for us to make any sudden change as to that1 even if some of us wanted to4 ,but ,i've got to talk like a ,christian1 whether ,i feel like one or not4 ,my son1 his father answered him1 sententiously1 it's your speech1 not mine4 ,but if an old fogy may suggest something1 why not forget all about the usual sort of welcome address8 ,why not say something of the whole program of our church as it affects our colored people8 ,it touches the young folks more than any others4 ,welcome them to that4 ,that's all very fine1 ,j4,w4 objected4 ,everybody who's on for an address of welcome is advised by his friends to cut out the old stuff1 but it means work4 ,and you know that ,i don't know the first thing about what you call the whole program of our church for the colored people4 ,that man ,driver knows1 but ,i can't ask him4 ,of course not1 assented ,j4,w41 ,sr41 but you can ask somebody else4 ,i'll venture ,mr4 ,drury can tell you where to find all you would want to talk about4 ,ask him4 ,you're never bothered by bashfulness with him1 if ,i remember right4 ,j4,w4 admitted he had already thought of that4 ,he and ,i were talking about this very thing the night before ,i went to see about that roofing4 ,but here's the point--,i'm not to represent the pastor1 but the young people4 ,and ,i'm not so sure that what ,mr4 ,drury might give me1 if he were willing1 could be made to fit into a ,league speech1 under the circumstances4 ,i'd try it anyway1 said the elder ,farwell4 ,he's nearly always willing1 seems to me1 and a pretty safe adviser most of the time4 ,all right1 agreed ,j4,w41 ,i'll see him1 but he'll probably tell me to find things out for myself4 ,he's a good scout1 is ,mr4 ,drury2 the best pastor ,i ever knew or want to know1 but sometimes he has the queerest streaks2 won't help a fellow a little bit1 and when you're absolutely sure he could if he would4 ,it won't be enough to see him1 though2 even if he is in a generous mood and gives me more dope than ,i can use4 ,i'd better talk to some of the ,league people4 ,and still he gravitated toward the pastor's study4 ,it was the easiest way4 ,the pastor was always in a more generous mood than ,j4,w4 gave him credit for4 ,it was only that he never supplied crutches when people needed to use their legs1 nor brains when they needed to use their heads1 nor emotions when they needed to use their hearts4 ,he told ,j4,w4 to rummage through the one bookshelf in the study which held his small but usable collection of books and pamphlets on the ,negro1 and see what he might find4 ,and1 as always1 they talked4 ,i can tell by that preacher at ,saint ,marks1 said ,j4,w41 how ,i had the wrong end of the argument that night we came from ,hightower's address4 ,a man with a big job like his has to be a pretty big man1 and he needs all the education he can get4 ,there's a principle in that1 ,j4,w41 suggested ,mr4 ,drury2 see if this seems a reasonable way to state it3 ,in dealing with any people1 the more needy they are1 the better equipped and trained their leaders should be4 ,yes1 sir1 it sounds reasonable enough1 ,j4,w4 admitted4 ,and yet ,i never thought of it until now4 ,but you said something the other night that ,i don't see yet4 ,that may be no fault of yours1 my boy1 said the minister1 with a laugh4 ,what was it8 ,why1 you said men like ,hightower are inclined to overlook the work of the church1 and that it was the church's own fault2 something about raising new questions when you settle old ones4 ,oh1 yes1 said ,mr4 ,drury1 ,i remember4 ,maybe saying it's the church's own fault is not just the way to put it4 ,say instead that you can't educate children1 nor yet races that are developing1 and expect them to turn out exactly according to your notions of the future4 ,because1 when their minds are growing they are developing1 not according to something in you1 but according to something in them4 ,so every teacher1 and ,i suppose every parent1 has moments of wondering how it ever happens that young people learn so much that is not taught them4 ,and it's the same way with races4 ,you mean1 inquired ,j4,w41 that ,hightower is like that8 ,i mean1 ,pastor ,drury replied1 that everybody is like that4 ,if we had given the ,negro no education at all1 we could probably have kept him contented for a good many years with just being 'free4' ,if we had given no ,negro anything but a common-school chance1 the race would have been pretty slow to develop discontent4 ,but ,hightower went to ,yale1 and ,du ,bois went to ,harvard and ,germany1 and ,pickens went to ,yale1 and so on4 ,thousands of colored men and women have been graduated from colleges of liberal arts4 ,and so they are not satisfied with conditions which would have been heavenly bliss to their grandfathers and grandmothers4 ,i know ,i'm stupid1 said ,j4,w41 a trifle ruefully1 but ,i've always supposed that education was good for everybody4 ,now you seem to say that education makes people discontented4 ,of course it does1 said ,mr4 ,drury1 that's the reason it is good for them4 ,would you be content to call a one-room shack home1 and live as the plantation hand lives8 ,if you would1 the world's profit out of you1 and your own profit out of yourself1 wouldn't be much4 ,real education does exactly mean discontent4 ,and the people who are discontented may be uncomfortable to live with1 if we think they ought to be docile1 but they get us forward4 ,maybe you're right1 ,j4,w4 conceded1 and the church is not to be blamed4 ,still1 if our work for the black man has made him troublesome1 and given him ideas bigger than he can hope to realize1 how does that fit in with our ,christianity8 ,shouldn't the church be a peacemaker1 instead of a trouble-maker8 ,now1 ,john ,wesley1 ,jr41 the other said1 in mock protest1 that sermon of mine on ',not ,peace1 but a ,sword' must have been wasted on you4 ,our ,lord most certainly came to make peace1 and he spoke a great blessing on peacemakers4 ,but he was himself the world's greatest disturber4 ,peace while there is injustice1 or ignorance1 or any sort of wickedness1 has nothing to do with ,christ's intentions4 ,i know that the old-time slave-traders of the ,north1 and the more persistent slave-buyers of the ,south1 were always asking for that sort of peace4 ,but they couldn't have it4 ,nobody ever can have it1 so long as ,jesus has a single follower in the world4 ,well1 what has all this to do1 asked ,j4,w41 with our church's special work for the colored people8 ,ah1 yes1 the pastor answered1 that's the very thing you must find out before you make that address of welcome4 ,by this time ,j4,w4 had gathered up a pile of books1 pamphlets1 reports1 and papers--enough1 he thought1 to serve as the raw material of a ,ph4,d4 thesis1 and he said to ,mr4 ,drury1 ,would you mind if ,i took this home8 ,i'll bring it all back1 and it's not likely ,i'll damage it much44 ,the asking was no more than a form2 for years the people of ,first ,church had known themselves freely welcome to any book in the preacher's shelves4 ,an interest in his books was passport to his special favor4 ,his own evident love for books had been the best possible insurance that these particular borrowers would be more scrupulous than the general4 ,this bit of pastoral work1 it should be said1 with the frequent book-talk that grew out of it1 was not least among all the reasons why ,first ,church people thought their bachelor minister just the man for them4 ,so off went ,j4,w4 with his armful1 and for a week thereafter you might have supposed he was cramming for a final exam of some sort4 ,early in his preparation he decided that his father's advice was wise1 and he put the stress of his effort on the church's work and how ,negro youth had responded to it4 ,the other matter was too delicate1 he felt1 for his amateur handling1 and1 besides1 he was not altogether sure even of his own position4 ,on the convention night ,saint ,marks was crowded with young colored people1 some of whom came from places a hundred miles away4 ,they were badged and pennanted quite in the fashion to which ,j4,w4 was accustomed4 ,but for their color1 and1 to be frank1 for a little more restraint and thoughtfulness in their really unusual singing1 they were just young ,methodists at a convention1 not different from ,caucasian ,methodists of the same age4 ,when ,j4,w4's turn came to speak1 the chairman introduced him in the fewest possible words1 but with the courtesy which belongs to self-respect1 saying1 ,mr4 ,farwell will make the delegates welcome in the name of the ,first ,church ,epworthians4 ,and he did4 ,he had his notes1 pretty full ones1 to which he made frequent references1 but the quality in his speech which drew the convention's cheers was its frank and natural simplicity4 ,i would have begged off from this duty1 if ,i could1 he began1 but ,i knew from the moment ,i was asked that ,i had no decent excuse4 ,but ,i knew so little of what ,i ought to say that it was necessary for me to dig1 just as ,i used to do at school4 ,the result of my digging is that ,i know now and ,i want you to know that ,i know1 why ,first ,church young people should join in welcoming you to ,delafield4 ,some of them don't know yet1 any more than ,i did ten days ago2 but ,i intend to enlighten them the first chance ,i get4 ,we ,first ,church ,epworthians might welcome you for many reasons1 but ,i have decided to stick to two1 because1 as ,i have said1 ,i have just been learning something about them4 ,we welcome you1 then1 because you represent the most eager hunger for complete education that exists in ,america to-day1 unless our new ,hebrew citizens can match it4 ,no others can4 ,the record of our church's schools for your race prove that it simply is not possible to keep the ,negro youth out of school4 ,they will walk further1 eat less1 work harder1 and stay longer to get an education than for anything else in the world4 ,not so many days ago ,i ignorantly thought that the 'three ,r's' was all that ought to be offered1 partly because the need is so great4 ,i hope you will forgive me that thought1 when ,i tell you that now ,i know what ignorance it revealed in me4 ,the great need is the strongest argument for the highest education4 ,because of your great numbers1 and because of your ever intenser racial self-respect1 the ,negro must educate the ,negro1 be physician for the ,negro1 preach to the ,negro1 nurse the ,negro1 lead the ,negro in all his upward effort4 ,otherwise these things will be done badly1 or patronizingly1 or not at all4 ,but if you are to do your own educational work1 your educators must be fully equipped4 ,it is not possible to send the whole race to college1 but it is possible to send college-trained youth to the race4 ,for this reason our church has established normal schools1 colleges of liberal arts1 professional schools1 homes for college girls1 so that the coming leaders of your people may have access to the best the world offers in science and literature1 in medicine and law1 in business and religion4 ,you will not mistake my purpose1 ,i am sure1 in saying that you know better than we can guess how your people1 through no fault of theirs1 have been long in bondage to the unskilled hand1 the unawakened mind1 and the uninspired heart4 ,but it is more and more an unwilling bondage4 ,and our church1 your church1 has set up these schools and these training homes ,i have mentioned1 as though she were saying1 in the words of one of your own wonderful songs1 ',let my people go6' ,and the results are coming4 ,your two bishops1 one in the ,south and one in ,africa1 your leaders in the church's highest councils1 your educators1 your far-seeing business men1 your great preachers1 are part of the answer to your church's passion to give full freedom to all her people4 ,for you are her people1 the people of the ,christian ,church2 we are all ,god's people4 ,it seems to me that just now ,god is interested in bringing to every race in the world the chance of liberty for hand and head and heart4 ,god has greater things for us all to do than we can now understand1 but all his purposes must wait on our getting free from everything that would defeat our work4 ,our ,first-,church young people welcome you because with all else you represent a great purpose to make religion intelligent4 ,you know1 as we do1 that piety to be vital must be mixed with sound learning4 ,you have the missionary spirit1 which never thrives in an atmosphere of resistance to education4 ,you are 'fellow ,christians1' fellow workers4 ,we are sharers with you in personal devotion to our ,lord1 and in the common purpose to make him ,master of all life4 ,and1 finally1 let me say it bluntly1 we welcome you because we believe in your pride of race1 and honor it in you as we honor it in our fellow citizens of other races4 ,they and you have some things in common1 but you will not misunderstand me when ,i congratulate you on what is peculiar to you4 ,you have been fully ,americanized for more generations than most other ,americans4 ,you have no need to strive after the ,american spirit4 ,i have a friend of ,greek birth1 who thinks pridefully back to the ,golden ,age of ,greece1 and ,i envy him his glorying4 ,but your pride of race1 turning away from the unhappy past1 sees your ,golden ,age in the days to come1 not in the dim yesterdays4 ,you are the makers1 not the inheritors1 of a great destiny4 ,for that noble future which is to be yours in our common ,america1 you do well to hold as above price the purity and strength of your racial life4 ,better than we of ,caucasian stock1 you know that only so may all the values be fully realized which are to be ,africa's contribution to the spiritual wealth of ,america and the world4 ,there was a moment of silence1 for the implications of the last sentence were not as plain as they might have been4 ,but when the audience caught ,j4,w4's somewhat daring appeal to its racial self-respect it broke into such cheers as are not given to the polite phraser of conventional commonplaces4 ,,chapter ,,vii ,,the ,,first ,,american ,,civilization ,the full record of ,j4,w4's commercial career must he left to some other chronicler1 but an occasional reference to it cannot be omitted from these pages4 ,pastor ,drury's brother ,albert1 a ,saint ,louis business man who knew the old city by the ,mississippi from the levees to the ,university1 was a citizen who loved his city so well that he did not need to join a ,boosters' ,club to prove it4 ,the two ,drurys saw each other1 as both averred1 all too seldom4 ,on the infrequent occasions when they met1 as1 for instance1 during a certain church federation gathering which had brought the minister down to ,saint ,louis from ,delafield1 their visiting was a joyous thing to see4 ,lounging in the ,city ,club one day after lunch1 with every other subject of common interest at least touched on1 ,brother ,albert turned to ,brother ,walter3 ,and how goes the church and parish of ,delafield8 ,you told me long ago that you wanted to stay there ten years2 it's more than eight now4 ,does the ten-year mark yet stand8 ,yes1 ,al41 it still stands1 if nothing should interfere1 said ,walter4 ,he had never told his brother the reason back of that ten-year mark1 and he was not ready1 even yet1 for that4 ,of late he had taken to wondering when and how the ,experiment would come to its crisis4 ,he wanted some help just now1 and here might be an opening4 ,so he went on1 ,i've been working away at several special jobs1 as you know ,i like to do1 and one of them has a good deal to do with a young fellow named ,farwell1 ,john ,wesley ,farwell1 ,jr41 who'll be the mainstay of the best hardware store in ,delafield before long if he sticks to it4 ,everybody calls him ',j4,w41' and he's the sort of boy that has always interested me1 he's so 'average1' ,he paused2 his thoughts busy with the ,experiment4 ,well1 his brother broke in1 after a moment1 what's this young ,john ,wesley ,methodist been doing8 ,it isn't altogether what he has been doing1 but it's what ,i'd like to see him get a chance to do1 explained the preacher4 ,he's tied to the store and to ,delafield1 so far1 and ,i've reasons for wanting him to see some parts of this country he'll never see from ,main ,street in our town4 ,well1 brother mine1 maybe he could be induced to leave that particular ,main ,street4 ,there's where we get the best citizens of this village4 ,has he any objections to making a change--to travel1 for instance8 ,i don't know1 said ,walter2 probably not4 ,he's young1 and has a pretty good education4 ,i do know that he's ambitious to make himself the best hardware man in our section1 and ,i believe he'll do it1 in time4 ,personally1 ,i want him to travel4 ,but how would anybody go about getting him the chance8 ,albert ,drury laughed4 ,that's easy1 only a preacher couldn't be expected to see it4 ,if any country boy really knows the stuff he handles1 whether it is hardware or candy or hides1 he can get the chance all right4 ,this town wants him4 ,don't you know that the big wholesale houses recruit their sales forces by spotting just such boys as your ,john ,wesley ,farwell may be8 ,but what do you mean by calling him average1 if he's such a keen judge of hardware8 ,oh1 well1 he is more than average on hardware1 but he's so beautifully average human2 one of those chaps who do most of the real work of the world4 ,all right1 old man2 ,i'm not sure that ,i follow you2 but1 anyway1 ,i may be of some use4 ,i'll tell you what ,i'll do2 ,i know the very man4 ,peter ,mc,dougall1 who's a friend ,i can bank on1 is sales manager of the ,cummings ,hardware ,corporation4 ,nothing will come of it if ,peter is not impressed1 but all ,i need to do is to tell him there's a prospective star salesman up at ,delafield1 and his man who has that territory will be looking up your ,john ,wesley before you have time to write another sermon4 ,by the way1 he added1 what part of the country did you say you wanted young ,farwell to see8 ,i didn't say1 the preacher admitted1 but ,i would like him to see something of the ,southwest4 ,i want to see what will happen when he bumps up against the sort of civilization that followed the ,spanish to ,america4 ,well1 of course1 you know that wholesale hardware houses don't run salesmen's excursions to help ,methodist preachers try out the effect of ,american history on their young parishioners1 no matter how lofty the motive1 and ,albert ,drury poked his brother in the ribs4 ,but supposing this boy is otherwise good stuff he'll be in the right place1 if he goes with the ,cummings people4 ,a big share of their business is in that end of the world4 ,if ,j4,w4 had been told of this conversation1 which he wasn't1 he might not have been quite so mystified over the letter from the great ,peter ,mc,dougall1 which came a few weeks after the preacher's return from ,saint ,louis4 ,mc,dougall he knew well by reputation1 having heard about him from every ,cummings man who unpacked samples in ,delafield4 ,and to be invited to ,saint ,louis by the great man1 with the possibility of an opening1 ultimately1 in our sales force1 was a surprise as interesting as it was unexpected4 ,naturally1 ,j4,w4 could not know how much careful investigation had preceded the writing of that letter4 ,the ,cummings ,corporation did not act on impulse4 ,but he would have accepted the invitation in any case4 ,and that is enough for the present purpose of the story of ,j4,w4's first business venture away from ,delafield4 ,not without some hesitation did he close with the ,cummings offer2 but after he had talked it all over with the folks at home1 and then all over again out at ,deep ,creek with ,jeannette ,shenk1 who was both sorry and proud1 it was settled4 ,reaching ,saint ,louis1 the canny ,mc,dougall looked him over and thought him worth trying out2 so over he went to the stock department4 ,then followed busy weeks in the buildings of the ,cummings ,hardware ,corporation down by the river1 learning the stock4 ,he discovered before the end of the first day that he had never yet guessed what hardware meant2 he wandered through the mazes of the vast warehouses until his legs ached much and his eyes ached more4 ,at last came the day when he found himself on the road1 not alone1 of course1 but in tow of ,fred ,finch1 an old ,cummings salesman who had occasionally made ,delafield4 ,the ,cummings people did not throw their new men overboard and let them swim if they could4 ,they had a careful training system1 of which the stockroom days were one part1 and this personally conducted introduction to the road was another4 ,albert ,drury had been sufficiently interested in his brother's wish to drop a hint to ,mc,dougall1 to which that hard-headed executive would have paid no attention if it had not fitted in just then with the requirements of his sales policy4 ,but the hint sent ,j4,w4 out with ,finch over the longest route which the house worked for trade4 ,on the map this route was a great kite-shaped thing1 with its point at ,saint ,louis1 and the whole ,southwest this side of the ,colorado ,river included in the sweep of its sides and top4 ,to ,fred ,finch it was a weary journey1 but ,j4,w4 gave no thought to its discomforts4 ,he was seeing the country1 as well as learning to sell hardware1 and both occupations were highly absorbing4 ,before long he found too that he was seeing a new people4 ,storekeepers he knew1 as being of his own guild2 the small towns were much like ,delafield1 when you had become used to their newer crudeness of architecture and their sprawling planlessness2 and the people who used hardware were very much like his customers at home4 ,he had no fear of failing to become a salesman1 after the first few experiences under ,finch's watchful eye2 his father had taught him a sort of salesmanship which experience could only make more effective4 ,he knew already never to sell what he could see his customer ought not to buy1 and he knew always to contrive as much as possible that the customer should do the selling to himself4 ,the elder ,farwell used to say1 ,let your customer once see the advantage that buying is to him1 and he won't care what advantage selling is to you4 ,now1 as has been said before1 this is not a salesman's story4 ,let it suffice to say that before the two got back to ,saint ,louis ,j4,w4 knew he had found his trade4 ,he was a natural salesman1 and so ,fred ,finch reported to ,peter ,mc,dougall4 ,if it's hardware1 he said1 that boy can sell it1 and ,i don't care where you put him4 ,he can sell to people who can't speak ,english1 and ,i believe he could sell to deaf mutes or the blind4 ,he knows the line1 and they know he knows it4 ,why1 this very first trip he's sold more goods on his own say-so than on the house brand4 ,said he knew what the stuff would do1 and people took that who usually want to know about the guarantee4 ,all of which ,peter ,mc,dougall filed where he would not forget it4 ,but to go back to the trip itself4 ,along the railway in ,kansas ,j4,w4 began to see box-cars without trucks1 roughly fitted up for dwellings4 ,dark-skinned men and women and children were in occupation1 and all the household functions and processes were going on1 though somewhat primitively4 ,mexicans1 said ,finch1 as ,j4,w4 pointed out the cars4 ,section hands2 when ,i first began to make this territory you never saw them except right down on the border1 but they have moved a long way east and north4 ,i saw lots of them in the yards at ,kansas ,city last time ,i was there4 ,j4,w4 watched the box-car life with a good deal of curiosity4 ,here and there were poor little attempts at color and adornment2 flowers in window boxes and bits of lace at the windows4 ,delafield had plenty of foreigners1 but these were foreigners of another sort4 ,they seemed to be entirely at home4 ,i suppose1 he said to ,finch1 these ,mexicans have come to the ,states to get away from the robbery and ruin that ,mexico has had instead of government these last ten years and more4 ,yes1 ,finch answered1 thousands of 'em4 ,but not all4 ,some of these ,mexicans are older ,americans than we are4 ,we took 'em over when we got ,texas and ,new ,mexico and ,california from ,old ,mexico4 ,they were here then1 speaking the ,spanish their ancestors had learned three hundred years ago and more4 ,but they're all the same ,mexicans1 no matter on which side of the ,rio ,grande they were born4 ,of course those born on this side have had some advantages that the peons never knew4 ,but do you mean1 ,j4,w4 wanted to know1 that they are not really ,american citizens8 ,fred ,finch said no1 he didn't mean exactly that4 ,certainly1 those born on this side were ,american citizens in the eyes of the law1 and those who came across the ,rio ,grande could get naturalized4 ,but that made little real difference4 ,a ,mexican was a ,mexican1 and you had to deal with him as one4 ,j4,w4 was not quite satisfied with that explanation1 but he preferred to wait until he had seen enough so that he could ask his questions more intelligently4 ,so he kept relatively still1 but his eyes did not cease from observing4 ,as the trip progressed1 and the jumps between towns became longer1 the young salesman had time to see a good deal4 ,in the far ,southwest he became aware that the increasingly numerous ,mexican population was no longer a matter of box-car dwellers1 more or less migratory4 ,it was a settled people4 ,its little adobe villages1 queer and quaint as they seemed to ,middle-,western eyes1 were centers of established life4 ,and he discovered that in these villages always one building overshadowed all the rest4 ,one day as they were headed towards ,el ,paso he ventured to mention this to his traveling companion4 ,seems to me1 he said1 that none of these little mud villages is too poor to have a church1 and mostly a pretty good church too4 ,how do they manage it8 ,now ,finch was no student of church life1 but he did know a little about the country4 ,that's the way it is all over this ,southwest1 my boy1 and across the line in ,old ,mexico it's a good deal more so4 ,my guess is that the churches and the priests began by teaching the people that whatever else happened they had to put up for the church1 and from what ,i've noticed ,i reckon that now nothing else matters much to the church4 ,it has become a kind of poor relation that's got to be fed and helped1 whether it amounts to anything or not4 ,but it's a long way from being as humble and thankful as you would naturally expect a poor relation to be4 ,during the ,el ,paso layover the two of them took a day across the ,international ,bridge4 ,j4,w4 had watched the ,mexicans coming over1 and he wanted to see the country they came from4 ,you'll not see much over there1 a friendly spoken customs official told him4 ,it's a pretty poor section of desert 'round about these parts4 ,you ought to get away down into the heart of the country4 ,yes1 ,i suppose so1 ,j4,w4 responded1 but there isn't time on this trip4 ,are such people as these coming over to the ,united ,states right along8 ,i should say they are1 said the man of authority with emphasis4 ,in the last four or five years the ,mexican population of the ,united ,states has about doubled2 three quarters of a million have crossed the ,rio ,grande somewhere1 or the border further west4 ,you people from the ,east make a big fuss over immigration from ,europe1 but you hardly seem to know that a regular flood has been pouring in through these southwestern gateways4 ,you will some day4 ,what they saw on the ,mexican side of the bridge was1 as the customs man had said1 nothing much4 ,but ,j4,w4 came away with a strange sense of depression4 ,he had never before seen so much of the raw material of misery and squalor2 what he had observed with wondering pity in the villages on the ,american side was as nothing to the unrelieved hopelessness of the south bank of the river4 ,that night in the hotel lobby ,j4,w4 noticed a fresh-faced but rather elderly man whom he recognized as one whom he had seen over in ,mexico earlier in the day4 ,with the memory of what he had seen yet fresh upon him1 ,j4,w4 ventured a commonplace or two with the stranger1 and found him so genial and interesting that they were still talking long after ,fred ,finch had yawned himself off to bed4 ,i thought ,i remembered seeing you over there1 said the unknown1 and you didn't look like a seasoned traveler2 more like the amateur ,i am myself1 though ,i do get about a little4 ,i'm no seasoned sightseer1 said ,j4,w42 this is my first time out4 ,and that's maybe the reason ,i've developed so much curiosity about the people we saw to-day4 ,do you know much about them8 ,who8 the ,mexicans8 ,the other man smiled1 and then was suddenly serious4 ,my friend1 ,i begin to think ,i'm making the ,mexicans my hobby4 ,i don't know who you are1 but if you are really interested in the ,mexicans as human beings ,i'd rather tell you what ,i know than do anything else ,i can think of to-night4 ,it isn't often ,i find a traveling man who cares4 ,well1 ,i do care1 ,j4,w4 asserted1 stoutly4 ,they're people1 folks1 aren't they8 ,and it looks as though they could stand having somebody get interested in them a little4 ,ah1 ,i see now what you are2 you are that remarkable combination1 a traveling man and a ,christian4 ,am ,i right8 ,why1 ,i suppose so1 said ,j4,w41 with a smile and a touch of the old boyish pride in his name4 ,my initials1 as you might say1 are ',john ,wesley1' and ,i'm not ashamed of them4 ,and that means you are not only a ,christian1 but a ,methodist8 ,my dear man1 we must shake on that4 ,i'm a ,methodist myself1 as the stage robber said to ,brother ,van1 with the romantic name of ,tanner4 ,got my first interest in ,mexico and the ,mexicans when my daughter married a young ,methodist preacher and they went down there as missionaries4 ,i make a trip to see them and the babies about once a year4 ,but now ,i am getting interested in these people as an ,american and1 ,i hope1 a ,christian who tries to work at the business4 ,what did you say your other name was8 ,j4,w4 hadn't said1 but now he did1 and the two settled to their talk4 ,this ,william ,tanner1 some sort of retired business man1 certainly seemed to know his ,mexico4 ,and he had that most subtle of all stimulants to-night1 a curious and sympathetic hearer4 ,by consequence he was eager to give all that ,j4,w4 would take4 ,before long ,j4,w4 had edged in a question about the church4 ,he said1 ,you know1 ,mr4 ,tanner1 we have a pretty good ,roman ,catholic church in my home town1 though ,father ,o',neill doesn't tie up much to what the other churches are trying to do1 and some of his flock seem to me pretty wild1 for sheep4 ,now1 these churches down here are all ,roman ,catholic too1 yet they certainly don't look any kin to ,saint ,ursula's at ,delafield4 ,are they8 ,it was the sort of question which ,william ,tanner had asked himself many a time when he first came to ,mexico4 ,this is the way of it1 ,mr4 ,farwell1 he said4 ,the church came to ,mexico1 and to all ,latin ,america1 from ,spain and ,portugal4 ,it had a few great names1 we must acknowledge1 in those early times4 ,but in a little while it settled down to two activities--to make itself the sole religious authority and to get rich4 ,it was a church of ,god and gold1 and as a matter of course it preached that it was the supreme arbiter of life and death in matters of faith1 and extended its authority into every relation of life4 ,it brought from the lands of the ,inquisition the idea of priestly power1 and there was none to dispute it in ,latin ,america1 as there was in the colonies of our own country4 ,it gave the people little instruction1 and no responsibility or freedom4 ,it made outward submission the test of piety and faith4 ,and so when ,spain lost its grip on the western hemisphere the church found itself with nothing but its claim of power to fall back on4 ,well1 you know that would work only with the ignorant and the superstitious4 ,mexico1 and all ,latin ,america for that matter1 clear to the ,straits of ,magellan1 is a land of innumerable crosses1 but no ,christ4 ,the church has had left to it what it wanted2 that is1 the priestly prerogatives2 it marries1 baptizes1 absolves1 buries1 where the people can pay the fees1 and the people for various reasons have not cared that this is all4 ,if they are afraid1 or want to make a show1 they call in the church2 if they don't care1 or if they are poor1 they go unbaptized1 unmarried1 unshriven1 and do not see that it makes any difference4 ,they have no understanding of the church as a ,christian institution2 in fact1 ,i think it would puzzle most of them to tell what a true church ought to be4 ,now1 all this is the church's reward for its ancient choice1 which1 so far as ,i can see1 is still its choice4 ,to the average ,latin ,american the church is1 and in the nature of things must be1 a demander of pay for ceremonial1 and a bitterly jealous defender of all its old autocratic claims4 ,that is of the nature of the church4 ,but ,i don't understand1 interposed ,j4,w4 ,if the people have no real use for the church1 why do they support it8 ,it certainly is supported4 ,that1 ,mr4 ,farwell1 is the tragedy of the church in all these lands1 said ,mr4 ,tanner1 soberly4 ,the church began by looking to its own interests first4 ,it wanted great establishments and a docile people4 ,it found the gospel hard to preach to the natives--the real gospel1 ,i mean4 ,the cruelties and greed of the conquest had made impossible any preaching of a ministering1 merciful1 and unselfish ,christ4 ,in fact1 the vast majority of the priests who came over from ,europe brought with them no such ideas4 ,the church was ruler1 not missionary4 ,and so far as it dares it sticks stubbornly to that notion even to this day4 ,so it has had to make practical compromise with the paganism and superstition it found here4 ,many of its religious observances are the aboriginal pagan practices disguised in ,christian dress and given ,christian names4 ,the church has sold its birthright for the privilege of exploiting the credulity and the fears of the people4 ,it has made merchandise of all its functions4 ,now1 after the centuries have come and gone1 both church and people through long custom are willing to have it so4 ,the people have their great churches1 with incense and lights and all the pomp of medaeival days4 ,but they have no living ,christ and no thought of him4 ,the priests have their trade in ceremonial and their perquisites1 but they have no power over the hearts of men4 ,as his new acquaintance paused for breath after this long answer to a short question1 ,j4,w41 remembering something ,fred ,finch had said1 brought the remark in3 ,the man who is showing me the ropes as a hardware man tells me that all over ,latin ,america the church is likely to be the one real building in every town and village4 ,is that also something that the people are so used to that they don't notice it any more8 ,oh1 yes1 ,mr4 ,tanner assented4 ,i suppose the contrast between the church and the miserable little hovels around it never occurs to any of them4 ,it has always been so4 ,the church has built itself up out of the community1 and for the most part it puts very little back4 ,it conducts schools1 to be sure2 and yet eighty per cent of the ,mexican people are illiterate1 it has some few institutions of help and mercy2 but the whole land cries out for doctors and teachers and friendly human concern4 ,is that really so8 ,j4,w4 asked4 ,do the people really want our missionaries1 or are we ,protestants just shoving ourselves in8 ,i can see that something is desperately wrong1 but we are mostly ,saxon1 and they are ,latins4 ,do these people want what to them must seem a queer religion and a lot of strange ideas8 ,so long as they do not understand what we come for1 naturally they are suspicious4 ,when they find out1 they take to mission work and missionaries with very little urging4 ,i wish you would meet my son-in-law1 ,mr4 ,tanner said with positiveness4 ,why1 the one tormenting desire of that man's life is to see more missionaries sent down into ,mexico2 more doctors1 more teachers1 more workers of every sort4 ,he writes letters to the ,board of ,foreign ,missions that would make your heart ache4 ,the church at home couldn't oversupply ,mexico with the sort of help it desperately needs if it should turn every recruit that way1 and disregard all the rest of the world's mission fields4 ,do you mean1 asked ,j4,w41 who was seeing new questions bob up every time an earlier one was answered1 do you mean that so many missionaries could be used on productive ,christian work right away8 ,or is it that we ought to have a big force to prepare for the long future of our work in ,mexico8 ,now1 ,j4,w4 was not so sure that this was an intelligent question1 but he had heard that in some mission fields it was necessary to wait years for real and permanent results4 ,his companion saw nothing out of the way in the question4 ,it was part of the whole problem4 ,i mean it both ways1 he said4 ,what ,i've seen of our ,methodist work down in these parts1 particularly its schools and one wonderful hospital1 makes me sure we could get big harvests of interest and success right off4 ,we're doing it already1 considering our relatively small force and our limited equipment4 ,but all ,latin ,american work takes patience4 ,i've made one trip down as far as ,santiago de ,chile1 and what is true in ,mexico is1 ,i guess1 about as true in other parts4 ,the ,roman ,catholic ,church has been here four hundred years1 and its biggest result is that the people who don't fear it despise it4 ,latin ,america is called ,christian1 but it is a world in which what you and ,i call religion simply does not count4 ,well1 then1 that's what makes me talk about the need of persistence and patience4 ,the bad effects of three or four hundred years of such religion as has been taught and practiced between the ,rio ,grande and ,cape ,horn can't be got rid of in a hurry4 ,wait till ,mexico has had a real chance at the ,christ of the ,new ,testament for three hundred years1 and then see6 ,j4,w4 had yet another question to ask before he was ready to call it a day4 ,if all that you say is so--and ,i believe it is1 ,mr4 ,tanner--why should so many of the ,mexicans hate the ,united ,states8 ,they do1 for ,i've heard it spoken of a good deal lately1 and ,i remember what was always said when some one proposed that we should intervene to make peace and restore order in ,mexico4 ,it would take ten years and a million men1 and all ,mexico would unite to oppose us4 ,you talk about how much the ,mexicans need us and want us4 ,but a great many of them surely don't want us at all4 ,i know what that means1 ,mr4 ,tanner admitted4 ,and it is true4 ,we are all influenced by the past4 ,look at the history of our dealings with ,mexico4 ,the very ideas we fought to establish as the charter of our own freedom we repudiated when we dealt with ,mexico three quarters of a century ago4 ,we had every advantage1 and what we wanted we took4 ,certainly1 we have done better by it than ,mexico might have done1 but ,i never heard that reason given in a court of law to excuse the same sort of transaction if it touched only private individuals4 ,then1 in late years big business has gone into ,mexico4 ,it has had to take big chances4 ,it has paid better wages than the peon could earn any other way4 ,it has a lot to its credit2 but it has been much like big business in other places1 and1 anyway1 the admitted great profits have enriched the foreigner1 not the ,mexican4 ,besides1 ,mexico is not the ,states4 ,as you say1 it is ,latin in its civilization1 not ,saxon4 ,it does not want our sort of culture4 ,and some of our missionaries1 both of the church and of industry1 have thought that the ,mexican ought to be ',americanized4' ,that's a fatal mistake in any mission field outside the ,states4 ,all in all1 you can see that it isn't entirely inevitable that the ,mexican should understand our motives1 or appreciate them when he does understand4 ,but that's all the more reason for bearing down hard on every form of genuine missionary work4 ,it's the only thing that we ,americans can do in ,mexico with any hope of avoiding suspicion or of our presence being acceptable to the ,mexicans in the long run4 ,we've got to fight the backfire of our ,american commercialism1 and the prejudice which is as real on the ,texas side of the river as it is on the other2 for if the ,mexican thinks in terms of 'gringo1' the ,american of the ,southwest is just as likely to think in terms of 'greaser4' ,when ,j4,w4 and ,mr4 ,tanner parted for the night it was with the mutual promise that they would have another talk some time the next day1 but the promise could not be kept4 ,the retired business man heard from some of his business in the early morning1 and had just time to say a hurried farewell4 ,as he put it1 ,i thought ,i had retired1 but unless ,i get back to look after this particular affair ,i may have to get into the harness again1 and that is not a cheerful prospect at my age4 ,so ,i go to business to avert the danger of going back to business4 ,a little later the two hardware salesmen were in ,el ,paso again1 after a couple of side trips4 ,j4,w4 took advantage of a long train wait to hunt up the city library4 ,he wanted to know whether ,mr4 ,tanner was right in saying that the ,latin-,american question was much the same everywhere4 ,he wrote a letter to ,mr4 ,drury that night1 having thus far used picture postcards until he was ashamed4 ,in the letter he took occasion to mention his talk with the missionary father-in-law1 and his own bit of reading up on the subject4 ,said he3 ,i guess that man ,tanner was right4 ,he did not speak much of the difference between the people of one country and those of another1 which rather surprised me4 ,he said nothing of the two great classes1 the rulers with much ,european blood1 and the peons1 largely or altogether ,indian4 ,there must be all sorts of ,latin ,americans1 rich and poor1 mixed blood of many strains1 ,castilian and ,aztec and ,inca1 and whatever other people were here when ,columbus set the fashion for ,american voyages4 ,but this is where this 'missionary father-in-law' hit the heart of the trouble3 ,latin ,america has all sorts and conditions of men1 but everywhere it has the same church4 ,and it is a church that can't ever make good any more4 ,it might1 at the beginning1 but it can't now4 ,it has a reputation as fixed as ,julius ,caesar's4 ,i'm hardly ready to set up as an expert observer1 being only a cub salesman on his first trip1 but1 ,mr4 ,drury1 ,i believe ,i can see already that the only chance for these people to get religion and everything else which religion ought to produce1 is for us to send it to them4 ,maybe that would stir up the church down here1 and help to give it another chance at the people's confidence1 though ,i'm not sure4 ,our church ought to send doctors2 the amount of fearful disease that flourishes among the poorer people is just frightful4 ,if ,joe ,carbrook were not so set on going to the ,orient1 he could do a big work here1 and so could a thousand other doctors4 ,it would be so much more than mere doctoring2 it would be the biggest kind of preaching4 ,and the church should send teachers4 ,you know ,i believe in conversion2 but if the ,mexicans ,i have seen are samples of ,latin ,america's common people1 they need teachers who have the patience of ,christ a good deal more than they need flaming evangelists who make a big stir and soon pass on4 ,because these folks have just got to be made over1 in their very minds4 ,they are not ready for the preaching of the gospel until they have seen it lived4 ,long experience has made them doubtful of living saints1 though plenty of them pray to dead ones4 ,this is the whole trouble1 ,mr4 ,drury1 it seems to me4 ,they've known only a church that had got off the track4 ,any religious work that reaches them now has almost to begin all over again4 ,it has to undo their thinking about prayer and faith and ,god's love and human conduct and nearly every other ,christian idea4 ,they have a ,christian vocabulary1 but it means very little4 ,they think they can buy religion1 if they want it--any kind they want4 ,and if they can't afford it1 or don't want it1 they don't quite think they'll be sent to hell for that1 in spite of what the priest says4 ,they think enough to be afraid1 but not enough to be sure of anything4 ,the missionaries have to teach them a new set of religious numerals1 if you get what ,i mean1 before it is any use to teach them the arithmetic of the gospel4 ,i'm beginning to see that everything among the ,latin ,americans runs back to the need of ,christian living4 ,the wrong notion of religion has got them all twisted4 ,i know ,delafield is a long way from being ,christian1 but the difference between ,delafield and such a pitiful mud village as ,i've seen lately has more to do with the sort of ,christianity each place has been taught than with anything else whatever4 ,but ,i never thought of that before4 ,as ,pastor ,drury read that letter his heart warmed within him4 ,he said to himself1 ,john ,wesley1 ,jr41 is 'beginning to see1' he says4 ,please ,god he musn't stop now until he gets his eyes wide open4 ,the thing is working out4 ,he's groping around for something1 and some day he'll find it4 ,,chapter ,,viii ,,christ ,,and ,,the ,,east ,for a first trip the ,southwestern expedition under ,fred ,finch's tutelage had been something of an exploit4 ,finch's report to ,peter ,mc,dougall was more than verified by the order sheets1 and the observant ,peter1 keeping track of things during the succeeding weeks1 noticed with quiet satisfaction that not a single order ,was canceled4 ,to himself he said1 ,the lad's a find1 ,i'm thinking4 ,from ,finch's talk ,i should say he has not only a natural knack of selling1 but he sells for keeps4 ,and that's the idea1 ,peter4 ,anybody can sell if the buyer means to call off the order by the next mail4 ,this ,john ,wesley boy may go far1 and ,i'll have to tell ,albert ,drury the next time ,i see him that he's done the house of ,cummings a real favor4 ,the months went by4 ,j4,w4 kept his wits about him1 and on the road he stuck to his salesman's faith that goods are better sold by those who know exactly how they may be used and that they are never sold until they are bought4 ,so he found favor in the sight of ,peter ,mc,dougall4 ,the proof of that is easy4 ,peter gave him a week off before the end of his first year4 ,delafield looked better to the homecoming salesman than it had to the boy coming back from college4 ,and the town was glad to see him4 ,he meant something to not a few of its people1 altogether outside the interest of the ,farwells--and ,pastor ,drury--and ,jeannette6 ,deep ,creek was his first port of call1 after his first half-day at home4 ,he had been welcomed with deep1 quiet gladness by the home folks1 and he had talked a little over the telephone with the preacher4 ,then time was a laggard until he could head the ,farwell car toward ,deep ,creek and the old farm4 ,jeannette's welcome was all that even he could ask1 though1 of course1 just precisely what it was is none of our business4 ,in the car1 and by the fireplace in the ,shenk living room1 and around the farm1 they considered many things1 some of them not so personal as others4 ,j4,w4 told the story of his life in ,saint ,louis and on the road2 ,jeannette listening like another ,desdemona to the recital4 ,and once again it was not the adventure which supplied the thrill1 but the adventurer4 ,and ,jeannette told him the news of ,delafield4 ,how ,joe ,carbrook and ,marcia ,dayne's wedding had been the most wonderful wedding ever seen in ,delafield1 with the town as proud of its one-time scapegrace as it was of the beautiful bride4 ,how brother ,marty had been finding many excuses of late for driving up from his circuit1 and how he managed to see ,alma ,wetherell a good deal4 ,how ,alma was now head bookkeeper and cashier of the ,emporium1 the town's biggest store1 and how she was such a dear girl4 ,how ,pastor ,drury and ,marty had become great friends4 ,how the minister was not so well as usual1 and people were getting to be a little worried about him4 ,how the ,delafield church had taken up tithing1 and was not only doing a lot better financially1 but in every other way4 ,how ,deep ,creek was going to have a new minister1 a friend whom ,marty had met at the summer school for rural ministers1 who would try to help the ,deep ,creek people get an up-to-date church building and learn to use it4 ,how the ,everyday ,doctrines of ,delafield had been first boosted and then forgotten1 and now again several of them were being practiced in some quarters4 ,and much more1 though never to the wearing out of ,j4,w4's interest4 ,certainly not1 the news being just what he wanted to know1 and the reporter thereof being just the person he wanted to tell it to him4 ,one bit of news ,jeannette did not tell1 for the sufficient reason that she did not know it4 ,pastor ,drury and ,brother ,marty had become great friends1 but what ,jeannette could not tell was the special bond of interest which was back of the fact4 ,marty had long been aware that for some reason the ,delafield pastor was peculiarly concerned about ,j4,w4 ,never did he guess ,walter ,drury's secret1 but he knew well enough there was one4 ,these two1 the town preacher and the young circuit rider1 read to each other ,j4,w4's letters1 and talked much about him and his experiences1 and made ,j4,w4 in general the theme of many discussions4 ,it has been good for the boy that he has had that border trip1 said the pastor to ,marty a few days before ,j4,w4 got back4 ,don't you think so8 ,marty was1 as ever1 ,j4,w4's ardent and self-effacing chum4 ,i certainly do1 he said4 ,he's growing1 is ,j4,w41 and growing the right way4 ,we need business men of just the quality that's showing in him4 ,the pastor hesitated a moment4 ,then he spoke3 ,marty1 when ,j4,w4 comes home ,i hope something will set him thinking about the outer world that has no word of our ,christ4 ,he hasn't seen it yet1 not clearly2 and you know that there isn't any hope for that world to get out of the depths until it gets the news of a ,helper4 ,i'm counting on you to help me with ,j4,w4 if the chance comes4 ,just between ourselves1 you know4 ,i'll do all ,i can1 ,mr4 ,drury2 you may be sure of that1 said ,marty4 ,and he did4 ,j4,w4's holiday brought several young people together who had not met for a long time4 ,marty came up again1 and spent the day with ,j4,w41 all over town1 from the store to the house and back again4 ,in the evening ,mrs4 ,farwell made a feast1 to which1 besides ,marty1 ,jeannette and ,alma and ,pastor ,drury were bidden4 ,mrs4 ,farwell was much more to ,delafield than the best cook and the most remarkable housekeeper in the place1 but her son insisted that she was these to begin with4 ,certainly1 she had not been experimenting on the two ,j4,w4's all these years for nothing4 ,after dinner--talk4 ,no need of any other game in that company at such a time4 ,there was plenty to talk about1 and all had their reasons for enjoying it4 ,naturally1 ,j4,w4 must tell about himself4 ,letters are all very well1 but they are no more than makeshifts1 after all4 ,he was modest enough about it1 not having any special exploits to parade before their wondering eyes1 but quite willing4 ,his ,western experiences being called for1 he was soon telling1 not of desert and cactus and irrigation1 but of the people who had so taken his attention1 the ,mexicans4 ,i believe1 said he1 that we can do something really big down there4 ,and it's our business4 ,nobody except ,american ,christians will do it2 nobody else can4 ,besides1 the ,mexicans are ,christians in name1 now4 ,what they need is the reality4 ,they are not impossible--just uncertain4 ,all ,i heard and what little ,i saw made me believe they are suffering from bad leadership and ignorance more than from anything hopelessly wrong4 ,they seem easy to get along with4 ,the women are the most patient workers ,i ever heard of4 ,and the poor ,mexicans1 the 'peons1' do want an end to fighting and banditry4 ,well1 ,j4,w41 ,marty asked1 what's the first thing we ought to think about for ,mexico8 ,i told you ,i don't know anything about ,mexico1 except at second-hand4 ,but1 ,i should say1 schools4 ,schools are good for any land1 don't you think1 ,mr4 ,drury8 ,and in ,mexico they are such great disturbers of the old slouching indifference4 ,they will make the right kind of discontent4 ,schools bring other things2 new ideas of health and sanitation1 home improvement1 social outlook1 and all that4 ,then1 with the schools1 ,i guess1 the straight gospel4 ,the ,mexicans won't get converted all at once1 and they won't become like us1 ever4 ,but ,i'm about ready to say that whether missions are needed anywhere else or not1 they surely are needed in ,mexico4 ,and ,mexico is the first stepping-stone to ,south ,america2 which is next on my list of the places that ought to have the whole scheme of ,christian teaching and life4 ,yes1 said ,alma1 and you know1 ,i suppose1 that the beginning of our ,panama ,mission was an ,epworth ,league ,institute enterprise8 ,well1 it was4 ,california young people assumed the support of the first missionary sent there1 and later he went on down to ,south ,america1 with the same young people determined to take him on as their representative1 just as they did in ,panama4 ,where did you get that story8 ,j4,w4 wanted to know4 ,oh1 ,i forgot1 ,alma answered him1 laughing4 ,you haven't had time to read ,the ,epworth ,herald in ,saint ,louis4 ,yes1 ,i have1 young lady1 ,j4,w4 retorted1 but ,i missed that4 ,anyway1 it's on the right track4 ,i think we've got to change the thinking of all ,latin ,america about ,christianity1 if we can4 ,most of the men1 they say1 are atheists1 made so very largely by their loss of faith in the church2 and many of the women substitute an almost fierce devotion to the same church for what we think of as being genuine religion4 ,the minister spoke up just here4 ,i should think it would be pretty difficult to treat our ,united ,states ,mexicans in one way1 and those across the ,rio ,grande in another4 ,we must evangelize on both sides of the river1 but only on this side can we even attempt to ,americanize4 ,that's right1 ,j4,w4 affirmed4 ,and even on this side we can't do what we may do in ,delafield4 ,the language is a big question1 and it has two sides4 ,but no matter what the difficulties1 ,i'm for a great advance of missions and education1 starting with ,mexico and going all the way to ,cape ,horn4 ,that's all very fine1 interposed ,marty1 but what about the rest of the world1 ,j4,w48 ,what about the world that has not even the beginning of ,christian knowledge8 ,marty had put the question on the urge of the moment1 and not until it was out did he remember that ,mr4 ,drury had asked him to help raise this very issue4 ,well1 ,j4,w4 answered1 slowly1 maybe that part of the world is worse1 though ,i don't know4 ,but we can't tackle everything4 ,latin ,america is an immense job by itself1 and we have some real responsibility there2 a sort of ,christian ,monroe ,doctrine4 ,ought we to scatter our forces8 ,the non-,christian world has its own religions1 and has had them for hundreds1 maybe thousands of years4 ,what's the hurry just now8 ,if we could do everything1 we ,protestant ,christians1 ,i mean1 in this country and ,britain1 it might be different1 but we can't4 ,why not concentrate8 ,yes1 ,marty came back1 but not because ,latin ,america is so nearly ,christian4 ,what about this atheism and superstition and ignorance2 isn't it just a non-,christian civilization with ,christian labels on some parts of it8 ,one thing ,i've heard1 put in ,jeannette1 not that she wanted to argue1 but she felt she ought to say something on ,j4,w4's side if she could1 that the religions of the ,orient1 at least1 are really great religions1 more suited to the minds of the people than any other4 ',east is ,east1 and ,west is ,west1' you know4 ,but1 of course1 the people don't live up to the high levels of their beliefs4 ,americans don't1 either4 ,mr4 ,drury shot an amused yet admiring glance at ,jeannette4 ,what a loyal soul she was6 ,then said he3 ,the religions of the ,east are great religions1 ,jeannette4 ,they represent the best that men can do4 ,the ,orient has a genius for religion1 and it has produced far better systems than the ,west could have done4 ,some of the truth that we ,western people get only in ,christianity the thinkers of ,asia worked out for themselves4 ,but ,god was back of it all4 ,that suited ,j4,w4's present mood4 ,all right1 then2 let's clean up as we go--,delafield1 ,saint ,louis1 the ,southwest1 ,mexico1 ,latin ,america2 that's the logical order4 ,then the rest of the world4 ,marty put in a protest here3 ,that won't do1 old man4 ,your logic's lame4 ,you want us to go into ,mexico now1 with all we've got4 ,your letters have said so1 and you've said it again to-night4 ,but we're not 'cleaning up as we go4' ,look at ,delafield2 the town you've moved away from4 ,look at ,saint ,louis2 the town where you make your living4 ,are they ,christianized8 ,cleaned up8 ,yet you are ready for ,mexico4 ,no2 you're all wrong1 ,j4,w4 ,i don't believe the world's going to be saved the way you break up prairie sod1 a field at a time1 and let the rest alone4 ,we've got to do our missionary work the way they feed famine sufferers4 ,they don't give any applicant all he can eat1 but they try to make the supply go 'round1 giving each one a little4 ,remember1 ,j4,w41 the rest of the world is as human as our western hemisphere4 ,i know1 admitted ,j4,w4 ,and ,i don't say ,i've got the right of it4 ,i'd have to see the ,orient before ,i made up my mind4 ,but those countries have waited a long while4 ,a few more years wouldn't be any great matter4 ,alma ,wetherell now joined the opposition4 ,it looked as though ,j4,w4 and ,jeannette must stand alone1 for the old people said nothing1 though they listened with eager ears4 ,said ,alma1 ,i think it would matter a lot4 ,the more we do for one people1 while ignoring all the others1 the less we should care to drop a developing work to begin at the bottom somewhere else4 ,there's something in that1 ,j4,w4 conceded4 ,i'm not meaning to be stubborn4 ,but ,i've had just a glimpse of the size of the missionary job in one little corner of the world4 ,even that is too big for us4 ,we could put our whole missionary investment into ,mexico without being able to do what is needed4 ,the missionary job1 as you call it1 is too big1 certainly1 for our present resources1 said the pastor4 ,everybody knows that4 ,yes1 said ,marty1 who wondered if ,mr4 ,drury had forgotten their compact about ,j4,w41 but why limit ourselves to our present resources8 ,they are not all we could get1 if the church came to believe in the bigness of her privilege4 ,i'd like to see for myself1 as ,j4,w4 says1 but ,i can't4 ,why don't you get a real traveling job1 and go about the world looking things over for us1 old man8 ,me8 ,j4,w4 said1 sarcastically2 yes1 that's a likely prospect4 ,just as ,i'm getting over being scared by a sample case4 ,i'll do well to hold the job ,i've got4 ,alma didn't know what ,marty's game was1 but she played up to his suggestion4 ,why shouldn't you go8 she asked4 ,you've told us that ,cummings hardware and tools are sold all over the world4 ,doesn't that mean salesmen8 ,and aren't you a salesman8 ,they have to send somebody2 why shouldn't they pick on you some time8 ,j4,w4 rose to the lure1 for the moment all salesman4 ,nothing in it1 ,alma2 no chance at all4 ,but ,i would like to show the world the civilizing values of good tools1 and ,i'd go if ,i got the chance4 ,jeannette's reaction was quicker than thinking2 ,would you go half way around the world just for that8 she asked1 with a hint of alarm4 ,why1 yes1 ,i would1 said ,j4,w41 that is1 if you were willing4 ,whereupon everybody laughed but ,jeannette1 whose pale cheeks flamed into sudden rosiness4 ,the minister came to her rescue4 ,it would be a good thing every way1 if more laymen would see the realities of ,oriental life and bring back an impartial report4 ,suppose you should be right1 ,j4,w41 and we found that the ,orient could wait until the western hemisphere had been thoroughly ,christianized4 ,think how many thousands--perhaps millions--of dollars could be directed into more productive channels4 ,i can see what a great influence such reports would have if they came from ,christian laymen4 ,we have learned to expect stories of complete failure when the ordinary traveler comes back2 and maybe the missionaries have their bias too4 ,but business men with ,christian ideals--that would be different4 ,now1 all this was far from unpleasant to ,j4,w4 ,he detested posing1 but why wouldn't it be worth something to have laymen report on missionary work8 ,of course1 though1 if the time ever came when the firm was willing to trust him abroad1 he wouldn't have much chance to study missions4 ,business would have to come first4 ,it was no less a dream for being an agreeable one4 ,there's no danger of my going1 he told them4 ,the ,cummings people are not sending cub salesmen to promote their big ,asiatic trade4 ,what could they make by it8 ,then the talk drifted to the ,carbrooks4 ,marty said1 ,well1 we've spoiled your scheme a little1 ,j4,w41 right here in ,delafield4 ,joe ,carbrook and ,marcia are in ,china by now1 and ,i'd like to see both of 'em as they get down to work4 ,you can't keep all our interest on this side of the ,pacific so long as those two are on the other4 ,no1 said ,j4,w41 warmly1 and ,i don't want to4 ,i'll help to back up those two missionaries wherever they go4 ,and his thoughts went back to camp fire night at ,cartwright ,institute1 when he had said to ,joe ,carbrook without suspecting the consequences1 ,say1 ,joe2 if you think you could be a doctor1 why not a missionary doctor8 ,then he asked the company1 ,just where have these missionary infants been sent8 ,nobody knew1 exactly4 ,they had the name of the town and the province1 but the geography of ,china is not as yet familiar even to those who support the missions and missionaries of that vast1 mysterious land4 ,the pastor thought it was two or three hundred miles inland from ,foochow4 ,anyhow1 said he1 it is a good-sized town1 of about one hundred thousand people or more1 and ,joe's hospital is the only one in the whole district4 ,the man whose place he takes is home on furlough1 and ,i've looked up his work in the ,annual ,report of the ,foreign ,missions ,board4 ,six or eight years ago the hospital was a building of sun-dried brick1 with a mud floor and accommodations for about seventy-five patients4 ,he was running it on something like five dollars a day4 ,but it is better now1 costs more too4 ,and there's a school attached1 where ,marcia has already begun to make herself necessary1 or ,i'm much mistaken4 ,so the talk ran on1 until the evening was far spent1 and everybody wished there could be half a dozen such evenings before ,j4,w4 must go back to ,saint ,louis and the road4 ,no other opportunity offered1 however1 and all too soon for some people ,j4,w4 was gone again from ,delafield4 ,walter ,drury1 seeing his chance1 set himself to follow up the talk of that one evening4 ,it had given him a lead as to the next phase of the ,experiment1 and he wanted to try out the idea before anything else might happen4 ,so he wrote to his brother ,albert in ,saint ,louis4 ,i know ,i'm a bother to you1 the letter ran1 but you have always been generous1 being your own unselfish self4 ,it's about young ,farwell1 ',john ,wesley1 ,jr41' you know4 ,i judge he's a boy with a fine business future1 and ,i've found out from his father some of the reasons why he is making good4 ,now1 ,i don't know much about business1 but it seems to me that the very qualities which make ,j4,w4 a good salesman for a beginner would be profitable to his company if they sent him to their ,oriental trade4 ,he's young enough to learn something over there4 ,my own interest is not on that side of the affair1 but ,i know it would be out of the question to suggest his going unless the ,cummings people could see a business advantage in it4 ,if you think it is not asking too much1 ,i wish you would talk to ,mr4 ,mc,dougall about it4 ,tell him what ,i have written1 and what ,i told you long ago about ,j4,w4 ,albert ,drury had unbounded confidence in his brother's sincerity and sense1 so he lost no time in getting an interview with his friend ,mc,dougall4 ,see here1 ,peter1 said he1 ,i'll be frank with you2 ,i know you think ,i'd better be if ,i'm to get anywhere4 ,that's very true1 said ,mc,dougall1 with assumed severity4 ,well1 then1 read my brother's letter2 and then tell me if he's wanting the impossible4 ,peter ,mc,dougall read the letter twice4 ,no1 he said1 when he handed it back1 he's not wanting the impossible4 ,he's given me an idea4 ,i owe you something already1 for finding this young fellow1 and ,i'll tell you what ,i'm thinking of4 ,of course the boy isn't seasoned enough yet1 but he's getting there fast4 ,a couple of long trips1 a few months under my own eye here in the office1 and he'll be ready4 ,now1 your brother has hinted at exactly what young ,farwell is good for4 ,that boy sells goods by getting over onto the buyer's side4 ,and he knows tools--knew 'em before we hired him4 ,well1 then1 here's the idea2 one big need of our foreign trade is to show our agencies what can really be done with ,american hardware and tools4 ,it takes more than a salesman2 and ,farwell has the knack4 ,so there you are4 ,tell your brother the boy shall have his chance4 ,a few months later ,mc,dougall sent for ,j4,w4 and put the whole proposal before him4 ,but ,i'm not an expert1 ,mr4 ,mc,dougall1 ,j4,w4 protested4 ,i haven't the experience1 and ,i might fall down completely in a new field like that4 ,we're not looking for an expert1 said ,mc,dougall1 shortly4 ,you know what every user of our stuff ought to know2 you can put yourself in his place2 and you'll be a sort of missionary4 ,how about it8 ,at the word ,j4,w4's memory awoke1 and he heard again what had been said in the living room at ,delafield when he was last at home4 ,a missionary6 ,and here was the very chance they had all talked about4 ,of course ,i should like to go1 if you think ,i'll do1 he said4 ,peter looked at him more kindly than was his wont4 ,my boy1 he said1 ,i know something about you outside of business1 though not much4 ,and ,i think you'll do4 ,mind you1 your missionary work will be tools and hardware1 not the ,methodist ,church4 ,you will have to show people who have their own ideas about tools how much more convenient our goods are2 handier1 lighter1 more adaptable4 ,what they need over there is modern stuff4 ,it will help them to raise more crops and do better work and earn a better income4 ,you've nothing to do with selling policies1 finance1 credits1 and all that4 ,just be a tool and hardware missionary4 ,where had you thought of sending me8 asked ,j4,w41 still somewhat dazed4 ,oh1 wherever we have agencies that you can use as bases3 ,china1 the ,philippines1 ,malaysia1 ,india4 ,you will have to figure on a year or nearly that4 ,and you mustn't stick to the ports or the big cities4 ,get hold of people who'll show you the country2 the places where our goods are most needed and least known4 ,study the people and their tools4 ,work out better ways of doing things4 ,don't try to hustle the ,east1 but remember that the ,east is doing a little hustling on its own account these days4 ,and talk turkey to our agencies--when you're sure you have something to talk about4 ,the rest is detail4 ,the trip determined on1 preparations were hastened4 ,a month before the date of starting ,j4,w4 had time for no more than a hurried visit to ,delafield1 to say good-by to the home folk and to the preacher whom he had come to think of as ,timothy might have thought of ,paul4 ,then he had something else to say to ,jeannette4 ,his prospects were becoming so promising that he could ask her a very definite question1 and he dared to hope for a definite answer4 ,jeannette1 troubled at the thought of his long absence in strange lands1 consoled herself by her promise1 which was his promise also4 ,as soon as he came home again they would be married4 ,brother ,drury should officiate1 assisted by the ,rev4 ,martin ,luther ,shenk1 brother of the charming bride1 as ,j4,w4 put it4 ,walter ,drury was not his usual alert self1 ,j4,w4 thought1 and it hurt him to see his much-loved friend touched even a little by the years4 ,but the pastor brightened up1 and grew visibly better as ,j4,w4 told him all his plans4 ,just think1 ,mr4 ,drury1 he said with animation1 ,i'm to be a missionary1 after all4 ,once long ago ,i remember you suggested ,i might go to ,china and see for myself the difference between their religion and ours2 and now ,i'm going to ,china4 ,who knows1 maybe ,i'll see ,joe ,carbrook at his work4 ,and then ,i'm to go all over the ,east1 to preach the gospel of better tools4 ,then he became thoughtful4 ,don't you think that's almost as good as the gospel of better bodies--,joe's gospel8 ,surely1 ,i do1 said the pastor1 if you and ,joe preach in the same spirit1 knowing that ,china won't be saved even by hospitals and modern hardware4 ,they help4 ,but remember our understanding2 you have your chance now to see the religions of the ,east4 ,going right among the people1 as you will1 you can find out more in a week than the average tourist ever discovers4 ,i'll give you the names of some people who will gladly help you4 ,and we shall want a full report when you come back4 ,god bless you1 ,j4,w4 ,it was a tired preacher who went to bed that night4 ,this new adventure of his boy's2 what would it mean to the ,experiment8 ,he had done his best to keep that long-ago pledge to himself4 ,not always had the project been easy2 he could not control all its circumstances1 but in the main it had gone well4 ,and now ,j4,w4 was in the last stage of the ,experiment ,walter ,drury had contrived to shape its larger conditions1 with the help of many friendly but unsuspecting conspirators4 ,this tour in the interest of better tools was due mainly to his initiative4 ,but he could do nothing more4 ,the event was now out of his hands4 ,the relaxed tension made him realize that his nerves were shaky1 and he had a sense of great depression4 ,but before he went to bed he pulled himself together long enough to write to five missionaries1 including ,joe ,carbrook1 whose fields were on or near the route ,j4,w4 would travel4 ,he had told ,j4,w4 that he would let these men know of his coming1 but he did more4 ,to each one he said a word of appeal4 ,don't argue much with this boy of mine2 ,i want him to see it without too many second-hand opinions4 ,explain all you please1 and let him get as near as he can to the people you are dealing with4 ,if1 as ,i hope1 he gets a glimpse of the work's inner meaning1 ,i shall be satisfied4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the first day which ,j4,w4 spent in ,shanghai was a big day for him4 ,even amid the strangeness of the scene he felt almost at home4 ,the people who had the ,cummings agency had received their instructions1 and were prepared to help him every way4 ,he could begin an up-country trip at once if he wished4 ,then he met the first of the men to whom ,pastor ,drury had written1 ,mark ,rutledge1 and at once he saw that this well-groomed1 alert young missionary1 who used modern speech in deliberate but direct fashion1 would be of immense service to him4 ,rutledge received ,j4,w4's gospel of tools with almost boyish enthusiasm4 ,i've always said1 he exclaimed1 that if the other business men of ,america had as much sense as the tobacco folks they would hasten the ,christianizing of ,china by many a year4 ,not that tobacco is helping2 far from it4 ,but it's the idea of fitting their product to this particular market4 ,and your house has evidently caught that idea4 ,you must have a real sales manager in ,saint ,louis6 ,of course ,i'll help you all ,i can4 ,some of the help which ,mark ,rutledge gave him was of a sort that ,j4,w4 could not rightly estimate at the time1 but he knew it was good4 ,as long as he stayed in ,shanghai1 and as often he came back to the city as a base1 he and ,rutledge were pretty frequently together4 ,the missionary kept his own counsel as to the ,drury letter1 merely dropping a hint now and then1 or a suggestion which fitted both the ,cummings agency's program and the pastor's desire4 ,the inland trips for business purposes kept ,j4,w4 busy for weeks2 he found himself in so utterly novel a situation that he saw he could not work out anything without careful study and expert ,chinese cooperation4 ,as he came and went he saw1 under ,rutledge's guidance1 much of the inside of mission work4 ,in ,shanghai he found a ,methodist publishing house1 sending out literature all over ,china1 as well as two monthly papers1 one in ,chinese and one in ,english4 ,many missionary boards had headquarters here4 ,from ,shanghai as a business center every form of missionary work was being promoted1 reaching as far as the foothills of the ,thibetan plateau4 ,hospital equipment was distributed1 and school equipment1 and supplies of every variety4 ,he saw that it was the financial center too1 and mission finance is a special science4 ,shanghai seemed to ,j4,w4 to be one of the great capitals of the missionary world4 ,rutledge's own work1 many sided as ,j4,w4 saw it was1 had two aspects of special significance4 ,rutledge was sending back to ,america all the information he could gather from the whole field4 ,with the skill of a trained reporter he showed the missionaries how to write so as to make a genuine story seem convincing1 and how to subordinate the details to the importance of making a clear and single impression4 ,the other work of ,rutledge's which caught ,j4,w4's eye was his activity in behalf of the young people of ,china4 ,until lately nothing at all had been done comparable to the specialized development of young people's work in ,america1 but now the ,epworth ,league was beginning to be utilized and adapted to ,chinese ways4 ,funds were available--not much1 but a beginning4 ,leaders were being trained4 ,a larger measure of local1 ,chinese help was being employed4 ,j4,w4 asked ,mark ,rutledge about all this one day4 ,isn't it going to make a difference with the work by and by1 if you get so many natives into places of responsibility8 ,are they ready for it8 ,no1 said ,rutledge1 they're not4 ,but we must make them ready4 ,you haven't begun to see ,china yet1 but already you can see that the country could never be 'evangelized1' even in the narrowest use of that word1 by foreign missionaries4 ,and it ought not to be4 ,you mean that we ,americans ought to consider our work in ,china as temporary8 ,j4,w4 asked4 ,rutledge answered1 ,frankly1 ,i do1 if you let me put my own meaning into 'temporary1' ,we must start things4 ,and much that must be done in the long run has not yet been started4 ,we must stay here beyond my life expectation or yours4 ,but ,china will be ,christianized by the ,chinese1 not by foreigners4 ,as far ahead as we can see the work will have help from outside1 but ,i honestly want the time to come when we missionaries will be looked upon as the foreign helpers of the ,chinese ,church2 not1 as now1 controlling the work ourselves and enlisting the services of 'native helpers4' ,then tell me another thing1 ,j4,w4 persisted4 ,is our ,christianity1 as the ,chinese get it1 any advance on their own religion8 ,or is their religion all right1 if they would work it as we hope they may work the ,christian program8 ,that's two questions1 said ,rutledge1 dryly1 but1 after all1 it is only one4 ,our ,christianity as the ,chinese get it is far ahead of the best they have1 in ideals1 in human values1 everything1 even if they were more consistent in responding to its claims than ,christians are4 ,the old religions--and ,china has several--are helpless4 ,we are not killing off the old faiths4 ,if we should get out to-morrow these would none the less die out in time1 but then ,china would be left without any religion at all4 ,instead1 she's going to have the ,christian faith in a form that will accord with the genius of the ,chinese mind4 ,that's my sure confidence1 or ,i wouldn't be here4 ,it was necessary that ,j4,w4 should run down the coast to ,foochow1 the base for his next operations in the hardware adventure4 ,i know ,i'm green1 he said to ,rutledge1 and ,i may be thinking of impossibilities1 but do you suppose there'll be any chance for me to get up to ,dr4 ,carbrook's place from ,foochow8 ,i've told you about him and his wife1 and ,i'd rather see those two than anybody else in all the ,east4 ,it's not impossible at all1 ,rutledge assured him4 ,carbrook's post is not so very far from ,foochow1 as distances go in ,china1 and ,ralph ,bellew at the college will help you4 ,yes1 my pastor at home told me to be sure and call on him1 said ,j4,w41 and took his leave of a man he would long remember4 ,the call of ,professor ,bellew was not delayed long after ,j4,w4 had found his bearings in ,foochow1 and the ,professor's welcome was even more cordial than that of the ,cummings agency1 though these gentlemen were1 of course1 the soul of courtesy4 ,if they were not so sure as ,peter ,mc,dougall that ,j4,w4 or any other ,american could teach them anything about selling the ,cummings line in ,china1 at least they would not put anything in his way4 ,one important interior town1 ,yenping1 they had hoped ,j4,w4 might visit1 but unfortunately there was no one connected with the agency who could be sent with him4 ,they understood that some of his missionary friends were ready to help him in the general enterprise1 and perhaps they might be able to suggest something4 ,when the difficulty was stated to ,professor ,bellew he said3 ,why1 that's one of our stations4 ,it is a little out of the way to go up to ,dr4 ,carbrook's place on the way to ,yenping1 but we'll see that you get to both towns4 ,that's certainly good of you1 ,professor1 said ,j4,w41 gratefully4 ,i've told you about ,joe ,carbrook1 and ,i can hardly wait until ,i get to him4 ,as a matter of fact1 he had told everybody about ,joe ,carbrook4 ,professor ,bellew was sympathetic4 ,i know1 he said1 and ,i understand4 ,when you come back1 if we can manage the dates1 you may find something here which you ought to see4 ,the ,carbrook ,hospital--it has another name in the annual reports1 but this will identify it sufficiently for our purposes--spread itself all over the compound and beyond in its welcome to ,j4,w4 ,joe and ,marcia were first1 and joyfullest4 ,the school turned out to the last scholar1 and even the hospital's walking cases insisted on having a share in the welcome to the foreign doctor's friend4 ,tell us what you are up to1 said the ,carbrooks1 when they were back in the house after a sketchy inspection of the whole establishment2 hospital1 dispensary1 school1 chapel1 and so forth4 ,and1 ,tell me what you are doing with it1 now that you have the hospital you have been dreaming about so long1 said ,j4,w4 ,but ,j4,w4 told his story first1 just to get it out of the way1 as he said4 ,then he turned to ,marcia and said1 ,how about it1 ',mrs4 ,carbrook'8 ,well1 ,j4,w41 said ,marcia1 that name is not so strange as it was4 ,i'm feeling as if ,i had been married a long time1 judging by the responsibilities1 that are dumped on me just because ,i am the doctor's wife4 ,and this doctor man of mine hardly knows whether to be happy or miserable4 ,he's happy1 because he has found the very place he wanted4 ,and he's miserable because he ought to be learning the language and can't get away from the work that crowds in on him4 ,and you yourself1 ,marcia1 ,j4,w4 asked1 are you happy or miserable1 or both8 ,she's as mixed up as ,i am1 old man1 ,joe answered for her4 ,talk about the language6 ,i don't hanker after learning it1 but ,i've got to1 some time4 ,if they would just let me be a sort of deaf-mute doctor ,i'd be much obliged4 ,the work is fairly maddening4 ,you know1 it was a question of closing up this hospital or putting me in as a green hand4 ,of course there are the nurses1 and a couple of students4 ,but ,i'm glad they put me in2 only1 look at the job6 ,never a day without new patients4 ,a steady stream at the out-clinic4 ,why1 ,j4,w41 ,i've done operations alone here that at home they'd hardly let me hold sponges for4 ,had to do 'em4 ,well1 ,j4,w4 commented1 isn't that what you came for8 ,it is1 ,marcia answered--these two had a queer way of speaking for each other--and it would be a good plenty if the hospital were all4 ,but we are putting up a new building to take the place of an adobe horror1 and ,joe has to buy bricks and deal with workmen and give advice and dispense medicine and do operations1 all with the help of a none too sure interpreter4 ,he's the busiest man1 ,i do believe1 between here and ,foochow4 ,j4,w4 wanted to draw ,dr4 ,joe out about the work in general4 ,what of the evangelistic work1 and the educational work1 and all the rest4 ,but ,dr4 ,joe would not rise to it4 ,i'll tell you honestly1 ,j4,w41 ,i just don't know4 ,haven't had time to find out4 ,when ,i got here ,i found people standing three deep around the hospital doors1 some wanting help for themselves1 and some anxious to bring relatives or friends4 ,i was at work before anything was unpacked except my instruments4 ,and ,i've been at it ever since4 ,everything else could wait1 but all this human misery couldn't4 ,and ,i don't know much of what the evangelistic value of it all will be4 ,we have a ,bible woman and a teacher in the school who are very devoted4 ,they read and pray every day with the patients1 and as for gratitude1 ,i never expected to be thanked for what ,i did as ,i have been thanked here4 ,i'll tell you one thing2 ,i didn't dream a man could be so content in the midst of such a hurricane of work4 ,i'm done to a standstill every day2 ,i bump into difficulties and tackle responsibilities that ,i hadn't even heard of in medical school1 though ,i haven't killed anybody yet4 ,and all the time ,i remember how ,i used to wish ,i might be the only doctor between ,siam and sunrise4 ,i'm plenty near enough to that1 in all conscience4 ,the only doctor in this town of one hundred thousand1 and a district around us so big that ,i'm afraid to measure it4 ,on one side the next doctor is a good hundred miles away4 ,now1 do you know how ,i feel8 ,oh1 yes2 insufficient until it hurts like the toothache1 yet somehow as though ,i were carrying on here1 not in place of the man who has gone home on furlough1 but in place of ,jesus ,christ himself4 ,you know ,i'm not irreverent2 ,i might have been1 but this has taken all of the temptation out of me4 ,it is his work1 not mine4 ,j4,w4 turned to ,marcia again4 ,i thought you said this ,joe of yours was miserable1 ,i've seen him when he was enjoying himself pretty well1 but ,i never saw him like this4 ,i know1 ,marcia admitted1 and ,i didn't mean he was really unhappy4 ,but it is a big strain1 and there's no sign of its letting up until the regular doctor gets back4 ,the next day ,j4,w4 watched his old friend amid the press of duties which crowded the hours1 and he marveled as much as the wretchedness of the patients as he did at the steady resourcefulness of the man whom he had known when he was ,delafield's adventurous and spendthrift idler4 ,as he looked on1 ,j4,w4 could understand something which had been a closed book to him before4 ,no one could stand by and see this abjectness of need1 this helplessness1 this pathetic faith which was almost fatalistic in the foreign doctor's miraculous powers--it recalled that beseeching cry in the ,new ,testament story1 ,lord1 if thou wilt thou canst--without being deeply1 poignantly glad that there were such men as ,joe ,carbrook4 ,it was all very well to talk at long range about letting ,china and other places wait4 ,but on the spot nobody could talk that way4 ,the visit might have lasted two weeks1 instead of two days1 and then the ,carbrooks would have hung on and besought him to stay a little longer4 ,torture would not have drawn any admission from them1 but back of all the joy in the work was a something that left them without words as ,j4,w4 and his little group from ,foochow set out for the next stopping place4 ,just before the last silent hand-grips1 ,j4,w4 told his friends about ,jeannette and himself1 and promised ,joe a wedding present4 ,you see1 he said1 ,i never sent you one when you were married1 and ,i'd like to send you a double one now1 for yourselves and for us4 ,you send me word what it is you most need for the hospital1 an ,x-ray outfit1 or a sterilizer1 or a thingamajig for making cultures1 microscope included1 and ,jeannette and ,i will see that you get it4 ,i'm a tither1 you know1 and my salary's been raised1 and ,i want to do something to show what a fool ,i was before ,i knew what sort of a business you were really in out here4 ,so don't be modest2 you can't hurt my feelings6 ,back at ,foochow in the course of the slow days which ,chinese travel gives to those who go aside from the beaten path1 ,professor ,bellew welcomed ,j4,w4 with eager warmth4 ,you're back just in time1 if you can stay a few days2 the celebration of the fortieth anniversary of the college begins to-morrow4 ,j4,w4 had at least a week's business with the ,cummings agents4 ,he had found some conditions on his inland journey which called for much discussion4 ,so he had time for sharing in a good deal of the celebration4 ,it was something to marvel at1 that a ,christian college had been at work in this great city for forty years4 ,the president of the college and his wife started the proceedings with a formal reception1 at which a ,chinese orchestra furnished music outside the house1 and ,western musicians rendered more familiar selections in the parlors4 ,alumni flocked to the reception1 men of every variety of occupation1 but all one in their devotion to their ,alma ,mater4 ,the next afternoon was given over to athletics1 and the evening to a lecture1 quite in the ,american fashion4 ,the third day being ,sunday1 ,j4,w4 listened to an ,american missionary in the morning1 who spoke boldly of the prime need for a college like this if the youth of ,china were to be trained for the highest service to their country4 ,at night he sat through nearly three hours of the most amazing testimony meeting he had ever seen4 ,it was led by a ,chinese who had been graduated from the college thirty years before4 ,the eagerness1 almost impatience1 to confess what ,jesus ,christ and ,christian education had meant to these ,chinese leaders--for it was evident they were leaders--was a thing to stir the most sluggish ,christian pulse4 ,j4,w4's mind took him back to a memorable love feast at ,cartwright ,institute1 when ,joe ,carbrook had made his first confession of and surrender to ,jesus ,christ1 and it seemed to him that the likeness between these two so different gatherings was far more real than all their contrasts4 ,on ,monday the anniversary banquet brought the ,american consul1 a representative of the provincial governor1 and many other dignitaries4 ,and on ,tuesday the students put on a pageant which illustrated in gorgeousness of color and costume and accessories the history of the college4 ,besides all this pomp and circumstance there was a wonderful industrial exhibit4 ,the president of ,china sent a scroll1 as did also the prime minister4 ,former students in the cities of ,china1 from ,peking to ,amoy1 sent subscriptions amounting to twenty-five thousand dollars for new buildings1 and other old students in the ,philippines sent a second twenty-five thousand dollars4 ,all of which stirred ,j4,w4 to the very soul4 ,here was a ,christian college older than many in ,america4 ,its results could not be measured by any visible standards1 yet he had seen graduates of the school and students who did not stay long enough to graduate1 men of light and leading1 men of wealth and station1 officials1 men in whom the spirit of the new ,china burned1 ,christian workers2 and all these bore convincing testimony that this college had been the one great mastering influence of their lives4 ,a ,christian college--in ,china6 ,j4,w4 thought of it all and said to himself3 ,i wonder if ,i am the same individual as he who not so many months ago was talking about the good sense of letting ,china wait indefinitely for ,christ8 ,anyhow1 somebody has had better sense than that every day of the last forty years6 ,the tour of the tools was teaching ,j4,w4 more than he could teach the merchants of ,asia4 ,and yet he was doing no little missionary work1 as evidenced both in his own reports to ,peter ,mc,dougall1 and still more in the reports which went to that observant gentleman after ,j4,w4 had moved on from any given place4 ,the ,cummings ,hardware ,corporation may be without a soul1 as corporations are known to be1 but it has many eyes4 ,these eyes followed ,j4,w4's progress from ,shanghai to ,foochow1 to ,hong ,kong1 to ,manila4 ,they observed how he studied artisans and their ways with tools1 and the ways of builders with house fittings1 and the various devices with which in field and garden the toilers set themselves to their endless labor4 ,as the eyes of the ,cummings organization saw these things1 the word went back across the water to ,saint ,louis1 and ,peter ,mc,dougall took credit to himself for a commendable shrewdness4 ,but the ever-watchful eyes had no instructions to report on the tool missionary's other activities1 and therefore no report was made4 ,none the less they saw1 and wondered1 and thought that there was something back of it all4 ,there was more back of it than they could have guessed4 ,for ,j4,w4 had come to a new zest for both of his quests4 ,the business which had brought him into the ,east was daily becoming more fascinating in its possibilities and promise4 ,in even greater measure the interests which belong especially to this chronicle were taking on a new importance4 ,everywhere he went he sought out the missions and the missionaries4 ,he plied the workers with question on question until they told him all the hopes and fears and needs and longings which often they hesitated to put into their official letters to the ,boards4 ,in ,manila he saw1 after a little more than two decades of far from complete missionary occupation1 the signs that a ,christian civilization was rising4 ,the schools and churches and hospitals and other organization work established in ,manila were proof that all through the islands the everyday humdrum of missionary service was going forward1 perhaps without haste1 but surely without rest4 ,when he came to ,singapore1 that traffic corner to which all the sea roads of the ,east converge1 he heard the story of a miracle1 and then he saw the miracle itself1 the ,anglo-,chinese ,college4 ,they told him what it meant1 not the missionaries only1 but the ,chinese merchants who controlled the ,cummings line for all the archipelago1 and ,sumatra planters1 and ,british officials1 and business men from ,malaysian trade centers whose names he had never before heard4 ,the teacher who put himself at ,j4,w4's service was one of the men to whom ,pastor ,drury had written his word of appeal on ,j4,w4's behalf4 ,he respected it altogether1 and the more because he well knew that here was no need for mere talk4 ,a visitor with eyes and ears could come to his own conclusions4 ,if the college were not its own strongest argument1 no words could strengthen it4 ,the college had been started by intrepid men who had no capital but faith and an overmastering sense of duty4 ,that was a short generation ago4 ,now ,j4,w4 saw crowded halls and students with purposeful faces1 and he heard how1 at first by the hundreds and now by thousands1 the product of this school was spreading a sense of ,christian life-values through all the vast island and ocean spaces from ,rangoon to ,new ,guinea1 and from ,batavia to ,sulu4 ,but it may as well be told that1 even more than ,china1 ,india made the deepest impress on the mind and heart of our tool-traveler4 ,from the moment when he landed in ,calcutta to the moment when he watched the low coasts of the ,ganges delta merge into the horizon far astern1 ,india would not let him alone4 ,he saw poverty such as could scarcely be described1 and religious rites the very telling of which might sear the tongue4 ,if ,china's poor had a certain apathy which seemed like poise1 even in their wretchedness1 not so ,india's1 but1 rather1 a slow-moving misery1 a dull progress toward nothing better1 with only nothingness and its empty peace at last4 ,once in ,calcutta1 and his business plans set going1 he started out to find some of the city's ,christian forces4 ,they were not easy to find4 ,as in every ,oriental city1 missionary work is relatively small4 ,indeed1 ,j4 ,w4 began to think that this third city of ,asia had little religion of any sort4 ,he had been prepared in part for the first meager showing of mission work4 ,on shipboard he had encountered the usual assortment of missionary critics2 the unobservant1 the profane1 the superior1 the loose-living1 and all that tribe4 ,the first of them he had met on the second day out from ,san ,francisco1 and every boat which sailed the ,eastern seas appeared to carry its complement of self-appointed and all-knowing enemies of the whole missionary enterprise4 ,while steaming up the ,bay of ,bengal1 the anti-mission chorus appeared at its critical best4 ,j4,w4 was told as they neared ,calcutta that the ,indian ,christian was servile1 and slick and totally untrustworthy4 ,never had these expert observers seen a genuine convert1 but only hypocrites1 liars1 petty thieves1 and grafters4 ,in spite of it all1 at last he found the ,methodist ,mission1 and it was not so small1 when once you saw the whole of it4 ,by great good fortune his instructions from home ordered him up country as far as ,cawnpore4 ,and to his delight he met a ,methodist bishop1 one of the new ones1 who was setting out with a party for the ,northwest4 ,so1 on the bishop's most cordial invitation1 he joined himself to the company1 and learned in a day or two from experts how to make the best of ,india's rather trying travel conditions4 ,benares1 ,allahabad1 ,cawnpore1 ,lucknow--,j4,w4 came to these cities with a queer feeling of having been there before4 ,long ago1 in his early ,sunday school days1 the names of these places and the wonders of them had been the theme of almost the only missionary book he had at that age cared to read4 ,at ,allahabad1 said his companions of the way1 an ,all-,india ,epworth ,league convention was to be held1 and ,j4,w4 made up his mind that a ,league convention in ,india would be doubly worth attending4 ,he did attend it too1 but it left no such memory as another gathering in the same city2 a memory which he knows will last after every other picture of the ,east has faded from his recollection4 ,the party had reached ,allahabad at the time of the ,khumb ,mela1 a vast outpouring of massed humanity too great for any but the merest guesses at its numbers4 ,this ,mela1 feast1 religious pilgrimage1 whatever it might mean to these endless multitudes1 is held here at stated times because the two sacred rivers1 the ,jumna and the ,ganges1 come together at ,allahabad1 and tradition has it that a third river flows beneath the surface to meet the others4 ,so the place is trebly sacred1 its waters potent for purification1 no matter how great one's sin4 ,with the others ,j4,w4 set out for an advantageous observation point1 on the wall of the fort which stands on the tongue of land between the two streams4 ,on the way ,j4,w4 assured himself that if ,calcutta seemed without religion1 here was more than enough of it to redress the balances4 ,in the throng was a holy man whose upraised arm had been held aloft until it had atrophied1 and would never more swing by his side4 ,and yonder another holy one sat in the sand1 with a circle of little fires burning close about him4 ,the seeker after he knew not what who made his search while lying on a bed of spikes was here4 ,and once a procession passed1 two hundred men1 all holy after the fashion of ,hindu holiness1 all utterly naked1 with camels and elephants moving in their train4 ,as if to show how these were counted men of special sanctity1 the people fell on their faces to the ground beside them as they passed1 and kissed their shadows on the sand4 ,the point of vantage reached1 ,j4,w4's bewildered eyes could scarce make his brain believe what they saw4 ,he was standing on a broad wall1 thirty feet above the water1 and perhaps a hundred feet back from it4 ,up and down the stream was an endless solid mass of heads4 ,j4,w4 looked for some break in the crowd1 some thinning out of its packed bodies1 but as far as he could see there was no break1 no end4 ,government officials had estimated the number of pilgrims at two millions6 ,a signal must have been given1 or an hour had come--,j4,w4 could not tell which--but somehow the people knew that now was the opportunity to enter the water and gain cleansing from all sin4 ,a mighty1 resistless movement carried the human stream to meet the river4 ,inevitably the weaker individuals were swept along helpless1 and those who fell arose no more4 ,horrified1 ,j4,w4 stood looking down on the slow1 irresistible movement of the writhing bodies1 and he saw a woman drop4 ,a ,british police officer1 standing in an angle of the wall beneath1 ordered a native policeman to get the woman out ,but the native1 seeing the crush and unwilling to risk himself for so slight a cause1 waited until his superior turned away to another point of peril1 and then1 snatching the red-banded police turban from his head1 was lost in the general mass4 ,the woman8 ,trampled to death1 and twenty other men and women with her1 in sight of the stunned watchers on the wall1 who were compelled to see these lives crushed out1 powerless to help by so much as a finger's weight4 ,what was it all for8 ,j4,w4 asked his companions on the wall4 ,and they said that the word went out at certain times and the people flocked to this ,mela4 ,they came to wash in the sacred waters at the propitious moment4 ,nothing else mattered2 not the inescapable pollution of the rivers1 not the weariness and hunger and many distresses of the way4 ,it was a chance1 so the wise ones declared1 to be rid of sin4 ,certainly it might not avail1 but who would not venture if mayhap there might be cleansing of soul in the waters of ,mother ,ganges8 ,on another day ,j4,w4 came to a temple1 not a great towering shrine1 but a third-rate sort of place1 a sacred cow temple4 ,here was a family which had journeyed four hundred miles to worship before the idols of this temple4 ,they offered rice to one idol1 flowers to another1 holy water from the river to a third4 ,no one might know what inner urge had driven them here4 ,the priest1 slow to heed them1 at length deigned to dip his finger in a little paint and with it he smeared the caste mark on the foreheads of the worshipers4 ,it was heartless1 empty formality4 ,j4,w4 watched the woman particularly4 ,her face was an unrelieved sadness2 she had fulfilled the prescribed rites1 in the appointed place1 but there was no surcease from the endless round of dull misery which she knew was her ordained lot4 ,thought ,j4,w43 ,i suppose this is a sort of joining the church1 an initiation or something of that sort4 ,not much like what happened when ,i joined the church in ,delafield4 ,everybody was glad there2 here nobody is glad1 not even the priest4 ,at ,cawnpore ,j4,w4 was able to combine business with his missionary inquiries4 ,here he found great woollen and cotton mills1 not unlike those of ,america1 except that in these mills women and children were working long hours1 seven days a week1 for a miserable wage4 ,it was heathenism plus commercialism2 that is to say1 a double heathenism4 ,for when business is not tempered by the ,christian spirit1 it is as pagan as any cow temple4 ,in these mills was a possible market for certain sorts of ,cummings goods1 as ,j4,w4 learned in the business quarter of the city4 ,he wanted more opportunity to see how the goods he dealt in could be used1 and1 having by now learned the path of least resistance1 he appealed to a missionary4 ,it was specially fortunate that he did1 for the missionary introduced him to the secretary of the largest mills in the city1 an ,indian ,christian with a history4 ,now1 this is a hint at the story of--well1 let us call him ,abraham4 ,his own is another ,bible name1 of more humble associations1 but he deserves to be called ,abraham4 ,thirty years ago a missionary first evangelized and then baptized some two hundred villagers--outcasts1 untouchables1 social lepers4 ,being newly become ,christians1 they deposed their old village god4 ,the landlord beat them and berated them1 but they were done with the idol4 ,now1 that was no easy adventure of faith1 and those who thus adventured could not hope for material gain4 ,they were more despised than ever4 ,yet inevitably they began to rise in the human scale4 ,the missionary found one of them a young man of parts4 ,him he took and taught to read1 to write1 to know the ,scriptures4 ,he began to be an exhorter2 then a local preacher2 and at last he joined the ,conference as a ,methodist itinerant at six dollars a month4 ,now this boy was the father of ,abraham4 ,as a preacher he opened village schools1 and taught the children their letters1 his own boy among them4 ,abraham learned quickly4 ,a place was found for him in a mission boarding school4 ,thence he moved on and up to ,lucknow ,christian ,college4 ,it was this man who escorted ,j4,w4 through the great mills of which he was an executive4 ,he had a salary of two hundred dollars a month4 ,if his father had been an ,american village preacher at twelve hundred dollars a year1 ,abraham's salary1 relatively1 would need to be twenty or thirty thousand dollars4 ,abraham was the superintendent of a ,sunday school in ,cawnpore4 ,he was giving himself to all sorts of betterment work which would lessen the misery of the poor4 ,he had a seat in the city council4 ,a hostel for boys was one of his enterprises4 ,here was a man doing his utmost to ,christianize the industry in which thousands of his country men spent their lives2 a second-generation ,christian1 and a man who must be reckoned with1 no longer spurned and despised as a casteless nobody4 ,j4,w4 followed ,abraham about the mills with growing admiration4 ,inside the walls1 light1 orderly paths1 flowers1 cleanliness4 ,outside the gate1 to step across the road was to walk a thousand years into the past1 among the smells and the ageless noises of the bazaar1 with its chaffering and cheating1 its primitive crudities1 and its changeless wares4 ,certainly1 a ,cawnpore mill is not the ideal industrial commonwealth1 but without men like ,abraham to alleviate its grimness the coming of larger opportunities through work like this might well lay a heavier burden on men's lives than the primitive and costly toil which it has displaced4 ,there was just time for a visit to ,lucknow1 a city which to the ,british is the historic place of mutiny and siege2 to ,american ,methodists a place both of history and of present-day advance4 ,j4,w4 worshiped in the great ,hindustani ,methodist church1 the busy home of many activities4 ,in the congregation were many students1 girls from ,isabella ,thoburn ,college1 and boys from ,lucknow ,christian ,college4 ,lifelong ,methodist as he was1 ,j4,w4 quickly recognized1 even amid these new surroundings1 the familiar aspects of a ,methodist church on its busy day4 ,the crowding congregations were enough to stir one's blood4 ,a noble organ sounded out the call to worship and led the choir and people in the service of praise4 ,there was a ,sunday school in full operation1 and an ,epworth ,league ,chapter1 completely organized and active4 ,his guide confided to ,j4,w4 that this church had yet another point of resemblance to the great churches at home2 it was quite accustomed to sending a committee to ,conference1 to tell the bishop whom it wanted for preacher next year6 ,j4,w4 was not quite satisfied4 ,the days of his wanderings must soon be over1 but before he left ,india he wanted to see the missionary in actual contact with the immemorial paganism of the villages1 for he had discovered that the village is ,india4 ,how was the ,christian message meeting all the dreary emptinesses and limitations of village life8 ,once more he appealed to his missionary guide2 this latest one1 the last of the five men to whom ,pastor ,drury had written before ,j4,w4 had set out on his travels4 ,could he show his visitor a little of missionary work in village environment8 ,surely4 ,nothing easier1 the district superintendent said4 ,we'll jump into my ,ford--great thing for ,india1 the ,ford2 and still greater for us missionaries--and we'll go a-villaging4 ,the village of their quest once reached1 the ,ford drew up before a neat brick house built around three sides of a courtyard1 with verandas on the court side4 ,this was no usual mud hut1 but a house1 and a parsonage withal4 ,here lived the ,indian village preacher and his family4 ,the preacher's wife was neatly dressed and capable2 the children clean and well-mannered4 ,the room had its table1 and on the table books4 ,that meant nothing to ,j4,w41 but the superintendent gave him to understand that a table with books in an ,indian village house was comparable in its rarity to a small-town ,american home with a pipe organ and a butler6 ,the lunch of native food seemed delicious1 if it was hot1 to ,j4,w4's healthy appetite1 and if he had not seen over how tiny a fire it had been prepared he would have credited the smiling housewife with a lavishly equipped kitchen4 ,people began to drop in4 ,it was somewhat disconcerting to the visitor1 to see these callers squatting on their heels1 talking one to another1 but watching him continually out of the corners of their eyes4 ,one of them1 the chaudrie1 headman of the village1 being introduced to ,j4,w41 told him1 the superintendent acting as interpreter1 how the boys' school flourished1 and how he and other ,christians had gone yesterday on an evangelizing visit to another village1 not yet ,christian1 but sure to ask for a teacher soon4 ,the preacher1 in a rather precise1 clipped ,english1 asked ,j4,w4 if he cared to walk about the village4 ,we could go to the mohulla ward1 where most of our ,christians live4 ,they will be most glad to welcome you4 ,the way led through dirty1 narrow streets1 or1 rather1 let us say1 through the spaces between dwellings1 to the low-caste quarter4 ,here were people of the bottom stratum of ,indian life1 yet it was a ,christian community in the making4 ,the little school was in session--a group of fifteen or twenty boys and girls with their teacher4 ,it was all very crude1 but the children read their lessons for the visitor1 and did sums on the board1 and sang a hymn which the pastor had composed1 and recited the ,lord's ,prayer and the ,twenty-third psalm4 ,these1 said the pastor1 are the children of a people which for a thousand years has not known how to read or write4 ,yet see how they learn4 ,yes1 the superintendent agreed1 but that isn't the best of it1 as you know4 ,they are untouchables now1 but even caste1 which is stronger than death1 yields to education4 ,once these boys and girls have an education they cannot be ignored or kept down4 ,they will find a place in the social order4 ,i can see that1 ,j4,w4 said1 thinking of ,abraham4 ,but education is not a missionary monopoly1 is it8 ,if these children were educated by ,hindus1 would not the resulting rise in their condition come just the same8 ,it would1 perhaps1 the missionary answered1 but your 'if' is too big4 ,for the low caste and the out-caste people there is no education unless it is ,christian education4 ,we have a monopoly1 though not of our choosing4 ,the educated ,hindu will not do this work under any circumstances4 ,it has been tried1 with all the prestige of the government1 which is no small matter in ,india1 and nothing comes of it4 ,not long ago the government proposed a wonderful scheme for the education of the 'depressed classes4' ,the money was provided1 and the equipment as well4 ,there were plenty of ,hindus1 that is1 non-,christians1 who were indebted to the government for their education4 ,they were invited to take positions in the new schools4 ,but no2 not for any money or any other inducement would these teachers go near4 ,and there you are4 ,i know of no way out for the great masses of ,india except as the gospel opens the door4 ,is there no attempt of any sort on the part of ,indians who are not ,christians8 ,surely1 some of them are enlightened enough to see the need1 and to rise above caste4 ,j4,w4 suspected he was asking a question which had but one answer4 ,yes1 there is such an effort occasionally1 the superintendent admitted4 ,the ,arya ,samaj movement makes an attempt once in a while1 but it always fails4 ,if a few are bold enough to disregard caste1 they are never enough to do anything that counts4 ,the effort is scarcely more than a gesture1 and even so it would not have been made but for the activities of the missionaries4 99 99 99 99 99 ,and so ended ,j4,w4's ,indian studies4 ,before many days he was retracing his way--,calcutta1 ,singapore1 ,hongkong1 ,shanghai1 ,yokohama4 ,and then on a day he found himself aboard a liner whose prow turned eastward from ,japan's great port1 and his heart was flying a homeward-bound pennant the like of which never trailed from any masthead4 ,,this ,,experiment ,,teacheth--8 ,for the first day or so out from ,japan ,j4,w4 behaved himself as does any ordinary ,american in similar case2 all the sensations of the journey were swallowed up in the depths of his longings to be home4 ,the voyage so slow2 the ,pacific so wide6 ,but shortly he resigned himself to the pervading restfulness of shipboard1 and began to make acquaintances4 ,of them all one only has any interest for us--,miss ,helen ,morel1 late of ,manila4 ,her place was next to his at the table4 ,like ,j4,w41 she was traveling alone1 and before they had been on board twenty-four hours they had discovered that both were ,methodists2 he1 from ,delafield in the ,middle ,west1 she from ,pennsylvania4 ,j4,w4 found1 altogether to his surprise1 that she listened with flattering attention while he talked4 ,for ,j4,w4 is no braggart1 nor is he overmuch given to self-admiration2 we know him better than that4 ,but it was pleasant1 none the less1 on good days to walk up and down the long decks1 and on other days to sit in comfortable deck chairs1 with nothing to do but talk4 ,miss ,morel1 being a teacher going home after three years of steady1 close work in a ,manila high school1 was ready to talk of anything but school work4 ,she found herself immensely interested in ,j4,w4's experiences4 ,he had told her of the double life1 so to say1 which he had led2 preaching the good news of better tools1 and studying the work of other men and women1 as truly salesmen as himself1 who preached a more arresting and insistent gospel4 ,i'm glad to meet some one who knows about missions at first hand1 ,miss ,morel began one morning1 as they stepped out on the promenade deck for their constitutional4 ,you know1 ,i think people at home don't understand at all4 ,they are so absorbed with their little parish affairs that they can't appreciate this wonderful work that is being done so far from home4 ,j4,w4 agreed1 though not without mental reservations4 ,he knew how true it was that many of the home folks did not rightly value mission work1 but he was not so sure about their little parish affairs4 ,he watched to see if ,miss ,morel meant to expand that idea4 ,but she evidently had thought at once of something else4 ,said she1 ,sometimes ,i think that if the gossip about missionaries and missions which is so general in the ,orient gets back home1 as it surely does in one way or another1 it must have a certain influence on what people think about the work4 ,oh1 that1 said ,j4,w41 with no little scorn4 ,that stuff is always ignorant or malicious1 and ,i doubt if it gets very far with church people4 ,of course it may with outsiders4 ,i've heard it1 any amount of it2 you can't miss it if you travel in the ,east ,and there's just enough excuse for it to make it a particularly vicious sort of slander4 ,you could say as much about the churches at home1 and a case here and there would not be lacking to furnish proof4 ,certainly1 said the teacher4 ,and yet missions are so wonderful2 so much more worth while than anything that is being done at home1 don't you think8 ,there it was again4 ,i'm afraid ,i don't follow you1 ,miss ,morel1 ,j4,w4 said1 with a puzzled air4 ,do you mean that the churches at home are not onto their job1 if you'll excuse the phrase8 ,his companion laughed as she answered1 ,maybe not quite as strong as that4 ,but they are doing the same old thing in the same old way4 ,going to church and home again1 to ,sunday school and home again1 to young people's meeting and home again4 ,but out here1 and her hand swung in a half circle as though she meant to include the whole ,pacific basin1 out here men and women are doing such splendid pioneer work1 in all sorts of fascinating ways4 ,true enough1 ,j4,w4 assented4 ,i've seen that1 all right4 ,but the home church isn't so dead as you might think4 ,just before ,i left ,delafield to go to ,saint ,louis1 for instance1 a new work for the foreign-speaking people of our town was being started1 with the ,board of ,home ,missions and ,church ,extension backing up the local workers4 ,they were planning to make a great church center for all these people1 and ,i hear that it is getting a good start4 ,oh1 yes1 ,i can well believe that1 ,mr4 ,farwell1 ,miss ,morel hastened to say4 ,i think work for the immigrant is so very interesting1 don't you8 ,but1 of course1 that's not quite what ,i meant4 ,the usual dull things that churches do1 you know4 ,well1 take another instance that ,i happen to remember1 ,j4,w4 had a touch of the sort of feeling he used to delight in at ,cartwright1 when he was gathering his material for a debate4 ,my first summer after leaving college1 a few of us in ,first ,church got busy studying our own town4 ,we found two of the general church boards ready to help us with facts and methods4 ,the ,home ,missions people gave us one sort of help1 and another board1 with the longest name of them all1 the ,board of ,temperance1 ,prohibition1 and ,public ,morals1 showed us how to go about an investigation of the town's undesirable citizens and their influence4 ,it is in that sort of business for all of us1 you know4 ,that must have been exciting1 said ,miss ,morel4 ,i know ,i should enjoy such work4 ,what did you find out1 and what could you do about it8 ,that was a question not to be glibly answered1 ,j4,w4 knew4 ,but he meant to be fair about it4 ,we found out plenty that surprised us2 a great deal1 he added1 that ought to be done1 and much more that needed to be changed4 ,we even went so far as to draw up a sort of civic creed1 ',the ,everyday ,doctrines of ,delafield1' ,the town paper printed it1 and it was talked about for a while1 but probably we were the people who got the most out of it2 it showed us what we church members might mean to the town4 ,and that was worth something4 ,miss ,morel was sure it was4 ,but she came back to her first idea about the home churches4 ,don't you think that much of the preaching1 and all that1 is pretty dull and tiresome8 ,i came from a little country church1 and it was so dreary4 ,j4,w4 thought of ,deep ,creek1 and said1 ,i know what you mean2 but even the country church is improving4 ,i must tell you some time about ,marty1 my chum4 ,he's a country preacher1 helped in his training by the ,rural ,department of the ,home ,missions ,board1 and his people come in crowds to his preaching4 ,country churches are waking up1 and the ,board people at ,philadelphia have had a lot to do with it4 ,well1 ,i'm glad4 ,but anyway1 home missions is rather commonplace1 haven't you noticed8 and ,miss ,morel looked almost as though she were asking a question of state4 ,i can't say ,i've found it so1 ,j4,w4 said1 stoutly1 ,i was some time learning1 but ,i ran into a lot of experiences before ,i left home4 ,take the work for colored people1 for instance4 ,i had to make a speech at a convention1 and ,i found out that our church has a ,board of ,education for ,negroes which is doing more than any other agency to train ,negro preachers and teachers and home makers1 and doctors and other leaders4 ,that's not so very commonplace1 would you say so8 ,well1 no1 the young lady admitted4 ,it is very important work1 of course2 and ,i'd dearly love to have a share in it4 ,i am a great believer in the colored races1 you know4 ,but you are making me begin to think ,i am all wrong about the church at home4 ,i don't mean to belittle it4 ,perhaps ,i appreciate it more than ,i realized4 ,anyway1 tell me something else that you have found out4 ,there isn't time1 ,j4,w4 objected4 ,but if you won't think me a nuisance1 maybe ,i can tell you part of it4 ,for example1 ,sunday school4 ,long ago ,i discovered that the whole church was providing for ,sunday school progress through a ,board of ,sunday ,schools1 and there isn't a modern ,sunday school idea anywhere that this ,board doesn't put into its scheme of work4 ,i was a very small part of it myself for a while1 so ,i know4 ,yes1 and even ,i know a little about the ,sunday ,school ,board1 confessed ,miss ,morel4 ,it has helped us a lot in the ,philippines4 ,and so ,i must admit that the church does try to improve and extend ,sunday school work4 ,what else8 ,j4,w4 told about his experiences on the ,mexican border1 where home missions and foreign missions came together4 ,then1 seeing that she was really listening1 he told of his and ,marty's college days1 how ,marty had borrowed money from the ,board of ,education1 and how the same ,board had a hand in the college evangelistic work4 ,he told about the deaconesses who managed the hospital at ,manchester1 and the training school which ,marcia ,dayne ,carbrook had attended when she was getting ready to go to ,china4 ,that school had sent out hundreds of deaconesses and other workers4 ,the thought of ,marcia made him think of ,joe1 and he told what he knew of how the ,wesley ,foundation at the ,state ,university had helped ,joe when he could easily have made shipwreck of his missionary purpose4 ,of course the story of his visit to the ,carbrooks in ,china must also be told4 ,miss ,morel changed the subject again4 ,tell me1 ,mr4 ,farwell1 she asked1 were you in the ,epworth ,league when you were at home8 ,i surely was1 said ,j4,w4 ,that was where ,i got my first start2 at the ,cartwright ,institute4 ,and the story jumped back to those far-off days when he was just out of high school4 ,as he paused ,miss ,morel said1 ,i was an ,epworthian1 too1 and in the young women's missionary societies4 ,we had a combination society in our church1 so ,i was a ',queen ,esther' and a ',standard ,bearer' as well4 ,those organizations did me a world of good4 ,you know1 when ,i think of it1 the women's missionary societies have done a wonderful work in ,america and everywhere4 ,i guess they have1 said ,j4,w4 ,i know my mother has always been a member of both1 and she's always been the most intelligent and active missionary in the ,farwell family4 ,the talk languished for a while1 and then ,miss ,morel exclaimed1 ,i know why we've stopped talking2 we're hungry4 ,it is almost time for luncheon1 and if you have an appetite like mine1 you're impatient for the call4 ,j4,w4 looked at his watch and saw that there was only ten minutes of the morning left4 ,so they separated to get ready against the sounding of the dinner gong4 ,but ,j4,w4 was not hungry4 ,he was struggling with an old thought that to him had all the tantalizing quality of novelty4 ,the talk of the morning had become a sort of roll-call of church boards4 ,how did it happen that the church was busy with this and that and the other work8 ,why a ,board of ,hospitals and ,homes8 ,why a ,deaconess ,board1 even though deaconess work happened to be merciful and gentle and ,christlike8 ,what was the church doing with a ,book ,concern8 ,how came it that we had that board with the long name--,temperance1 ,prohibition1 and ,public ,morals8 ,he had traveled from ,yokohama to ,lucknow and back1 and everywhere he had found this same church doing all sorts of work1 with no slightest suspicion but that all of it was her proper business4 ,so picture after picture flickered before his mind's eye1 as though his brain had built up a five-reel mental movie from all sorts of memory film2 a hundred feet of this1 two hundred of that1 a thousand here1 there just a flash4 ,it had all one common mark2 it was all the church1 but the hit-and-miss of it1 its lightning change1 bewildered him4 ,the pictures leaped from ,cartwright to ,cawnpore1 from the country church at ,ellis to ,joe ,carbrook's hospital in ,china2 from ,new ,york and ,philadelphia and ,chicago and ,cincinnati and ,washington to the ends of the country and the ends of the earth2 and in and through it all1 swift bits of unrelated yet vivid hints of ,advocates and ,heralds1 of prayer meetings and institutes1 of new churches and old colleges1 of revivals and sewing societies1 of ,league socials and ,annual ,conferences1 of deaconesses visiting dreary homes1 and soft-footed nurses going about in great hospitals2 of beginners' departments and old people's homes2 of kindergartens and clinics and preparatory classes4 ,there seemed no end to it all1 every moment some new aspect of the church's activity showed itself and then was gone4 ,it was a most confused and confusing experience2 and all through the rest of the day ,j4,w4 caught himself wondering again and again at the variety and complexity of the church's affairs4 ,why should a church be occupied with all this medley8 ,why should it be so distracted from its main purpose1 to be a ,jack of all trades8 ,why should it open its doors and train its workers and spend its money in persistent response to every imaginable human appeal8 ,perhaps that might be it2 human4 ,once a philosopher had said1 ,i am a man1 and therefore nothing human is foreign to me4 ,what if the church by its very nature must be like that8 what if this really were its main purpose--all these varied and sometimes almost conflicting activities no more than its effort to obey the central law of its life8 ,j4,w4 was in his stateroom2 he paced the narrow aisle between the berths--three steps forward1 three steps back1 like a caged wild thing4 ,something was coming to new reality in his soul2 he was scarce conscious of the walls that shut him in4 ,once he stopped by the open port4 ,he looked out at the tumbling rollers of the wide ,pacific4 ,and as he looked he thought of the vastness of this sea1 how its waters washed the icy shores of ,alaska and the palm-fronded atolls of the ,marquesas2 how they carried on their bosom the multitudinous commerce of a hundred peoples2 how from ,santiago to ,shanghai and from the ,yukon to ,new ,zealand it was one ocean1 serving all lands1 and taking toll of all4 ,in spite of all the complexities and diversities of the lands about this ocean1 they had one possession which all might claim1 as it claimed them--the sea4 ,it gave them neighbors and trade1 climate and their daily bread4 ,in the sociology and geography and economics of the ,orient this ,pacific ,ocean was the great common denominator4 ,and in the geography and economics and sociology of the kingdom of ,god8 ,might it not be--must it not be1 the church6 ,not only the ,pacific basin1 but the round world was like that1 every part of it dependent on all the rest1 and growing every day more and more conscious of all the rest4 ,railways helped this process1 and so did steamships and air routes and telegraph and wireless4 ,more than that1 all the world was becoming increasingly related to the life of every part4 ,with raw material produced in ,brazil to make tires for the limousines of ,fifth ,avenue and the ,lake ,shore ,drive1 what of the new kinship between the producers in ,brazil and the users in the ,states8 ,all good was coming to be the good of all the earth2 and all evil was able to affect the lives of unsuspecting folk half the earth's circumference away4 ,in such a time1 what an insistent call for the program and power of the ,christian faith6 ,and the call could be answered4 ,j4,w4 had seen the church applying the program as well in a ,chinese city and in an ,indian village as in his home town and on the ,mexican border4 ,he was sure that the power that was in the ,christian message could heal all the hurts of the world1 and bring all peoples into a world-commonwealth of good will4 ,this was what ,jesus meant to do2 not just to save here and there a little group for heaven out of the general hopelessness1 but to save and make whole the heart of mankind4 ,the church was not1 first of all1 seeking its own enlargement1 but extending the reach of its ,founder's purpose4 ,it did all its many-sided work for a far greater reason than any increase in its own numbers and importance2 in a word1 for the ,christianizing of life1 ,sunday and every day1 in ,delafield as well as in the forests of the ,amazon and the huddled cities of ,china4 ,j4,w4 sat on the edge of his berth4 ,in the first glow of this new understanding his nerves had steadied to a serenity that was akin to awe4 ,yet he knew he had made no great discovery4 ,the thing he saw had been there all the time4 ,then his mind set to work again on that motley procession of pictures which he had likened to a patchwork film4 ,was it as disjointed as it seemed8 ,could it not be so put together as to make a true continuity1 consistent and complete8 ,why not8 ,in the events of his own life1 strangely enough1 he had the clue to its right arrangement4 ,by what seemed to be accidental or incidental opportunity it had been his singular fortune to come in contact with some aspect or another of all the work his church was doing4 ,and every element of it1 from the beginners' class at ,delafield to the language school at ,nanking1 from the college social in ,first ,church to the celebration at ,foochow--it was all ,new ,testament work4 ,its center was always ,jesus ,christ's teaching or example1 or appeal4 ,there was in its complexity a vast simplicity2 each was a part of all1 and all was in each4 ,john ,wesley ,farwell1 ,jr41 said that young man to himself1 this thing is not your discovery--but how does that bit of ,keats' go8 ',then felt ,i like some watcher of the skies ,when a new planet swims into his ken2 ,or like stout ,cortez1 when with eagle eyes ,he stared at the ,pacific--and all his men ,looked at each other with a wild surmise-- ,silent1 upon a peak in ,darien1' ,there you have it6 ,but ,i might have known4 ,cortez1 if it was ,cortez1 could not have guessed the ,pacific4 ,he had nothing to suggest it4 ,but ,i might have guessed the singleness of the church's work4 ,what is my name for1 unless ,i can appreciate the man who said ',the world is my parish1' and who would do anything--sell books1 keep a savings bank1 open a dispensary--for the sake of saving souls8 ,that's the single idea1 the simple idea4 ,it makes all these queer activities part of one great activity2 and rests them all on one under-girding truth--',the ,church's one foundation is ,jesus ,christ her ,lord4' ,but the wonderful thing to me is that1 after all this time1 ,i should suddenly have found this out for myself6 ,what a story to take home to ,delafield6 ,pastor ,drury is going to have the surprise of his life6 99 99 99 99 99 ,three people met ,j4,w4 as his train pulled in to the station at ,delafield4 ,the other two were his father and mother4 ,after the first tearfully happy greetings1 ,j4,w4 looked around the platform4 ,i rather thought ,brother ,drury might have come too1 he said4 ,the others exchanged meaning glances1 and his father asked1 ,then you didn't get my second letter at ,san ,francisco8 ,no1 said ,j4,w41 in vague alarm1 only the one4 ,what's wrong8 ,is ,mr4 ,drury-- ,he's at home now1 son1 said the elder ,farwell1 gravely4 ,he came home from our ,conference hospital at ,hillcrest two weeks ago4 ,we hope he's going to gain considerable strength1 but he's had some sort of a stroke1 we don't rightly know what1 and he's pretty hard hit4 ,he's better than he was last week1 but he can't leave his room2 sits in his easy chair and doesn't say much4 ,j4,w4's heart ached4 ,without always realizing it1 he had been counting on long talks with the pastor2 there was so much to tell him4 ,and especially so since that wonderful day out in the middle of the ,pacific1 when he had seen what he even dared to call his 'vision' of the church4 ,so he said1 ,you and mother drive on home2 ,i'll walk up with ,jeannette4 ,for lovers who had just met after a year's separation these two were strangely subdued4 ,they had everything to say to each other1 but this sudden falling of the shadow of suffering on their meeting checked the words on their lips4 ,will he get better8 ,j4,w4 asked ,jeannette4 ,they fear not1 she answered4 ,the doctors say he may live for several years1 but he will never preach again4 ,he just sits there2 he's been so anxious to see you4 ,you must go to-day4 ,of course4 ,and what shall ,i say about the wedding8 ,if he can't leave his room---- ,jeannette interrupted him3 ,if he can't leave his room1 it will make no difference4 ,church wedding or home wedding ,i should have chosen1 as ,i have told you2 but you and ,i1 ,john ,wesley1 are going to be married by ,walter ,drury1 wherever he is1 if he's alive on our wedding day4 ,why1 yes1 said ,j4,w41 with a little break in his voice1 it wouldn't seem right any other way4 ,we can have the dinner1 or breakfast or whatever it is1 just the same1 but we'll be married in his room4 ,i'm glad you feel that way about it too2 though it's just like you4 ,and it was so4 ,j4,w4 went up to the study as soon as he could rid himself of the dust of the day's travel1 more eager to show ,walter ,drury he loved him than to tell his story or even to arrange for the wedding4 ,as to that ceremony1 the plans had long ago been understood2 nothing more was needed than to tell ,walter ,drury his study afforded a better background and setting for this particular wedding than a cathedral could provide4 ,j4,w4 was prepared for a great change in ,pastor ,drury1 but he noticed no such signs of breakdown as he had expected to see4 ,he did not know that the beloved pastor was keyed up for this meeting4 ,he could not guess that the beaming eye1 the old radiant smile1 the touch of color in a face usually pale1 were on special if unconscious display because the pastor's heart was thanking ,god that he had been permitted to welcome home his son in the gospel4 ,those had been dreary days1 in the hospital1 despite the ceaseless ministries of nurses and doctors and friends from ,delafield4 ,this hospital was a place of noble service1 one of many such places which have arisen in the ,methodism of the last forty years4 ,it was a hospital through and through--the last word in equipment and competence1 but not at all an institution4 ,it was at once a home for the sick and a training school of the ,christian graces1 where the distressed of body and mind could be given the relief they needed--all of it given gladly1 in ,christ's name4 ,walter ,drury was not unmindful of the care and skill which the hospital staff lavished on him1 though no more faithfully on him than on many an unknown or unresponsive patient4 ,but he was in a pitifully questioning mood4 ,the doctors had told him he could not expect to preach again4 ,when the district superintendent had come to visit him1 he carried away with him ,walter ,drury's request for retirement at the coming session of the ,annual ,conference4 ,in his quiet moments--there were so many of them now--the broken man counted up his years of service1 all too few1 as it seemed to him1 and lacking much of what they might have shown in outcomes for the church and the kingdom4 ,his ,conference was one of the few which paid the full annuity claim of its retired preachers1 but even so he had not much to look forward to4 ,his twenty-five years in the active ranks meant that he could count on twenty-five times #ae a year1 #cge1 on which to live1 when he gave up his work4 ,perhaps he could live on this1 with what little he had been able to put aside2 at any rate he could be glad now that there was none but himself to think about4 ,but was it worth all he had put into his vocation8 ,his brother in ,saint ,louis1 not remarkably successful in his business1 had been able at least to make some provision for his old age4 ,he too might have been a moderately successful business or professional man4 ,truly it was more than the older preachers had1 this ,conference annuity1 which would keep him from actual want2 so much1 surely1 had been gained by the church's growing sense of responsibility for its veterans4 ,but had it really paid8 ,was all the gentle efficiency of the hospital1 and all the church's money which would come to him from the ,conference funds and the ,board of ,conference ,claimants1 enough to compensate him for the long years when he had been spendthrift of all his powers for the sake of his work8 ,he knew1 of course1 the answer to his questions2 no one better4 ,but he was a broken-down preacher1 old before his time2 and knowing the answer was not at all the same as having the answer4 ,so he had been brought home from ,hillcrest1 mind-weary and much cast down4 ,nor did he regain any of his old buoyancy of spirit until the day when they told him ,j4 ,w1 would be home next week4 ,it was then that he told himself1 ,if ,j4,w4 has come back with only a story to tell--and gloom was in his face2 ,but if he has come back with the story to tell--and his heart leaped within him at the thought4 ,the pastor and ,j4,w4 were soon talking away with the old familiarity1 but mostly about inconsequentials4 ,neither was quite prepared for more intimate communion2 and1 of course1 the returning traveler had much to do4 ,the wedding was near at hand1 and everybody but himself had been getting ready this long time4 ,so the call was too brief to suit either of them1 with the longer visits each hoped for of necessity deferred to a more convenient season4 ,j4,w4 must make a hurried journey to ,saint ,louis to turn in his report to ,peter ,mc,dougall1 which report ,peter was much better prepared to receive than ,j4,w4 suspected4 ,and a highly satisfactory arrangement was made for ,j4,w4's continued connection with the ,cummings ,hardware ,corporation4 ,doubtless all weddings are much alike in their ceremonial aspects2 short or long1 solemn-spoken ancient ritual or commonplace legal form1 the essence of them all is that this man and this woman say1 ,i will4 ,so it was in ,walter ,drury's study4 ,and then the little group seated itself about the pastor2 ,marty with ,alma ,wetherell1 soon to become ,mrs4 ,marty2 all the ,shenks1 the elder ,farwells1 ,john ,wesley1 ,jr41 and ,jeannette4 ,the dinner would not be for an hour yet1 and this was the pastor's time4 ,pastor ,drury could not talk much4 ,he had kept his chair as he read the ritual1 and now he sat and smiled quietly on them all4 ,but once and again his eye sought ,j4,w4 and the look was a question yet unanswered4 ,what sort of a voyage home did you have8 ,mrs4 ,farwell asked her son1 motherlike1 using even a query about the weather to turn attention to her boy4 ,a good voyage1 mother1 said ,j4,w4 ,a fine voyage4 ,but one day--will you let me tell it here1 all of you8 ,i've hardly been any more eager for my wedding day than for a chance to say this4 ,i won't tire you1 ,mr4 ,drury1 will ,i8 ,you'll never do that1 my boy1 said the preacher4 ,but don't bother about me1 ,i've long had a feeling that what you are going to say will be better for me than all the doctors4 ,for he had seen the eager glow on ,j4,w4's face1 and his heart was ready to be glad4 ,thus it was that ,j4,w4 told the story of his great moment2 how he had talked with ,miss ,morel one morning of the many-sided work of the church1 and how in the afternoon he had looked through the open port of his stateroom and had seen an ocean that looked like the church1 and a church that seemed like the ocean4 ,i shall remember that day forever1 ,i think1 he said4 ,for the first time in my life ,i could put all the pieces of my life together2 my home1 my church1 the ,sunday school1 the ,league1 college1 the needy life of this town1 your country work1 ,marty1 ,mexico1 ,china1 ,india--everything2 and ,i could see as one wonderful1 perfect picture1 every bit of it necessary to all the rest4 ,our church at work to make ,jesus ,christ ,lord of all life1 in my home and clear to the 'roof of the world' out yonder under the snows of ,tibet4 ,can you see it1 folks8 ,i think you always could1 ,mr4 ,drury6 and he put his hand affectionately on the pastor's knee4 ,pastor ,drury's face was even paler than its wont1 but in his eyes glowed the light that never was on sea or land4 ,he was hearing what sometimes he had feared he might not last long enough to hear4 ,the ,experiment was justified1 and he was comforted6 ,he picked up the ,bible that lay near his hand1 and turned to the ,gospel by ,luke4 ,i hope none of you will think ,i wrest the ,book's words to lesser meanings1 he said1 but there is only one place in it that can speak what is in my heart to-day4 ,and he read the song of ,simeon in the temple3 ,lord1 now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace1 for mine eyes have seen thy salvation1 and so to the end4 ,it was very still when his weak voice ceased2 but in a moment the silence was broken by a cry from ,j4,w4 ,why1 ,mr4 ,drury1 it has been you1 all these years6 ,what do you mean1 ,j4,w484 said ,marty1 somewhat alarmed and thoroughly mystified4 ,exactly what ,i say1 ,marty4 ,can't you see it too8 ,can't all of you see it8 and ,j4,w4 looked from one face to another around the room4 ,jeannette1 you know what ,i mean1 don't you8 ,and ,jeannette1 at once smiling and tearful1 said1 ,yes1 ,j4,w41 ,i've thought about it many times1 and ,i know now it is true4 ,marty said1 ,maybe so2 but what8 for he was still bewildered4 ,why1 ,j4,w4 began1 with eager haste1 ,mr4 ,drury planned all this--years and years ago4 ,not our wedding1 ,i don't mean that1 and he paused long enough to find ,jeannette's hand and get it firmly in his own1 we managed that ourselves1 didn't we1 dear8 ,but--,i don't know why--this blessed minister of ,god began1 somewhere far back yonder1 to show me what ,god was trying to do through our church1 and1 later1 through the other churches4 ,he saw that ,i went to ,institute4 ,he steered me through my ,sunday school work4 ,he showed me my lifework4 ,he made me want to go to college4 ,he introduced me to the ,delafield that is outside our own church4 ,he got me my job in ,saint ,louis--don't you dare to deny it1 as the pastor raised a protesting hand4 ,i've talked with our sales manager2 he put the idea of the ,far ,eastern trip into ,mr4 ,mc,dougall's mind--and1 well1 it has been ,pastor ,drury all these years1 and he knew what he was doing6 ,pastor ,drury had kept his secret bravely1 but there was no need to keep it longer1 and now he was well content that these dear friends should have discovered it on such a day of joy4 ,after all1 it had been a beautiful ,experiment1 and not altogether without its value4 ,so he made no more ado1 and in his heart there was a great peace4